Fallen Angels Can Be Saved.
The Shattered God
He opened the door to the bathroom and sat me down on the toiler and rolled up my sleeves. He crouched down in front of me and slowly began unwrapping my bandages looking up to my face every few seconds too see if I was in pain. When the bandage was completely off he pulled out the medical kit in the bathroom and began putting a fresh dressing on it. The silence was getting awkward and I coughed a bit. After he taped the bandage back in place he looked up into my eyes. I got caught in them for a moment and when he shook me and called my name I looked away and blushed. He put two fingers under my chin and made me look at him again.
"Why do you do this too yourself Louise?" He whispered.
"Its like a crazy form of realise Andy, all I think about is the cut when im doing it, its take me away from everything else. And the suicide attempts...well because im a waste of space. I'm worthless, I cant do anything right, I cant even end my life...My family don't want me, my dad hit me, my mums dead, my brother r-raped me...I-I just don't see the point in anything, speaking about it just makes me look stupid because no one listens...everyone leaves me..." I sigh as another tear rolled down my cheek
"I'm so sorry Louise, but you know none of that is your fault love? Is there anything else I should know..."
"Just the basics...I'm 18 and my second name is Stark and I'm Scottish...not that it matters..."
I look up to see Andy smiling at me but it's a sad smile...full of concern and worry.
*time skip*
"Louise, what do you want for food we're ordering pizza but if you want something else, just say?" Jake asks me and when I look up he looks nervous to even talk too me.
"I don't bite Jake," I chuckle. "And...no I'm not hungry..."
"But you haven't ate in three days..." Andy buts in.
"I know, I just feel quite ill to be honest, I have a headache but thanks." I say and look back at my phone. Andy sighs and when I look up he has his head in his hands. I don't want him too know about my eating disorders as well as everything else. But i'm not a good liar never have been.
"Andy have you got a...smoke I can have please, you don't have too...I'm just kind of needing one..." I ask trying to get him too look up. When he does he stands up and signals me too follow him outside.
"Why aren't you eating anything Louise?" He asks handing me a fag and a lighter. I place the death stick between my lips and spark it up.
"I said Andy...I don't feel well..."
"Have at least one slice of pizza then for me? I need too know your not gonna pass out or something." He said taking a smoke out his pack and lighting up too. After thinking for a while I agree too it and he smiles at me. We stand in silence but its not awkward its nice. Peaceful even.
Notes
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12/8/14