Love isn't always fair

Ashley's POV
i managed to pin Teya down on the couch. I tore her tight jeans from her legs, her thong following. I lay on top of her and started kissing her neck. I then started to open my mouth and suck, leaving love bites. Not leaving her neck, I slid my fingers inside, pumping slowly in and out. She started moaning so I went faster. I took my mouth of her neck and noticed a massive bruise hidden from makeup, I placed my finger on the bruise and gently rubbed, she shook with pain and i noticed a small outline all the way around her throat. I pulled my fingers out and wiped them on my jeans. I sat up and lifted her onto my lap, resting her naked arse on my hard dick. I squeezed her tightly and asked her what happened. she burst out into tears. We were at her house so I stood up and walked over to the kitchen to make her a drink as she lay there sobbing up tears, I put the kettle on to boil. While it was boiling, I snuck up stairs. I opened her bedroom door and noticed a rope tide in a loop. It was obvious what happened.
I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, forgetting about the drink. I scooped her into my arms and squeezed her tight.
"why?" I asked, she knew what I meant.
"I can't bare the thought of loosing you" that was all she said, but I knew what she meant
*flash back
I came home really drunk one night, with another woman. I went to Teyas house and went to her room. I lay down and the other woman sat beside me. I wasn't doing anything but Teya came in and flipped. She kicked the other woman out and had a massive go at me.
"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?" She yelled, then I yelled and we started screaming at each other and I yelled "WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN WITH YOU? NOW I WISH I DID DO SOMETHING WITH HER!" Then I stormed off back to my house. I didn't mean it, did I ever tell her I didn't mean it?

Notes

Will Ashley loose Teya?