Fawn P.O.V

I finish washing the dishes and pull my slaves back down. I have twenty three minutes before he gets here. I am no less nervous than the day he paid my fare. The day I hung by his side and poured his drinks. My hands sweat when I think about Andy. There is so much that I am not ready for. Im not ready to let him in. There is so much that I don't want him to see, How broken I am, so much I am not ready to have touched. Not yet.\

But sometimes I get so romantically frustrated. Not sexualy, but sometimes I get super intence longings to be touched. I want super soft kisses, intense makeout sessions, or cuddling naps. And I think thats way more frustrating then sexual cravings. I could easily fix that. But the longing to be loved truly is harder.

I start to get ready. I have no clue where we are going so I don't know how to dress.

How do I dress? - Fawn

By putting your shirt over your torso, Your arms throught the arm holes :p -Andy

You know what I mean goof ball - Fawn

Just like your beautiful self, not too fancy -Andy

Okay see you soon -Fawn

I put my phone to charge and start shuffling through my closet. I go casual but still cute.
( http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=141276010 ) I examine myself in the mirror and smile. Wow, I don't look like shit today. Soon I hear a knock on the door and my heart stops.

I run to the door almost tripping over my couch and I basically fall into the door. I hit my head so hard that the sound echos throughout my whole entire apartment. I open the door casually ignoring the throbbing in my head.

Andy stands there beautifully with a smile on his face. His hair is messily draped into his face like just he just woke up. His outfit is just skinny jeans a normal shirt and a leather jacket. Its funny how he doesn't need to put effort into how beautiful he is. Isnt it amazing how beautiful people are? You can just look at anyone and study them and their features and how their lips tort and eyes glisten and how their hair falls or sticks and lays. How their eyebrows flex and the way there arms fold, how expressive there hards are. The way their body moves and how their chest rises and falls so subtly with their pulse. people are beautiful weather we find them attractive or not. But Andys beautiful. The fact that people are living beings at all in unbelievably magnificent. I get lost in people.

“Clumsy girl” Andy hums.

“Sorry” I shake my head “ Would you like to come inside for a moment?”.

He nods and steps inside. When he does and the door closes from behind him. He pulls from underneath his jacket, ever so carefully, a beautiful rose. And pushes it towards me. I stare at the rose for a moment, how thoughtful. Nobody has ever given me a rose before.

“Thank you Andy” I say taking the rose to my nose “I've never gotten a rose before”.

“That unacceptable” He says.

I blush, And take the rose to the kitchen to put in some water. I seen Andy when I am done. He peeks slightly behind the door. Hes being cheeky. He knows I can see him.

“What do you want?” I joke.

“I want you and I hate wanting things and I especially hate admitting I want them” He says coming closer to me.

He is so fucking hot. And knows just what to say. I swoon over him. And he can tell.

“Your blushing he says” Putting his body to the test with mine. “Are you okay Darling?” He says into my ear.

“Im fine” I whisper “Just thirsty”.

He smiles and laughs for a minute. Then takes his body from mine.

“Lets go then” He laughs again.

I lock my apartment and I lead him down to the lobby. I almost trip in occasion, And he laughs when I do. Thats when I see Braden in the lobby reading a book. He looks up for a second and our eyes lock slightly. His burn. With what I dont know. He gets up and starts to walk towards me and Andy.

Thats when Andy takes my hand and pulls me close. He is asserting dominance. Like most men do when a girl is involved.

“Hello Fawn” Says Braden taking a step closer to my body.

Andy takes my arm and pulls me closer to him. I feel the warmth of him and the pressure he holds in his whole body. The tension of the situation kills me and makes me bow my head. What the hell went on between these two?

“How did you even have the pleasure of meeting Braden, Fawn?” Says Andy keeping his grip and putting his hand on the small of my back. He strokes my lower torso lightly almost aware of my worrisome apprehensiveness.

“He is my neighbor, He invited me in for tea” I say quietly.

Andy Laughs maniacally “So you moved right next door? Your that fucked up about this shit right? You're crazy”.

“I’m crazy?” He yells “You're the one taking a girl out who looks just like her! Not to mention its your fault. I could have protected her”.

“It wasn't my fault” Says Andy looking down.

“You got her addicted”.

“Shut the hell up!” Andy explodes.

“Can someone please explain to me what the hell is going on?” I yell.

“Your date is a fucking murderer!” He says through pursed lips and storms off kicking the ground in frustration.

Notes

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