Daughter of Anarchy ON HOLD

*december 8 2010*
*Raven pov*
“CC its not that simple” i whispered, trying not to wake up the others, leaning against his shoulder in his bunk.
“it is” he whispered back, him whispering was a rare something what only happend in the deep of the night, fine it was probably the dawn of day, when we were already sober and the rest passed out hours before.
“i’m just not a big believer in love”
“why not”
“you’re kidding, i’m a bastard”
“that doesn't mean you can’t love”
“love is complicated bullshit, its just lust”
“please, do you even believe a little thing you're saying”
“aye”
“Raven”
“what”
“i see the way you look at that fucker, and how that fucker looks at you. ”
“damm you're ass must be jealous on all the shit that comes out of your mouth”
he literally fell out of the bunk out of laughter, with me following him towards the ground cause i still laid against his shoulder.
“shhhhhh” Jinxx mumbled in his sleep, trying to wave his arm in the air, probably trying to slap us. sucked for him that it only made us laugh more.
“whats the worst that could happen” CC whispered when we finally stopped laughing. stil lying on the floor.
“the world could blow up” i said dead serious
his answer was his fist on my shoulder.
“alright, i just don’t believe in love, it only hurts people, look at my father and fiona. and besides, Andy is Ashleys best friend, thats just wierd. with Ashley being the overprotective brother shit”
“maybe its time Ash accepts the fact, that you're not his baby sister anymore, but his full grown feminine sister”
“this is the first time ever you admitted that i’m feminine”
“thats not true!” and we were back at usually loud CC.
“it is!” i couldn't help it to be as loud as him
“i know you're a woman, of course i’m a man!”
“whats that suppose to mean?”
“that i know you have breast and a nice ass”
“thanks, i guess”
“i would totally hit on you, if you weren't, you know, you”
“wow thanks CC, really”
“i think we should go back to the stage were we don't know about each other sexuality”
“i think thats the best”
“if you two don't get back to that stage right now, i swear to god, you never share anything ever again” Ashley mumbled with his deep sleep voice out of the blue. we both completely forget we weren't whispering anymore.
“i would do you too by the way, if you weren’t you” i whispered after a long silence.
“i know babe” he laughed.

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