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I Can't Do This Alone

I Can't Do This

Cammi's POV

Three years ago

I smile at my phone, my engagement ring tapping against the back of it.

Cody Carson:
Have you told him yet?

Cammi Ross:
He'd freak the fuck out XD

Cody Carson:
I'll beat his ass if he does

Cammi Ross:
Ur such a dork

Cody Carson:
Everybody's gotta love a dork :3

Andy yells something from the kitchen but I wasn't paying attention, all I knew was that he was unboxing dishes.

"In the fridge..." I mumble, trying to reply to Cody.

He stomps in with a tired sigh.
"Camille, I asked where to put the silverware."

I look up for a slight second giving him a face of guilt that we both knew was not honest, bringing my thumbs back to the keyboard.

"Who are you texting?"

"Cody." I whisper, trying not to get into another arguement.

"Again?" He frowns.
"I thought you were done with him."

"He's my best friend, not some ex-boyfriend, Andy."
I had met Cody on Facebook, of course liking his face and adding him right away, but getting a message from him saying that I was pretty, the rest is history.

"Does he know you have a fiance?" He crosses his arms.

"Of course, Andy." I sigh annoyedly.

Cody Carson:
You need to tell him.

"Umm... I need to tell you something."

"Yeah?" He growls, walking back into the kitchen.

I follow him at a slow march, trying to muster up enough courage to spit it out.
"So I missed it..."

"Missed what?" He grabs a pile of plates and opens up the cupboard.

"My..." I could feel my heart squish the blood faster theough my veins.
"Period..."

The plates clash to the ground in pieces.
"What?" He mumbles.

"I'm pregnant, Andy."

He spins on his heels to face me, no emotion played on his face but I knew he felt something, he always did.
"How far along?" I could barely see his lips move.

"Four weeks."

Worry and what it seemed like... hurt, flashed up on his expression, his bony hand running through his hair.
"Why," He clears his throat.
"Why haven't you told me?"

"I was going to surprise you..."

He then exploded like a grenade.
"WELL FUCKING SURPRISE!"

He stormed out into the living room, leaving me still and shocked.

Shattering of glass rung in my ears and I decided to go into the livingroom too.

His chest heaved up and down as he stood in front of the shards of our picture frames.

"HOW ARE WE GONNA DO THIS?!"

I didn't know what to say or do, I hadn't seen this Andy in so long.

"IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?!" He grabbed the picture of him proposing to me and smashed it to its unwhole edition.

He walked away again, letting me kneel down and pick up the pieces. It hurt to see our memories literally fall apart but I knew this was going to happen at sometime.

After everything was picked up, I kissed the picture and set it on the coffee table.

"Andy..." My voice was barely audible.

The bedroom door swings open revealing a panting Andy with a dark blue dufflebag.

"What are you doing?" I whisper to him.

"I CAN'T DO THIS!" He starts shoving his things in the bag that used to be ours.

I decide to raise my voice a little bit.
"What are you gonna do? Run away from it?"

He walks to the front door and takes one last look at me before slamming it behind him.

I didn't know how to feel or what to feel at that point, so I just let the tears feel for me.

A vibration burst through my pocket.

Cody Carson:
So what did Daddy Biersack say? :D

Cammi Ross:
He didn't take it so well, actually, he took it horribly...

Cody Carson:
What?! I'm coming over there

Cammi Ross:
No Cody everything's fine

Cody Carson:
You are the worst liar I have ever met, I'm coming

I wasn't sure if Cody could help, but he could at least try.

Notes

Good Lord this is jorrible but I guess this is the beginning of the sequel :/

Comments

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Kennamoss Kennamoss
11/17/14

You really should to update :)

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11/16/14

Ouch ;-;

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11/15/14

This chapter literally made my heart hurt! :( :)

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