Louise's POV:
This is it. My last day. Suicide has crossed my mind so many times, I've wrote countless notes. And the scars on my arms show the attempts. The only thing stopping me was the fact I promised myself id see Black Veil Brides in person. I wanted to hear the music that has made me be able to live this long and to see the men that made it. And the Concert is tonight. Now you may be wondering why they are the reason and not my family and friends. The answer would be I have no friends and my family mean nothing too me. And I don't mean anything to them. I mean why would I, I'm an ugly, fat, pathetic waste of space.

My phone interrupts my thoughts with my alarm going off. It's only an hour til the concert.

After half an hours work of makeup my face looks reasonable enough to show in public and my hair looks okay. I throw on a black veil brides top, black ripped skinny jeans, my spiked combat boots and a black hoodie. I slide my razor blade into the back of my phone case before leaving my hotel room. After handing in my keys too the reception I set of the find the hall. I'm in Newcastle so its pretty hard to find as I'm from a small area in Scotland. I wanted to get away from everything I knew for my last day. I'm old enough to leave home now without the cops looking for me anyway because I'm 17, my birthdays tomorrow too. Its a shame I wont be here to see the end of it.

The queue outside the venue is massive and stretches right down to the end of the road. Once I reach the bottom I plug my headphones in and start to wait. A guy about my age stands behind me whilst pulling out a pack of fags. He must have seen me staring as he offers me one and hand me a lighter.

"So what's your name?" He asks his deep voice asks.
"L-Louise. And yours?"
"Mike. Are you okay you seem...upset?" He asks concern in his voice.
"Thank you for the smoke and all but I really don't want to talk about it..."
He gives me a frown and turns away to talk to someone else.

After about 15 minutes of waiting the queue starts to move. I reach the doors much quicker than expected and as I walk through them the first feeling of happiness I've had in years comes too me making me grin. This is one way to finish off before ending this stupid life.


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Notes

This is my first ever fic and if you could comment that would be great! Thankyou guys sorry if theres any mistakes!