My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

"What's up kitten?" Duncan said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek.

"Hey D." I said turning around and giving him a peck on the lips.

"Hey Duncan!" Kaylie shouted.

"Hi short legs" he shouted back.

I laughed as Kaylie gave him the dead glare. Duncan pretended to hide behind me as I burst in laughter.

"C'mon let me introduce you. Everybody this is Duncan. Duncan these are the Black Veil Brides. This is Daddy Jinxx, my pizza buddy, Jake, another addict of Monster, CC, Andy and Ashley." I said pointing to each one of them.

They shook their hands and I had feeling that Ashley was a little tensed. Maybe it's just my imagination.

"So let me get this straight." Paul said."They all slept at your house last night?"

"Yeah"

"And you didn't got laid with any of them?" he asked shocked.

Kaylie and Troy held back their laughs but Ryan failed and I glared at him. The BVB guys were staring at me and I kinda blushed again.

"Jesus, Paul. I know I am a whore but really????" I said pretending I am hurt.

"If she got laid last night she wouldn't have called me." Duncan said.

"Well thank you, D. You're the only one who actually gives me credit." I said kissing his cheek.

"Anything for you, kitten" He said hugging me.

I smiled at him. Duncan was one of my first sex buddies and a constant one. I really cared about him even though I wasn't ready for a relationship. Not after Damon.

"Paul, take the guys in a private section. I don't want them to get hurt. You know how many BVB fans are here."

Paul nodded and led the boys to the back of the bar. They had a perfect view at the stage but they were unoticeable.

The bar was almost full as we headed to the stage. Everything was ready. We grabbed our instruments and I took my jacket off.

"Good evening, motherfuckers. Are you ready for tonight?" I shouted in to the mic.

ASHLEY'S POV:

The crowd cheered as soon as those words left her lips.

She had a bowl full of pieces of paper and she took one of them.

"Fisrt song is I am buletproof by Black Veil Brides."

She started playing and I was hypnotized. She was singing so easily and the sounds coming from her bass were perfect.

The song ended and she was smiling happily as everybody clapped their hands.

"Let's see what is next." She said grabbing another piece of paper.

She grinned evily as she tossed the paper. She said something to her band mates and then she turned around and took off her shirt revealing her perfect breasts surrounded by a black bra with white stars.

They started playing Rebel Yell and I could tell that she was in her element.

She swayed her hips while she was singing and her hair was a beautiful black mess. She looked happy, she was hot as hell and I couldn't help myself. I felt a painful boner growing in my pants and my breath quickened.

I walked the world with you, babe, a thousand times with you...
I dried your tears of pain, babe, a million times for you....
I'd sell my soul, for you babe, for money to burn, with you...
And I'd give you all, and have none, babe
Just to, just to, just to, just to, to have you here by me, because....

She sang those lyrics looking directly in my eyes and I grew even harder. I asked Paul for a whiskey to calm myself and the guys shot me weird looks. I downed the whiskey in one gulp and I asked for another one.

The song ended and Nikki asked for a whiskey as well. She gulped and grimaced a little, the liquid burning her throat. Someone raised his hand and motioned for her to come closer. The guy whispered something in her ear and she nodded happily and hugged the guy.

"Now, someone had a great idea. Who feels insane people?" she shouted in her mic.

Everybody raised their hands and her smile grew wider.

"And can you feel it in your bones? Coursing through your veins?" she continued.

The crowd went nuts everybody knowing the Falling in Reverse song, I'm not a Vampire.

They started playing and Nikki couldn't be more happier. Listening the lyrics, I thought that this song really suited her.

"Damn. John would take them in an instant." Jinxx said.

"They're awesome. And look what Nikki does with her voice. She flips the notes like is nothing hard" Andy said staring at her amazed.

"This is going to be so fun." CC said excited.

"What's gonna be fun?" Jake asked as they started playing Diamonds and Rust by Judas's Priest..

"Being with them on tour. I mean look at them. That Ryan guy is pretty cool, Troy plays lots of video games, Kaylie is awesome and let's not forget the bitch"

Everybody nodded in agreement and I noticed that CC blushed a little at the mention of Kaylie's name.

"What do you think, Ash? And can you please stop eye-fucking Nikki?" Jinxx said.

"I think it would be great. And no, I can't stop." I answered honestly.

"Dude, why don't you make a move on her?" Jake asked.

"I don't know... how... I mean she it's not like...-"

"The fake breasted blonde sluts you always fuck." Andy said.

"Yeah" I sighed.

"Well, maybe it's time you move over that Kina shit. And let's be honest, you and Nikki are like one soul in two bodies." CC commented.

I frowned at the mention of my ex's name. Kina was actually one of the few girls I really cared about. I think I loved her. Until I found out she was cheating on me and she was only after my money and fame. I wasn't ready for a relationship but still, I felt something towards Nikki. I didn't know what it was. Because I never felt something similar. I just met her and I already couldn't get her off my mind. And it wasn't just the fact that she was insanely hot.

"I'm not ready, CC. And she's not ready either." I said seriously.

"You will be." Jake said."Believe me, I can see it coming."

I just shrugged and turned my attention to her. She was now singing BMTH's Can you feel my heart?. She nailed it and her voice drove the crowd insane.

"Next song is:" she said picking another piece of paper. She frowned and looked at Andy biting her lip."To love is to die by Juliet Simms."

Andy remained cold as a stone and gave Nikki a weak smile. She returned his smile and I was wondering what the hell was going on. Kaylie started playing on an acoustic guitar and Nikki stepped in the crowd as she started singing.

The rain begins to fall
Standing on the edge
This moment’ll make it last
Eternal love is dead
One more breath of life
In a house of dust, I cry
One last fall to grace
You’re my legend, you’re my faith
I’ll cross my heart
I’ll hope to die
Dancing on my grave tonight
My eternal vow
This love will never die

To love is to die
I'm never gonna change my mind
I just wanna live forever
You know we have to pay the price
To love is to die
So lay me on a bed of roses
This is the path we’ve chosen
Sweetest sacrifice
To love is to die

I reach to touch the flame
I feel the fire, there’s no pain
The way our love will stay
While the years wither and fade
We’ve crossed our hearts, we hoped to die
We're dancing on our graves tonight
Our eternal vow, this love will never die

To love is to die
I'm never gonna change my mind
I just wanna live forever
You know we have to pay the price
To love is to die
So lay me on a bed of roses
This is the path we’ve chosen
Sweetest sacrifice

Someone told me love was madness
To just forget it, and it’s not worth it oh
If to live is to love and to love is to die
I’m a dead woman walking
I’m a dead woman walking

I'm never gonna change my mind
I just wanna live forever
You know we have to pay the price
To love is to die
So lay me on a bed of roses
This is the path we’ve chosen
Sweetest sacrifice

To love is to die
I'm never gonna change my mind
I just wanna live forever
You know we have to pay the price
To love is to die
So lay me on a bed of roses
This is the path we’ve chosen
Sweetest sacrifice
To love is to die....

She finished the song and I was speechless. Andy was looking amazed at her and couldn't help but standing up and started to clap his hands. She smiled widely when she saw him and winked at him. I still couldn't form words. Her voice was so different from Juliet's. Her voice was stronger and bolder. She was hypnotizing and the pain that flooded through her voice was breathtaking.

"OK now who is ready to say Goodbye to Agony?" She yelled.

Everybody cheered again as she and Kaylie switched their instruments.

"Yeah, tonight I'm cheating my bass because I just love the solo from this song>" she smiled and started playing.

"Dude, that's one of the hardest solos." Jake said surprised.

His surprise turned to pure joy when she played the solo absolutely perfect. Kaylie's voice was always behind hers doing a great job as a backing vocalist. Everything was awesome. But what I liked the most was Nikki's happiness. It was breathtaking and I couldn't help but feel happy as well.

"This girl gives me a weird feeling." Andy said.

"What do you mean?" Jake asked.

"I don't know. She has that spark. And I can't help but smile when I see how happy she is when she is on stage." he explained.

"I know what you mean." I answered not taking my eyes off her.

"NOw, I wanna sing something I learned today" she said and winked at Jinxx.

She played Overture and the crowd went crazy. She was so different with every song that they played. Everybody cheered as the song ended and she smiled widely.

They played Fallen Angels, Wretched and Divine and The drug in me is you and their performance ended.

"Thank you, motherfuckers! See you soon!" Nikki shouted as she placed her bass on a table.

That Duncan dude came and hugged her.

"YOu were great, kitten" he said kissing her cheek.

"I felt great." She said happily.

The bar was slowly getting quiet as almost everybody exited.

"That was great!" CC shouted as we approached them. He hugged Kaylie tight while Nikki was letting go of Duncan.

"And you were worried that JOhn won't give you that contract? Trust me Nikki he will give it to you in a blink" Jinxx said hugging her.

"Thank you, Daddy Jinxx. I almost fainted at every song that was yours."

"Oh please. You nailed every single one of them." Jake said hugging her as well.

Andy hugged her too and whispered something in her ear. She nodded and smiled widely.

"I'm gonna get changed. Apparently someone stole my shirt again." she said frowning.

She went in the back of the bar to what I assume was a room for them. I downed another whisky and I followed her. She was rubbing her back as I entered in the room.

"You were awesome." I said closing the door.

"Ashley. What are you doing here?" She said startled.

I didn't answer. I just got closer and grabbed her waist, slamming my lips on hers. She responded imediately and wrapped her arms around my neck. I pulled her up and grabbed her ass. I pushed her against the wall and started kissing her neck. She found her way back to my lips and kissed me roughly.

"Did you cancel your plans?" I asked breathless.

She looked me seriously biting her bottom lip.

"I will."

I crashed my lips on hers again in pure joy. For some reason I was pissed when I heard her conversation with Duncan. And the fact that he was all sweet and caring around her didn't help. Maybe I was jealous. But why?!

We pulled apart both gasping for air. She smiled at me and went to grab a shirt. She pulled it on and we exited the room. She grabbed her forhead and started coughing hard.

"Are you OK?" Andy asked quickly.

"No...My head is killing me." she said between coughs.

What was wrong with her? I became worried and I handed her a glass of water. She drank it and smiled at me.

"Can you drive, kitten? Or you want me to take you home?" Duncan asked eyeing Nikki concerned.

"I think I can drive D. But I'll have to ditch you.I'm sorry." She said looking at him.

She was pretending!!! She was fucking acting and I fell for it!

"It's OK, Nikki. Just get well." he said kissing her forhead.

We all walked out of the bar Duncan holding Nikki's waist leading her to her Corvette.

"Kaylie, take the BMW and the boys."she said throwing Kaylie the keys."Where is your luggage?" she asked Andy.

"In your trunk." Andy answered.

"OK. Thank you, D. I'll make it up, I promise" She said and stood on her tip toes kissing him on the lips.

I frowned not liking the sight. I looked away and Jake saw my pissed face. He just shrugged and headed to the BMW.

"Just get well, kitten. Don't feel guilty." Duncan smiled at her.

"Thanks D." she hugged him and he headed for his car.

"Someone's has to come with me" she said looking at me.

"I'll come" I said as I got in her Corvette.

Kaylie left with my band mates, Troy and Ryan while Nikki started the engine.

"Nice acting." I commented.

"It's the first time in six months when I ditched him. I don't even know why I did it. YOu mess with my head, Ashley." she said looking at me with a scared expression.

I leaned in and kissed her softly.

"You do the same thing to me." I whispered.

We just stared at each other. Feeling things that we can't explain. Feeling a lust that was unbearable. We smiled at each other as she drove to her house.

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