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The Wretched And Divine

A Feeling That's Worth Fighting For

"Don't say that. You're so skinny it's extremely unhealthy. God baby, you could die if you get any skinner!" I spoke, my voice altered from crying. Alex pulled away from the embrace.

"Don't lie to me." She whispered.

"I would never lie to you. Alex, you are the most perfect angel to ever walked this earth. You are the greatest thing that ever happened to me, i can't live without you. If you don't get better, i'll have to. Please, please, don't let this be the end of you. It kills me to see you like this. I'll help you get better, we all will. Every step of the way. I love you so much, never forget that." I rubbed Alex's boney shoulder as i spoke.

"I can't get better, Andy... I'm in too deep. I'm going to die from this, but i've come to accept that. And once i'm dead and gone, you need to move on okay? I want you to live a happy life full of love and joy. I want Black Veil Brides to go far and i know you guys will. But never forget that i'll always be looking down on you. O-okay? I l-love y-you too." She cried. I shook my head and placed my hands on either side of Alex's face.

"Do not talk like that. This will not be your cause of death, got it? This is just another bump in the rode. We need you. I need you. There's no way in hell that i'd be able to go on if you died. Please stay with me forever?" I begged. My cheeks were wet from the tears that kept rolling. It was silent for a minute as Alex played with my fingers. I watched her tiny hands bend my fingers and her thumb run over my knuckles. All of a sudden she intertwined our fingers together. I looked up at her with a hopeful look on my face.

"Forever and always." She choked out, her voice hoarse from all the crying. A wide smile spread across my face knowing she'd try getting better. The guys cheered as we embraced each other in another hug. I kissed Alex's shoulder multiple times, my tears falling onto her skin.

"I love you so much." I cooed. Alex nodded and kissed my neck.

"I love you too. And i'll try to get better, i really will because i couldn't imagine leaving you." She whispered into my ear.

"Promise?" I asked. Alex let out a unsure breath.

"Promise."

I knew from that day on that everything would change. I would have to focus 100% on Alex to make sure she was eating and wasn't purging or cutting herself. It could take months, it could take years. But that didn't matter to me. All i cared about was Alex getting better, and i knew she would.

♫You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone♫



Notes

part 2 was pretty short but technically part 1 & 2 are all one chapter i just put them separately so you guys wouldn't have to scroll forever! enjoy xo

Comments

@Red Phoenix77 i wrote this back when i was about 13 (im 18 now) but i assume that my thought process was that vampires weren't undead, they were very much alive. also, i was very inexperienced when writing this story so i didn't put too much thought into things. maybe i'll re-write it one day! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
9/20/17

Not entirely sure why vampires would need to worry about protection . Since they're already undead , they wouldn't have to worry about diseases , and I seriously doubt that she's gonna get pregnant .

Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/6/17

@Katerina Michaelis of course! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/20/16

@leeexiij Thank you very much! I already wrote that you are the author of this fanfic. :)

@Katerina Michaelis sorry for the late reply but of course! please credit me, though. :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/16/16