My Story With The Wild Ones

I feel the pain slip away as I slide the blade across my thigh. I can't cut my wrists because they check there. If the shadows saw my cuts and scars, I wouldn't even get the chance of freedom. Even though the chance is pretty small. They would kill me without a second thought, they would show no mercy, and have no regret. I'll probably die anyways, not many people reach freedom on their running day. My sister Lily had her running day last week. I hope she's free. Tomorrow is my running day along with two other people. One is my best friend Blaise, and the other is an older woman named Mary. Mary probably won't make it.

I should have stayed with the wild ones. I should have known not to follow the sound. It was so hypnotizing. It seemed to repeat my name in a soft whisper, calling to me. I fell right into F.E.A.R.'s trap. I was so stupid. Why did I make Lily and Blaise come? They don't deserve this. I let them down. I took them to their deaths. I didn't know that though.
The voices in my head are fighting. Why was I so stupid?

Notes

Short first chapter sorry. Thanks for reading! I'll update soon.
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