Sweet Melody Burning Dreams
Here We Go
I looked outside.
There is was again my parents at it, Arguing where they were to have lunch it was so stupid and so embarrassing.
I still watched my blue eyes fixes on each of their movements. I couldn't bare this pain anymore.
I opened up my window to hear their whining more.
"WE COULD HAVE GAVE HER UP IF SHE IS SO DIFFERENT!" Shouted my mother Juliet. Did she really say that.
I cupped my mouth holding back a million cold tears, "WE COULD HAVE YOU WANTED THIS CHILD NOT ME JULIET WHEN I GOT YOU PREGNANT YOU NOURISHED THIS CHILD WE BROUGHT IT UP TOGETHER AND NOW YOUR SAYING THIS I THOUGHT I NEVER WANTED A CHILD IVE CHANGED YOU CAN'T BLAME ME NOW!" Spat my father Andy.
"AND TO THINK YOU LOVED ME!" Screamed mom starting to cry, "TO THINK I LOVE YOU, IVE LOVED THE 16 GOD DAMN YEARS WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER DON'T YOU DARE THINK I DON'T LOVE YOU!" Andy hugged Juliet.
"SHUT UP, NO NO SHUT UP I SAW YOU THAT NIGHT IN THE HOTEL WITH THE OTHER WOMEN SAYING YOU HAD NO CHILDREN NO WIFE NO BAND NO YOU DON'T LOVE ME YOU DON'T LOVE US LOOK AT OUR DAUGHTER ANDY SHE IS ALONE SHE'S DATING A BOY WAY PAST HER AGE SHE HAS REHEARSAL'S FOR SINGING I BET YOU NEVER KNEW!" Cried my mother she pushed Andy off with so much force.
I shut the window and slid down against the wall, I took out my phone and called Tyde.
"Hello?" Answered Tyde
"Tyde I need you right now" I whispered wiping away tears
"Babe whats wrong?" He asked concerned
"They're fighting again Tyde I can't take this I want to move in with you" I replied
"I'll be there"
I hung up taking a duffle bag I filled it with all my belongings and quickly wrote down a note.
Dear Mother and Father
I am not worthy of living here, I am not smart I am not skinny I am not pretty you don't love me I know it I want to die so bad so today I decided I fill your worries with relief.
I love you.
I let a bit or tears trickle onto the pearl white paper until I tucked it under my pillow.
I heard a beep from the back, It was Tyde my parents were still at it they obviously couldn't hear Tyde.
I ran outside with my duffle bag. Jumped into Tyde's car and drove off.
There is was again my parents at it, Arguing where they were to have lunch it was so stupid and so embarrassing.
I still watched my blue eyes fixes on each of their movements. I couldn't bare this pain anymore.
I opened up my window to hear their whining more.
"WE COULD HAVE GAVE HER UP IF SHE IS SO DIFFERENT!" Shouted my mother Juliet. Did she really say that.
I cupped my mouth holding back a million cold tears, "WE COULD HAVE YOU WANTED THIS CHILD NOT ME JULIET WHEN I GOT YOU PREGNANT YOU NOURISHED THIS CHILD WE BROUGHT IT UP TOGETHER AND NOW YOUR SAYING THIS I THOUGHT I NEVER WANTED A CHILD IVE CHANGED YOU CAN'T BLAME ME NOW!" Spat my father Andy.
"AND TO THINK YOU LOVED ME!" Screamed mom starting to cry, "TO THINK I LOVE YOU, IVE LOVED THE 16 GOD DAMN YEARS WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER DON'T YOU DARE THINK I DON'T LOVE YOU!" Andy hugged Juliet.
"SHUT UP, NO NO SHUT UP I SAW YOU THAT NIGHT IN THE HOTEL WITH THE OTHER WOMEN SAYING YOU HAD NO CHILDREN NO WIFE NO BAND NO YOU DON'T LOVE ME YOU DON'T LOVE US LOOK AT OUR DAUGHTER ANDY SHE IS ALONE SHE'S DATING A BOY WAY PAST HER AGE SHE HAS REHEARSAL'S FOR SINGING I BET YOU NEVER KNEW!" Cried my mother she pushed Andy off with so much force.
I shut the window and slid down against the wall, I took out my phone and called Tyde.
"Hello?" Answered Tyde
"Tyde I need you right now" I whispered wiping away tears
"Babe whats wrong?" He asked concerned
"They're fighting again Tyde I can't take this I want to move in with you" I replied
"I'll be there"
I hung up taking a duffle bag I filled it with all my belongings and quickly wrote down a note.
Dear Mother and Father
I am not worthy of living here, I am not smart I am not skinny I am not pretty you don't love me I know it I want to die so bad so today I decided I fill your worries with relief.
I love you.
I let a bit or tears trickle onto the pearl white paper until I tucked it under my pillow.
I heard a beep from the back, It was Tyde my parents were still at it they obviously couldn't hear Tyde.
I ran outside with my duffle bag. Jumped into Tyde's car and drove off.
Aw Andy needs to kick his ass XD
10/1/14