The Wretched And Divine
But When I'm Tired And Lonely She Gives Me Head
ALEX'S POV
I'm not going to lie; i felt extremely self conscious in the bikini Andy bought me. I didn't want to ruin our first time going to the beach in Fiji, so i continuously told myself that i didn't look fat till i finally, somewhat, believed it.
Once we found a good location and put our towels on the sand, i stripped myself of my tank top and shorts and laid down on my back. Andy mimicked my action, taking his shirt off and lying down beside me.
"This feel sooo good." I moaned. I wasn't used to being this exposed in the sun, so it was a new feeling for me. Andy nodded and rolled over onto his side to face me.
"You look really good in that." He said, referring to my bathing suit. I blushed and nodded, imitating Andy by rolling on my side as well.
"I still think my boobs look weird." I laughed.
"Not at all. Besides, it's not your fault you have huge tits." He shrugged, his eyes flickering over my chest a few times. I laughed again and let my head fall forward.
"What?" Andy asked, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. I shook my head and looked up.
"That's just so awkward."
"Not even close! We're mates Alex, obviously i'm gonna be aware of them." Andy spoke.
"Are my boobs your favorite thing about me, physically?" I asked. Andy shook his head and grabbed one of my hands in his.
"The first day i met you, i fell in love with your eyes. They're like a pale shade of green and the way they sparkle just drives me insane. Also your smile. I remember thinking about that beautiful smile before i went to bed for the longest time. Sure, your boobs are great, but if you were flat chested i'd still love you the same." My heart fluttered at his words and when he leaned forward and captured my lips in his.
"Thank you." I blushed once we pulled away.
Andy looked at the water longingly before a playful smirk made its way onto his face. Before i could even comprehend what was happening, i was being pulled up and dragged into the ocean. I was shocked when it was warm and stood there for a minute, really enjoying the warmth on my legs and some of my stomach. Andy wrapped his arms around my shoulders and kissed me passionately in the water. His body was warm and comforting against mine.
"Did you have fun?" Andy asked, grabbing clothes for himself to change into after our shower. I nodded and smiled as i thought about the wonderful time we had. After getting clothes for myself, i followed Andy into the bathroom.
I wanted to thank Andy for the amazing gift he gave me but not so much by just thanking him with my words. I knew what i wanted to do, i just hoped i didn't make a fool out of myself when i did it.
"You comin'?" Andy questioned. I blushed at the fact that he was now completely naked and nodded my head, proceeding to take my bathing suit off. I followed him into the shower with my heart pounding in my chest.
You better not fuck this up Alex.
I allowed Andy to get rinsed off before i turned him around and smashed my lips to his. It was obvious he was shocked at my boldness but soon responded and allowed his eyes to slip shut. I eagerly granted him access into my mouth when he ran his tongue along my bottom lip. My hand drifted down his chest and wrapped around his most intimate part. Andy gasped into my mouth before pulling away.
"What are you doing?" His question was followed by a moan when i began to pump him. I smiled up at him innocently.
"Repaying you for this wonderful vacation." I smirked before getting on my knees, forcing myself not to laugh when i saw the shocked and excited look on Andy's face.
"I've never done this before, so bare with me.." I warned.
"You can do-fuck!" Andy's reassuring words were cut off with a loud moan when i wrapped my lips around his length.
I bobbed my head up and down and took as much of Andy as i could into my mouth. What i couldn't fit, i wrapped my hand around. Andy's hand tangled in my hair and pushed himself deeper into my mouth.
"Fuck, Lex.." He groaned. I couldn't help the lobster red blush that was coating my cheeks at the moans he was making.
I hummed in response causing Andy to thrust his hips forward from the vibration. I took note of the affect humming had on him so i did it again.
"Fuck! I'm c-close.." He mumbled.
I pulled back slightly and ran my tongue along the slit, a string of curse words emitting from Andy's mouth before he released his seed in the back of my throat. I didn't know what to do, so i swallowed it. I stood up with a blush 10x redder than before and smiled shyly at Andy, who was still coming down from his high.
"Fuck.." He breathed out.
"Was it okay?" I asked nervously. Andy kissed me on the lips passionately.
"Okay? It was fucking amazing, Alex. Best head i've ever gotten." He grinned, his eyes glazed over with remnants of lust. I blushed madly and nodded without a single bit of regret.
"Now, as much as i enjoyed that little interruption, we should probably get cleaned now."
I'm not going to lie; i felt extremely self conscious in the bikini Andy bought me. I didn't want to ruin our first time going to the beach in Fiji, so i continuously told myself that i didn't look fat till i finally, somewhat, believed it.
Once we found a good location and put our towels on the sand, i stripped myself of my tank top and shorts and laid down on my back. Andy mimicked my action, taking his shirt off and lying down beside me.
"This feel sooo good." I moaned. I wasn't used to being this exposed in the sun, so it was a new feeling for me. Andy nodded and rolled over onto his side to face me.
"You look really good in that." He said, referring to my bathing suit. I blushed and nodded, imitating Andy by rolling on my side as well.
"I still think my boobs look weird." I laughed.
"Not at all. Besides, it's not your fault you have huge tits." He shrugged, his eyes flickering over my chest a few times. I laughed again and let my head fall forward.
"What?" Andy asked, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. I shook my head and looked up.
"That's just so awkward."
"Not even close! We're mates Alex, obviously i'm gonna be aware of them." Andy spoke.
"Are my boobs your favorite thing about me, physically?" I asked. Andy shook his head and grabbed one of my hands in his.
"The first day i met you, i fell in love with your eyes. They're like a pale shade of green and the way they sparkle just drives me insane. Also your smile. I remember thinking about that beautiful smile before i went to bed for the longest time. Sure, your boobs are great, but if you were flat chested i'd still love you the same." My heart fluttered at his words and when he leaned forward and captured my lips in his.
"Thank you." I blushed once we pulled away.
Andy looked at the water longingly before a playful smirk made its way onto his face. Before i could even comprehend what was happening, i was being pulled up and dragged into the ocean. I was shocked when it was warm and stood there for a minute, really enjoying the warmth on my legs and some of my stomach. Andy wrapped his arms around my shoulders and kissed me passionately in the water. His body was warm and comforting against mine.
"Did you have fun?" Andy asked, grabbing clothes for himself to change into after our shower. I nodded and smiled as i thought about the wonderful time we had. After getting clothes for myself, i followed Andy into the bathroom.
I wanted to thank Andy for the amazing gift he gave me but not so much by just thanking him with my words. I knew what i wanted to do, i just hoped i didn't make a fool out of myself when i did it.
"You comin'?" Andy questioned. I blushed at the fact that he was now completely naked and nodded my head, proceeding to take my bathing suit off. I followed him into the shower with my heart pounding in my chest.
You better not fuck this up Alex.
I allowed Andy to get rinsed off before i turned him around and smashed my lips to his. It was obvious he was shocked at my boldness but soon responded and allowed his eyes to slip shut. I eagerly granted him access into my mouth when he ran his tongue along my bottom lip. My hand drifted down his chest and wrapped around his most intimate part. Andy gasped into my mouth before pulling away.
"What are you doing?" His question was followed by a moan when i began to pump him. I smiled up at him innocently.
"Repaying you for this wonderful vacation." I smirked before getting on my knees, forcing myself not to laugh when i saw the shocked and excited look on Andy's face.
"I've never done this before, so bare with me.." I warned.
"You can do-fuck!" Andy's reassuring words were cut off with a loud moan when i wrapped my lips around his length.
I bobbed my head up and down and took as much of Andy as i could into my mouth. What i couldn't fit, i wrapped my hand around. Andy's hand tangled in my hair and pushed himself deeper into my mouth.
"Fuck, Lex.." He groaned. I couldn't help the lobster red blush that was coating my cheeks at the moans he was making.
I hummed in response causing Andy to thrust his hips forward from the vibration. I took note of the affect humming had on him so i did it again.
"Fuck! I'm c-close.." He mumbled.
I pulled back slightly and ran my tongue along the slit, a string of curse words emitting from Andy's mouth before he released his seed in the back of my throat. I didn't know what to do, so i swallowed it. I stood up with a blush 10x redder than before and smiled shyly at Andy, who was still coming down from his high.
"Fuck.." He breathed out.
"Was it okay?" I asked nervously. Andy kissed me on the lips passionately.
"Okay? It was fucking amazing, Alex. Best head i've ever gotten." He grinned, his eyes glazed over with remnants of lust. I blushed madly and nodded without a single bit of regret.
"Now, as much as i enjoyed that little interruption, we should probably get cleaned now."
Notes
eeeeep some smutty smutt! hope you guys enjoyed this update & so sorry i haven't made a new chapter in a while!! from now on, the i will post an update every three days. i promise ♡p.s. my birthday is this monday!! i'll be 15 :-) anyone else a have a birthday coming up?
@Red Phoenix77 i wrote this back when i was about 13 (im 18 now) but i assume that my thought process was that vampires weren't undead, they were very much alive. also, i was very inexperienced when writing this story so i didn't put too much thought into things. maybe i'll re-write it one day! :)
9/20/17