“FINALLY!” i yelled when Raven finally picked up her phone 4 hours later.
“where are you?” i heard her voice filled with panic.
“where am i? you mean where are you! i went out to get my phone, when i came back you left, Andy nowhere near, and with that note, what the fuck Raven”
“me and Andy got a flight to stockton, we’re almost in Charming”
“what did you do”
“i screwed up, i know it was stupid, but the club didn't picked up their phone and i panicked”
“what did O’Phelan say?”
“it was a grey SUV right?” i heard the fear in her voice when se repeated his words, a fear that floated trough my veins as soon as i heard the words.
“are you alone?”
“no, Half-sack picked us up, i reached Bobby and he is checking for the SUV right now”
“how long till you are at TM?”
“2 minutes” i heard how the panic took over her voice.
“do i need to come to Charming?” i tried to keep calm, but with the second it was harder to not freak out, why she didn't wait for me, i swore to protect her, and now she was vulnerable out there.
“no, just stay in the hotel, keep the gun close, i’m already at TM” she spoke fast and i heard how she get out of the car, and i heard how she started running, started screaming i heard everything.
“DADAUDH!” i heard the explosion and i heard how she dropped her phone, i heard panic in the area.

“RAVEN!” i yelled as loud as i could, already knowing she wouldn't hear me.

*Ravens pov*
“DADAUDH!” i yelled, the sound came from the tips of my toes. but the sound didn't travel fast enough. in a split second all my nightmares came true, in that split second he couldn't get far enough from the exploding car, in that split second, the force of the explosion threw him into the air. threw me in to the air as well, but as fast as i could i stood up and ran towards the burning remains of the car. i heard how Andy screamed my name, how i screamed for my father, from the pain in every part of my body. i could feel the ashes in my lungs, i could feel it everywhere.
“Dadaudh” i cried while i collapsed next to him.
“i’m so sorry” the tears ran down my face, merging with his blood.
“Dadaudh” i desperately hoped he would answer me, knowing he wouldn’t.
“Chibs” i heard next to me, we we’re surrounded by so many people, and he just laid there, like all life had left his body the moment the explosion had hit him. i heard so many voices around me, screaming, but i couldn't understand a word they said, all i heard where my desperate tears.
“CALL 911” i yelled, i cried, hysterical i tried to awake him.
“raven” i heard somebody whisper, pulling me away, while a woman took my place, checking his heartbeat. as hard as i could i kicked my legs around me, trying to break free from the one who had pulled me away. “raven, raven, RAVEN!” he yelled while he brought me over to the picknick tables and took my face between my hands. “are you alright?” i looked straight into Opie’s brown eyes.
“you need to tell me if you are alright” he repeated while i ran my hands through my hair. i felt blood on my hands, this time my blood. “it’s my fault” i cried. “Raven” Andy said as soon as he broke through the crowd. “Raven, are you alright” he looked at me with these pierced blue eyes of his, and something in them made me talk, made me calm. “my head” i cried, only now i realised how much it hurts, that my father wasn't the only one ho got hit by the bomb. “how is it you're fault? it was Zobelle” Opie said slowly, trying to calm me down. “no, Jimmy ordered the hit, i did it, i went back to Ireland” my word ware barely audible through my tears, but i stil saw the sock appear on Opie his face. “Raven calm down” Andy whispered laying his arm around me. “she should go to the hospital” he said, but i could hardly hear him, all i could see was how my father laid their, people all around him, trying to keep him alive.

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