What Not All See

I woke up and it was dark out. theres the thing. im fallen but im still dying. I was cursed. I have cancer. You cant kill me, well you can its just really hard. Yes I can be hurt but seconds later, Im fine. The heart getting stabbed, different story. Im just gonna say its painful. I still need my heart so my body shuts down and it looks like I die. nice when you have something wanting you dead. he was a fallen. im not sure what he is now. i grab my clothes, make it look like I hadn't been there in months, and sneek out it was oh im not sure 3 AM so not needed but you never know. i walked for awhile i looked horrid. Covered in blood disheveled hair, no make up, clothes and necessities in my bag. how am I supposed to get the band to realize they were fallen and had a mission? they don't remember. we never do. we all have powers and memories, if we figure it out. how did I you wonder? here


~~~flash back~~~
"well look at who we got her its the emo fag again"
"yeah its the freak alright" walk, just walk and ignore the idiots they are wrong,your an amazing person, go, go, go, don't let them win.
"ha look the psycho cant handle us" he didn't no! no! no!
"awe psycho looks mad" i threw my stuff down and got my boxer stance ready. i never fought back so so no one knew i was a kick boxer, a damn good one too. Never lost a fightin the ring. they even put me in he mens class. i beat all the women and they didn't want to face me again.
"awe psycho thinks sh-"jab to the nose. boom knocked out. three more now they were ready
"lucky shot bit-" jab right hook down too. the last two looked scared i went easy. i needed a warm up. jab-breast bone, right hook-ribs, left hook-face out. now i was bored so i jumped and kicked him in the face, out. grabbed my shit and walked home.
"why are you so different freak?" new voice whos that?
"do i know you?"
"no, ive watched you your different, you never get sick you get beat everyday but the next day its like the day before never happened, even with broken bones. you sleep in your classes. do homework half asleep and do speeches with no notes or preparations of any kind, ace it all homework, quizzes, tests, and have a 4.0 gpa. you are a freak, thres no way you human so what are you?"
"i as born just like you im just special"
"no your a freak who needs to die no one wants you why stay?"
"everyone whos born is given a purpose, i haven't found mine yet" he has a point....what am i? my dreams are odd. its like im flying how angels do but then im falling and theres streaks of light around me like im falling...oh shit ima fallen angel...God gave me another chance...I never wanted to fall i was lost not decided and i helped not hurt people....he gave ma a chance...
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yeah nothing huge. Im a healer, protector and advisor. that last ones new im not sure how it works. my powers are growing and its so cool. where my wings meet my back itch a lot though and will till it stops.
"hey" great just what i need at this time. if its a druggie or thug im going to beat em.
"can I help you mister?"
"actually that's what I was going to ask you miss" that voice where have i heard it before? i had kept walking so he was following me. i stopped and turned while saying: "does it lok like i need your help mister *gasp* Ferguson?"
i earned a chuckle, "yes it does blood covered miss?"
"Moses...misty moses your Jeremy Miles Ferguson from Black Veil Brides guitarist and my savior, thanks for that song. whu would you ask for all you know i could have killed someone."
"nice too meet a fan. im glad. your welcome. Blood splatter and blood stains from wounds are different. you have the wrong look in you eye as well. come with me and ill take that" he took my stuff grabbed my hand and pulled me with him. we arrived at a big ass house. like wow hous of your dreams huge.
"Guys I found us a new one! and this ones a fan!!!" new one? oh dear i should run i really should but i-well he found me it made that easier...ugh my life. CC was first followed by Ash, Andy, and Jake. all sleepy looking and pissed.
"a new what Jinxx?"
"friend silly" i let go of the breath i didn't know i was holding. im shy when nervous. these are my heros here. "her names misty moses and shes hd a rough night"
CC being well, CC asked "woah happened to you?"
"my whole family got killed in front of me pets included F.E.A.R stabbed me in the heart after i decked and caved his face in"
"how are you alive?!?!?!!!!"
oh fuck im also brutally honest and cant lie "im special?"
"C shes a fallen"
Jinxx not funny we have to find our Misty, Misty Lauren Moses. this isnt her shes too small and weak looking theres no way she caved in his fac-" i punched him, same force as fear, repeat! but he healed. screamed in pain though. "WHAT THE FUCK!!!"
"i am your Misty im fallen have super human strength that i didn't use, im just a kick boxer. im stort but n this loose shirt i look pathetic i know. im ripped you just cant tell. never judge a person by looks alone Christian! id ask for a hug but you probably hate me now"
i got the hug i gave him my he hell look. "you are right and seem cool. im sorry friends?" i hugged him.
"sounds good! we will ttomorrow when we are all wide awake and full ok?" nodded
"where am i sleeping?"
"with me" they all said....i had no response
"uh oh now what"
"i don't know C...rock paper scissors?"
"deal Jinxx! ready on show, one two three show!"
Andy-rock
Ash-paper
CC-paper
Jake-rock
Jinxx-paper
"um sorry Jakie, Batman your out...hugs?" i kissed cheeks too.
"1,2,3 show!"
Ash-scissors
jake-paper
jinxx-rock
"your all out...so i get the couch?"
"NO!!!"
"how bout enie meanie?" i got funny looks ugh here
"enie meanie miney moe catch a tiger by the toe if he hollers, let him go enie meanie miney moe. " did it fir all five them the three who won. the between Jinxx and Ash beauce i was at moe when i pointed to em. Ash won...i was hopin for Jinxx because i knew he wouldn't start anything and well wasn't like Ashley. i love him but i had a long day and i hate clothes... oh well i hugged and kissed and said nght to the others. i stripped and crawled into bed Purdy didn't move
"what's wrong? i hate clothes is that an issue ill wear a shirt of yours if it is..."
"no just shocked no chick i ever...bring in my room does that"
"im not the average chick night Ash" he crawled in and wrapaed his muscular tattooed arm around me. i finally felt safe. i drifted off into my usual black nothingness

Notes

hi. i have another cool person helpin out who will writ when i give more direction to go off what i type hehe.