Forever Us

"T-Taylor… he’s yours.” She bit her lip as a nervous tick and looked down, slightly shaking and playing with her own hands.

Well, fuck.

“Taylor is mine?” I asked after a long moment of silence between us. She nodded and I looked down too. I didn’t know what to say. How should I act? Wait a damn second… I should be happy! This was a creation between two people who loved each other dearly! Or at least used to… but still, this was ours. I looked up again to see Sky start to quietly cry. “Hey, shhhhhh, it’s okay!” I said, rubbing her back and pulling her in for a hug. “This is great!”

“R-Really?” She looked at me with her eyes slightly red from crying.

“Yes!” I reassured her and put my head on top of hers, cuddling slightly.

“Y-You’re not mad?” She asked, sniffling her last tear.

“No, hun. Not at all.” I kissed the top of her head and I felt her arms wrap around me, her fingertips pressing into my back. She was so cute… even when she cried. But beautiful people like her shouldn’t cry… what was I thinking? I couldn’t do this to her. I can’t love her. She’s better off without me. She looked up at me with watery grey eyes and I couldn’t help it. Memories of how much we loved each other came flooding in. I bent down closer, my face inches away from hers and cupped her chin with my hand lightly and she willingly brought her lips to mine. After a long moment of kissing I felt her tongue slowly venture into my mouth, I did the same. She leaned in closer and I put my hands on her hips, slightly pushing them away from me. I knew this wasn’t her doing this, it was the drink and I knew no matter how deeply I wanted this, it wasn’t what was best for her and she’d be hella pissed in the morning once she would remember. “Hey, I sho-” I was interrupted by her mouth against mine again, I kissed back… a guilty pleasure. But separated after a while. “I really shouldn’t do this with you, Sky…” I looked down.

“Please, Andy… Please…” She wined and had tears in her eyes again, her face getting red slowly.

“No, I really shou-” She bit her lip and lunged forward, hugging me.

“No.” I had to stay my ground… I can’t do this to her… I can’t do this to her.

“Fine… then can we at least go back…” She whispered into my ear as I hugged back. I nodded and helped her stand up. She wobbled a bit and hooked her arm around my shoulder for balance although I wasn’t much help considering I had been drinking just as much as she had. She got in the car too and we drove back to my house. All of our bags were packed because tomorrow was the first day heading out for Warped Tour and we weren’t planning on picking Taylor up until the morning on our way. I put my coat on the bags and walked upstairs behind Sky, she walked into her room to get dressed. I walked back into my room and got undressed the grabbed a towel and hung it on the towel rack. I started up the shower and didn’t bother to close the bathroom door as the bathroom was connected to my room and the bedroom door was already closed. I stepped into the shower and felt the hot water hit against my muscular back. I tilted my head back and let it rain over my face, it was quiet relaxing. Suddenly I heard a soft tapping at my door.

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