My Darkest Desire (Ashley Purdy/OC/Andy Biersack)

Nikki's Pov:

"Thank you so much, Daddy Jinxx!!" I said hugging him tight.

We played together the violin and he taught me to play Overture correctly.

"You're welcome, Nikki." he said hugging me back.

"I'm gonna play this tonight at the bar." I said excited.

"The bar?"

"Yeah, we play in local bars almost every night. It's more like a hobby." I answered placing my Stradivarius in the case.

""Well, I'm pretty sure you will say goodbye to those bars pretty soon." he winked at me.

""I appreciate your opthimism but we don"t know what John will think about us."

He came near me and grabbed my hands, making me look at him.

"He will love you. He might kidnap you just to make sure you will sign that contract, that I am sure he will be offering you. In three weeks, you will be on stage with us and then you will record your first album. After that, you will go on tour and I will expect you to tell me 'you were right, Daddy Jinxx!'"

I felt better in an instant. I really believed him. This could be the start of Risen Demons as a known band. We were talented. I knew that for sure but I didn't know if we were talented enough. And that kinda scared me.

"Hopefully, I will" I said smiling.

"Well, that's the spirit. now let"s go upstairs and eat something because I am starving. I hope Kaylie cooks well."

"Trust me, she's awesome." I said laughing as we headed upstairs.

ASHLEY'S POV:

The guys went to change back in their clothes while I helped Kaylie clean up. Troy and Ryan went to their houses and I was wondering what was between Nikki and Ryan. But I had other worries now.

Somehow, I had a feeling that Kaylie didn't tell us everything. I had to ask her because it would be easier for me to understand Nikki. I didn't know why I was trying so hard. But I really wanted to know.

"Kaylie?"

"Hmm?" she mumbled wasing the dishes.

"You didn't tell me the whole story." I stated.

She tensed imediately, her hands almost smashing the dish she was holding.

"We already said too much. Nikki will kill us when she finds out. Besides I think it's her place to tell." She said looking at me.

"Please Kaylie. You know she won't tell me." I answered drying the dishes she handed me.

She sighed deeply, debating if she should tell me or not.

"Ashley, if I am telling you this you have to act like you don't know. Troy and Ryan don't know about this either. For some stupid reason, I trust you won't hurt her. You!! Of all people, I trust you!! But I swear to God, if you mess this up you are going to wish never meeting me, got it?!" she said dangerously and honestly I was scared shitless.

This girl might be tiny but when she glares at you, you're screwed.

"O-Ok, I got it."

She placed the dishes in their place as she started speaking.


"In the night that Damon died, after learning that he lied to her, Nikki wanted to end her life for good. She got really drunk and went in her room. I didn't know what she was doing and after 15 minutes I went there. I found her in her bathroom with her left arm full of fresh cuts. The bathroom floor was soaked in blood and she was on her knees crying her soul out. She was about to cut her jugular. I didn't know what to do so I knocked her out."

She sighed deeply and I nodded for her to continue.

"I called an ambulance and when we arrived at the hospital I had to donate her blood. She lost about 2 l. The doctors said that if I woudn"t have found her when I did, five minutes later she was supposed to die. She woke up the next day and she promised me she won't do it again."

"What happened next? Did she stop?"

"She became the cold, heartless bitch she is now. She doesn't give a shit about anything anymore. It's like her emotions are gone. She stopped cutting, I know that for sure because I check her body almost everyday. But she is not what she used to be. Damon fixed her. After all the hell she had with her dad, he somehow managed to fix her. She stopped taking drugs and getting drunk as much as she used to. His death and his betrayal destroyed Nikki. She is strong because she decided to live her life and not end it, but she is not herself. " She said her eyes watering.

I hugged her and she hugged me back. Nikki was in hell, that's for sure but she wasn't alone. Kaylie was with her every step of the way. She was as damaged as Nikki was but she had to stay strong and pick up the pieces of Nikki's heart.

"Thanks for telling me, Kaylie." I said stroking her hair.

"Just don't mess with her, Ash. She can't handle another heartbreak and I can't handle another heartbroken Nikki." she whispered against my chest.

"I won't mess with her, Kaylie. I promise."

I didn't know why I said that but I knew that I meant every single word. Nikki was special. She decided to stay alive and fight for her life. I wanted to know everything about her. I wanted to be the one that would fix her this time. And I wanted to see all the time that smile that she has when she sings.

"Kaylie?" I said as we pulled back.

"Hmm?"

"What about her parents?" I asked.

"That's really her story to tell. It involves both of us and I really can't go through that shit again." she answered wipping her eyes.

I nodded just as Nikki's scream filled the room.

"Bitch! We're starving!" she yelled as she and Jinxx entered the kitchen.

She had a huge smile on her face and I was wondering why was she so happy.

"Your food is on the fucking table. You don't have to yell like you're dying." Kaylie spat.

"Awww... You know I love you!" she said kissing Kaylie's cheek and winking at me as she sat at the table and started eating.

"Did you just got laid with Jinxx?" Kaylie asked and Jinxx nearly choked with his food.

"Nope. But I fucking nailed Overture." Nikki answered.

"Why would you ask that?" Jinxx asked.

"Because she is so happy when she had good sex. Or when she is on stage." Kaylie said simply and I almost laughed.

Nikki just grinned and continued eating.

Now, I was wondering how happy she would be after what I had planned.

"Ok, that's.... weird... Where is everyone?"Jinxx asked as he took a fork full of bacon.

"They went to get changed and Troy and Ryan went home"

Just as Kaylie answered CC shouted entering the kitchen followed by the other guys.

"Let's go people!"

"I'm gonna get changed too" Jinxx said as he finished his food."By the way, Kaylie, you're awesome."

"Awwww.... Thank you Daddy Jinxx, but I already knew that." she yelled after him.

Her phone started ringing and she went to the living room, answering it. Nikki finished her food as well and she started washing the dishes.

"You're not going to get changed as well?" Andy asked raising an eyebrow.

""Nahhh, I'm too lazy. Just get some of my stuff with you." I said innocently.

"Ashley Abroket Purdy if you-"

"I'll behave!" I cut Jake off before he finished his sentence.

Nikki laughed hard as she dryed the dishes. Andy shot me a weird look while Cc grinned like an idiot.

"So, I'll call a cab, get the guys to the bus, pick up your car and then I'll go to work." Kaylie said as she entered the kitchen.

"Why are you going to work?" It's your day off." Nikki asked.

"Paul needs me to do the inventory. And he said we should be set up at 8."

"Ok, I'll call the guys and let them know." Nikki answered.

Kayile called a cab and after that she shot Nikki a glare.

"What are you going to do today?"

"I'm gonna have a Pretty Little Liars marathon." She said as she lit a cigarette.

I almost laughed again. She won't even get the remote. Not in my plan anyway.

"And you?" she said turning her glare to me.

"I'll join her" I answered grinning.

Nikki raised her eyebrows and held back a laugh.

"Oh God! Can we please leave now?" CC asked. "I really don't wanna see something that will mark my life forever."

Kaylie laughed while Nikki blushed. Damn, she was really cute when she blushed. Jinxx came back just as the cab arrived. Kaylie grabbed her purse and the keys from Nikki's car while the guys walked outside.

"Use protection!" Kaylie yelled as she exited the house.

"Fuck you, Kaylie!" Nikki shouted blushing even more and slamming the door shut.

"Not me today" was Kaylie's reply.

I laughed hard while Nikki sighed.

"I was serious about that marathon." she said and tried to move past me.

That's right! "tried". Because she didn't succeed.

When she got close to me, I grabbed her arm, pushing her against the wall and slammed my lips on hers.

Notes

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