World Known Rockstar & Busy Gamer

In about 5 minutes Andy should arrive.. I'm so nervous.. But i really have to open more up and talk, and now i have that chance to do it all.. my cheeks are blushing, just the thought of me and Andy eating my dinner, and talking is making my heart pound really loudly.

*Knock knock*

He's here, ohhh sweet god, make this day easy for me please! don't make me die while talking.

I opened the door, and yees it was Andy all suited up, why did he do that? i just said we would eat together, and maybe watch some movies, getting to know each other.
"Heey Beautiful" he said.

"Hi" was the only thing that came out, not that i didn't wanna say more, but my head told me no, then while he was taking he's jacket off i decided to not being the fan, but his friend. " Ehmm Andy the food is ready, I've already placed it on the table.. Go ahead and sit down" phew my heart is pounding.. As we all know Andy and I will take things slowly, i really don't wanna mess this up.

He sat down and i was in the kitchen and trying to carry all the food out at ones, but Andy stopped me and took some of it " You shouldn't carry all this by yourself, let me help you" i just nod and let him help, even though i was suppose to be the host, and doing all this by myself.

I sat down with Andy and we began to eat the dinner I've been making for hours, it was potato with brown sauce and and ham. " so Why come you didn't join the others?" i asked he smiled " Well i didn't really wanna go of and drinking and sleeping in another hotel, we do that allot so it's nice to feel your home in you bed, and also i just couldn't let you be alone" He looked at me while saying that last part, i wish i could hide my cheeks from blushing but nooo, they wouldn't let me. so he just laughed " Your really cute when you are blushing" I began to blush even more " That's not fair, now i'm just blushing more and more" he was still laughing, then i took a bite and calmed a little bit down.

" Why do you tease me like this... Mr. Biersack?" he looked surprised, maybe because i called him at his last name " well you do know that i like you, so i though i would get to see the cute and lovely side of you if i did" he smiled briefly and then he looked me straight in the eyes.. " You-you can't just do that, i will blush every time you know... but i want to know you better as well" was my answer to his.

" I'm just glad that you are talking more, and more by the day.. i would love to get to know you, after all you are the one i like.." Did he really just tell me he liked me?? OMG i was..... i didn't really think it was real, i just though he liked me that night, but no he actually likes me for real, then i was sure .. I really had to tell him how i felt as well.

" I know i don't talk much, but that's not because your my idol, it's because ever sins i got to text with you and then meeting you, I've been falling in love with you" i had to hide now, my heart couldn't take this it was just to much, I've never felt this before, is this actually really love?
I hid my face between the napkin, but seconds later Andy took it from me and " You really do feel the same as me.. I'm so glad, i was afraid that you actually only wanted to be friends" then he reached for my face, i could feel his hands on my cheeks, they so soft and warm.. My eyes where closed i couldn't let him see me like this all weak and yes like a woman.

I wanted to open them " Please open your eyes, i really like them, those beautiful gray eyes.. Please" I opened them, Andy was so close to me and those lips, i really wanted to just force mine on his, but i really shouldn't i wanted him to do it whenever, he wanted.. but i hoped that i would be today, here and now. But i was sure he wouldn't do it..

I could slowly feel his breath on my lips, then i felt soft lips on mine, gently and passionate kissing mine. He was really kissing me, i kissed him back gently and my body wanted to do it more rough, but i just wanted him! Only him

I don't know how long we where kissing but, i don't remember going over to the couch and watching a movie, before i was back in my bed and laying there imagen over and over the kiss we had.. Our first kiss

Notes

I'm sooo sorry it's been weeks.. haven't really had the time at all to post anything, but here is the one, and i hope it helped forget that i haven't updated a long time ;) Enjoy!