Submissive in Lust: Fortell my Fate

Andy's POV

"Andy, I will not hurt you."
I nod
"Come over to the mat on the floor here. Strip down and kneel, like this."
She gets on her knees, showing me the submissive position. I back up a step, shaking my head. "Do we have to start today?"
"The sooner the better. If I let you walk out of this house, you will not come back. Do you want to risk loosing Juliet, Andy?"
"No, mistress."
"Then c'mon. Strip down, fold your clothes and set them on the bench, and kneel."
I walk to the mat, looking at it as though it would bite me. "I...I.."
"I'll help you."
From behing me, she takes the hem of my shirt in her hands, using her wrists to nudge my arms up. I hold them high over my head so she can remove it. Her hands run across the skin of my waist, so she can unbutton my jeans. I jump, nervously when she touches the spot underneath my navel.
Isn't this cheating? How can Juliet expect this of me. I'm more repulsed, far from turned on.
She loops her fingers under the waistband of my boxers, tugging them and my jeans off at the same time. I'm completely flaccid. I couldn't even will a hard on if I tried.
"Looks like I have some work ahead of me. Kneel." She comes around to face me. "I said kneel."
I can't look at her. Not only am I not allowed to, but I don't think I could bring myself to. I kneel down like she showed me.
"Is this right, mistress?"
"Yes, very good Andy. I have a dilemma though. Normally I would Ask my submissives to show me what turns them on, by touching themselves. But I don't think that will work with you." She kneels, putting a finger under my chin, lifting my eyes to hers. "No, I don't think that will work at all, you wouldn't even get remotley excited." She takes her hand from my chin, stands and walks to the dresser. I hear the sound of a pill bottle shaking and opening.
"You're going to drug me?!"
"Don't be ridiculous, but I should punish you with the way you just spoke to me." She pulls out a stick with a triangular leather piece on the tip. "This pill is goint to help bring you into a euphoric state. Its alot like ecstacy, but without all the dangerous drugs and side affects. Its not addictive, and it will not hurt you. It just increases the dopamine levels in your brain. All it is, is a highly concentrated aphrodesiac. Oh, and this is a crop. Please, Andy, it's our first day together. Don't make me use this yet."
I shiver at the thought of what pain that thing could bring. She grabs a glass of water and brings me the pill. She places it in my hand. I pop it in and swallow it down with the water.
"Eyes down Andy, time you learn some control. Sit quietly until that pill kicks in. I'll be watching. I'll know when your ready."
15 minutes pass, slowly. And slowly, I can feel the effects this pill is having on me. I feel wobbly, my head reeling in pleasure. The slightest breeze giving me goosebumps. I'm breathing heavily, and my cock is standing erect, and swollen.
I take my lip ring between my teeth, biting it, trying to keep myself quiet. I hear her come off the bed, where she's been sitting, watching me. She kneels in front of me, and runs her finger starting from between my eyes and down over my nose. My lips part and my breathing increases.
"Now you're ready."
Leaning in, she presses her lips to mine. I moan against her lips. Sparks of electricity spread throughout my body. I kiss her back, hungrily.
"Now Andy, I will ask you to pleasure yourself, get on the bed."
"Yes, mistress."
I stand and walk over to the bed, my body is going through the motions, as if it has a mind of its own. My mind is fighting but loosing. When I crawl onto the bed, the satin sheets brush over my skin, setting me on fire. Laying on my back, the need to touch myself is overwhelming. I go to reach for my cock but she stops me.
"No, Andy. Not there, not yet. Show me what turns you on. Touch your body. Linger where it feels the best. You'll enjoy this, especially now, because of that pill."
"Yes, mistress."
I think back to all the things Jules would do to me. I close my eyes as the thought of her flood my mind, heating me more. I remember back when she gave me a massage. When she flipped me over onto my back and straddled me. How she ran her fingertips over my skin. Over my face, down my neck and chest. Over my abs and hips. I remember how horribly turned on I was, writhing under her touch. How I wanted to flip her and fuck her right there, but I didn't because it felt so good.
I mimicked those touches, running my hands over my neck, gasping as I make contact.
"How does it feel Andy?"
"Good."
"Keep going honey, work your way down."
I run my hands down my chest, and over my ribs. Stopping where my rib cage ends, i run my fingers along the last rib over to my sides. My Back comes of the bed at the feeling.
I feel Nessa lean over me, and take one of my hands off. Her lips conect to my skin right where my fingers were. "Holy shit!"
She stops, "Keep going Andy."
My hands run over my stomach to my hip bones. A place i loved having played with. When Jules nips and bites at them, or sucking the skin leaving marks, I can just about cum from it.
I'm sure to stop and linger there, running my fingertips in slow circles. Small whimpers of pleasure escape me.
"Ok Andy, now show me what you do when your alone. What you do to make yourself cum. But don't you dare actually cum."
I run my hand over my length, lifting my hips off the bed in the pleasure radiating from my hand. "Fucking Hell!"
"That pill works good doesn't it?"
"Fuck yes!"
"Keep stroking Andy, show me what gets you off."
My hand moves faster and my other hand wraps around my balls, tugging on them slightly. I tighten the muscles in my legs and point my toes. "Ahhhh FUCK!!"
I feel a sharp sting across my thigh, stopping my hand. Shocking me out of an orgasm.
"I said don't cum. You were getting a little out of control."
"Ugh, shit. I'm sorry."
The crop came across my abs. I screamed out at the pain.
"Thats for smart mouthing me, now apologize."
I didn't realize that I said it as sarcastically as I did, pleasure is fogging my brain. "I'm sorry, mistress."
"Thats better. Now, fuck me." My eyes open wide. "Andy, in order to figure out where your spark is, the one Juliet says is missing, I need you to show me what you do to her. I promise, the pill will help."
I need the release, and to be honest, I want her. I want to be in her. I don't know if its the pill talking or if its the fact that she is an atractive woman, watching me, playing with me. I move over to allow her on the bed and she lays down. I climb over her, running my finger between her folds making sure she is wet enough. And she is.
Her hips buck at my touch. I groan. I line myself up to her, and push my way inside, and i push hard. "God damn, you're too tight."
She let's out a tiny whimper, and i look into her eyes. I see pain. Without warning, she wraps her legs around my hip and pulls me into her, crying out.
"It's not that i'm too tight, you're just really big." I'm panting in pleasure, she's panting in pain. Her walls sqeezing the ever living hell out of me. "Move Andy."
I pull out and thrust back in "Oh god." Then again. And Again. My weight drops onto her, unable to hold myself upright any longer. I start pounding into her. My heart races against my chest. She moans underneath me and I hold my face to her neck, I start gasping for breath, "I'm so close."
"Oh Andy, keep going."
Without warning I cum, twitching, emptying myself into her. I grunt at each pulse, her walls tighten around me and she gasps as she cums.
She strokes my hair and my back as I come down from my high.
"Well, now I see what Juliet means."
"Really?"
"Yeah, that... was boring. A guy, your size, the wonders you can do, and thats all you've got. Typical missionary, barely any vocalization, no kissing, nothing. Do you ever change it up?"
"Excuse me?"
"I have alot of work to do. Let's go, bathtime"
She pushes me off of her and walks into the bathroom. I just layed there, dumbfounded. Was I really that boring?

Notes

hahaha, poor Andy