☨Many More Troubles Await☨
☨~We Were Made From Wood And Burnt From Fire~☨
Why was I so compelled to think like this.
Why did I think at all about myself.
I wanted to leave.
Really badly.
And never look back but focus on the northern lights and scan over the gorgeous horizon and watch the world burst with new wonders and secrets,drama and action.
I wanted to dance around the rain feeling the elate happiness within me without the depressing side, I wanted to scream so that my lungs hurt after exhaling and air.
And so I decided.
Leave it all behind. Tonight Addison is going to leave.
I withdraw a duffle bag from under my bed and gather my stuff I let a few tears fall but I know I'm doing the better thing for my up coming future and that if I continue to convince myself I'm not worthy of living crying amongst my pillow will be worse.
I knew I had some best friends, And that leaving them would eat away at me but its like no matter how much I describe how I feel no body will ever experience or feel the emotions I do.
I stuffed all my belongings in my bag and pushed it underneath my bed, I couldn't tell anyone I was leaving I had to wait until night.
To slip away.
~
Night had finally come I skipped dinner and laid in bed until everyone pondered off to bed.
I wasn't sleepy but I was urging to run away, I slowly made my way out of my comfortable bed and dragged the duffle bag from under my wooden bed.
Here it is my escape plan.
Half...
I opened my window slightly and chucked my duffle bag out so it landed safely on the grass.
Now me.
"God Addison get through this" I whispered to myself opening the window more, I was beautiful I knew that kinda...and right now I could 't let the nasty comments come back.
Why did I think at all about myself.
I wanted to leave.
Really badly.
And never look back but focus on the northern lights and scan over the gorgeous horizon and watch the world burst with new wonders and secrets,drama and action.
I wanted to dance around the rain feeling the elate happiness within me without the depressing side, I wanted to scream so that my lungs hurt after exhaling and air.
And so I decided.
Leave it all behind. Tonight Addison is going to leave.
I withdraw a duffle bag from under my bed and gather my stuff I let a few tears fall but I know I'm doing the better thing for my up coming future and that if I continue to convince myself I'm not worthy of living crying amongst my pillow will be worse.
I knew I had some best friends, And that leaving them would eat away at me but its like no matter how much I describe how I feel no body will ever experience or feel the emotions I do.
I stuffed all my belongings in my bag and pushed it underneath my bed, I couldn't tell anyone I was leaving I had to wait until night.
To slip away.
~
Night had finally come I skipped dinner and laid in bed until everyone pondered off to bed.
I wasn't sleepy but I was urging to run away, I slowly made my way out of my comfortable bed and dragged the duffle bag from under my wooden bed.
Here it is my escape plan.
Half...
I opened my window slightly and chucked my duffle bag out so it landed safely on the grass.
Now me.
"God Addison get through this" I whispered to myself opening the window more, I was beautiful I knew that kinda...and right now I could 't let the nasty comments come back.
Notes
~ Love Cat
~ Forever In Narnia
~ Please Stay Strong
~ BVB Loves You
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10/20/14