Lost it all.
I need you so much
CC had let me borrow his jacket as the night said hello, the building lights bright and beautiful. Andy and Gracie were holding hands, and I and CC walked side by side, our arms linked. The ring that i have forgotten to change fingers from, reflected the moonshine.
"You know, I'm really liking the view of that ring." CC said. I look at him, shocked.
"It was to protect myself, or else I'll probably be at his house, naked." He tenses. "I'm kidding, you're my knight in black and shiny armor." I reach to kiss his cheek. "You wouldn't let me down."
"You got that right baby." He wraps his arm around me " I'll never let you down."
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These days seemed to pass by so fast, and they were. We were now once more, back home. I sigh and held on to CC's hand. I didn't want him to leave, call me selfish, I love him so. "You had fun?" He asked as we enter our house.
"Tons." I look at my ring finger that now had a promise ring on it. It was cute, it was a knot. He really did mean something for us, we were going to have a future, together. He puts our luggage in my room and he cuddles up with me in my bed. I put my black covers on us and snuggle closer to his warm chest.
"I'm going to miss you." I whispered.
"Don't think I'm not gonna miss you. I'm glad you had fun." "It's always fun with you." I said and kissed his lips. He smirks as I look into his eyes.
"Oh really?" I nod and then shrug, it was true.
"Really really." I kiss his cheeks and snuggle closer to him.
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I looked at the closed luggage and sighed. I don't think I could live 5 more months without Christian.If I could barely survive with one day, imagine 5 months.
"You gonna be okay?"
"Alone for 5 months? I don't think so.." Apparently Gracie had to tour with another band, that's what she gets for being open for merch girl.
"I'll call you everyday. I promise." He kisses my lips and I nod, letting the tears run down my cheeks. This was a hard goodbye...
"Goodbye..."
"More like Laters Baby." He kisses my lips again and grabs his luggage. I walk next to him as he puts in his stuff in the storage.he turns around, I wrap my arms around his neck and begin to cry. He hugs me tightly and kisses my shoulder.
"I love you." I whispered, I look at his eyes, our noses touching.
"I love you too,baby."
Notes
These chapter are so ugh... Adorable.. I must Amit that I'm addicted to feeling pain.
i hurt my heart writing these.. Oh well. Haha xD
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Awesome :) xxx
10/20/15