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Andy's POV:

I have been driving around for hours, scarring the deserted streets for any sight of Courtney. We have no idea where she could've gone, and Ash is worried sick. He keeps muttering how this is all his fault, and tugs on his hair, practically pulling his hair out. The guys have been searching in different areas, while Jinxx and Ashley stay at Ash's house, in case Courtney comes home, and to stop Ash from going completely insane.

We've all tried calling her cell, but she refuses to answer, her phone ringing until her voice mail picks up, her sweet voice promising that she'll get back to the caller as soon as she can. Well, by now she probably has at least a hundred voice mails and twice as many missed calls.

I just hope she's safe.


Ashley"s POV:

"fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck" I ramble, pacing anxiously in front of JInxx.

He calmly puts a hand on my shoulder, "Ash? Everything is going to be okay. We'll find her, and then you guys can take it out, and everything will be alright. Just stay positive. There's no way she could get very far on her own, besides it's past midnight, she won't be very far."

"Then why haven't we found her yet!" i yell suddenly, before breaking down, tears running from my eyes. "I jus-just can't lose her! She's I have left, and I failed her. She probably hates me, and wants to move back home. Why the hell do I have to be such a fuck up? I can't fucking do anteing right! I can't even be mature for my baby sister, I couldn't help her when she needed me because I wasn't there! Jinxx, she deserves so much better than me."

Jinxx sighs, "look Ash, Courtney is your responsibility. She sin't legally an adult, and is new to L.A, she doesn't know her way around. She is going to rely on you for help, and getting drunk and bringing girls home won't help your relationship with her. She does need someone who will help her with anything that she needs, and I think that you can do it, but take things slow. You can't become a parent to someone in the span of a week, and besides, you don;t actually know anything about your sister anymore, and she doesn't know anything about you either. You two need to work together."

I put my head in my hands, I know he's right. What was I thinking? Courtney just admitted to me that she had been hurting herself, and I had blown up at her for basically nothing. She didn't need that, but i need this, I needed to know that my baby sister needs me.


Courtney's POV:

I pull away instantly from Xavier, shocked that he kissed me. My lips are still tingling with the pressure of his and my stomach is churning with uneasiness.

I stand up, tugging my shorts down, and stepping into my shoes. He seems stunned for a moment, not expecting for me to react that way I'm sure, but then rushes to stand. He towers over me standing, but I show no fear towards him. He is trying to intimidate me into kissing him again, I can tell by the smug smirk on his handsome face.

"Something wrong?"

I roll my eyes, "I would appreciate not kissing me in the future. Much obliged," I then turn sharply away from him, only to be jerked back by a hand on my wrist.

I attempt to snatch my arm from his grip but he onset budge, "please remove your hands from me."

He tugs sharply on my arm, pulling me to his broad chest. I gasp at the close contact, and try to shove him away, he doesn't move an inch.

"let me go." i say boldly, although on the inside, I'm shaking.

"Not yet, sweet, not yet."

Notes

This was a shitty chapter, bur Xavier is such an asshole!

Hopefully the guys find her in time :/