Cross your heart
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~3 years later~
“Mommy?” Lexus asked, entering mine and Luke’s room. But she was crawling. She loves to crawl even though she’s 3. Luke and I decided to get in together. I still visit my dad, but I don’t come around Brigit anymore. She’s my enemy and if looks could kill, she’d be dead by now. “Lexus? What are you doing here? How did you get out of your crib?” Luke asked. “Me thirsty.” She doesn’t call Luke ‘daddy’. She calls him by his name because she is so smart, she can feel that he isn’t her real father. Lexus never-EVER-called him dad. “Ok, come on. I’ll get you something,” I got out of bed and took her small hand in mine and took her with me downstairs. We’re currently at 5SOS apartment. And my girl likes it here. She counts them all as her uncles. And I really want her to know about Black Veil Brides. She should know about her real father and her other uncles.
After I fed her up and gave her something to drink, all of us, including Luke, decided to go out on a walk. “Hey, babe, Calum needs me back at the apartment. He could burn the place down,” Luke said, texting on his phone. “It’s ok. Lex and I will continue the walk. Please make sure the boys don’t die in fire,” I giggled. Lexus had her mouth open and she just stared at someone. I didn’t bother to look who it was, but gave my boyfriend a peck on lips and picked my daughter up. “You are so cute with your mouth open like that,” I kissed her cold cheek and that made her giggle and curl up. She loved this.
We walked on and I let her try to run around but of course, she fell on her butt. About the thing that happened with me and Harry 3 years ago, we never told anyone. We said we’d forget about it and that we will never mention it in front of anybody. “Lex, don’t run that fast! You’ll get hurt!” I shouted with a smile. Right at that moment, she bumped into someone’s leg. “Sowy,” she smiled and looked up. But the person was so tall, with gazelle legs. I ran after her and picked her up apologizing again to the man. “I am so sorry, my daughter was running without control,” I said. “No, it’s ok,” I heard a deep voice. Wait, I know that deep voice. My head shot up and his blue orbs met my eyes. “Andy?”
“Hi. Christina.” He smiled again when he took a closer look at Lexus. She had his eyes and she had my natural black hair. “Is this… Lexus?” he asked. Probably he was so surprised to see her so grown up. “Y-Yeah… Uh…” “Don’t you think she should know that I’m her daddy?” Here we go… “Uh… Lex, baby, see who this is?” I asked her with a weak smile. She nodded and giggled at him as he made weird faces to her. “This is your daddy.” She wanted to jump in his arms and she was so happy she started to smile wider and saying ‘I love you’ or ‘daddy’ or ‘hi’. They get along so good….
“I… Christina, can we… can we become a family?” he asked me. “Andy, the last time you asked me that, you made me leave your apartment. I can’t just accept your apology and fall to your knees,” I snapped with a soft tone. I didn’t want to scare Lexus. “Well, what the hell do I have to do?” Andy asked again. He really wanted this… but I can’t just say ‘yes’. “You have to prove it to me. I’m sorry, but it doesn’t just go like this. You need to show me you care.”
“Fine. Give me two days with Lexus and she’ll decide,” he smiled and looked at our lovely daughter who didn’t want to get off his arms. “W-What?” “You heard me.”
Maybe he’s mature now. And he doesn’t listen to Juliet anymore. And if he really cares, than my tattoo and my charm bracelet I still wear, wasn’t for nothing.
“Ok. But if she chooses me, it’s not my fault, got it Biersack?” I asked. “Sure. I got it.” Oh my gosh, I would be so happy if I wouldn’t meet him today. Right when I saw him, electricity built up in me and butterflies erupted again. He has that effect on me.
“Uh, we should get her stuff and you can take her to your apartment… you have the right to hang out with her…” I said with sadness. I can’t handle a day without Lex. “You can come with us. Please,” he pleaded and put my hand in his. “F-Fine…”
Notes
One little spoiler: This story is going to have a lot of ups and downs soon. Just keep waiting. And I am thinking on having at least 80 chapters, if not more.
Your opinion please? :)
Awe so cute
6/21/15