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The Wretched And Divine

I Am Your Hate, You Are My Love

ANDY'S POV

I just got done thoroughly explain mine and Alex's date to the guys. They all stayed quiet, aside from CC who kept squealing like a girl. Honestly, i could talk about the date all night long if i had to. It was most definitely the best date of my entire life. Alex abruptly stood up, the dying out conversation ending completely. Everyone averted their attention to her as she stood there.

"I have to confess something..." She said nervously.

"What babe?" I asked. She glanced at Ashley momentarily, who glanced back at her with an almost pleading look. I looked up at her as she turned to me.

"Please don't hate me." She begged as tears welled up in her eyes. I grabbed her hand reassuringly.

"Babe, what is it? Just tell me." I asked, getting more and more nervous by the second. Why would she cry? Why would she think i'd hate her after she told me?

"Today while you were gone... Ashley and i kissed." She whispered almost inaudibly, but oh man did i hear what she said. I looked at Ash blankly, my face lacking emotion. His expression screamed 'i'm sorry' and i could stop the rage that bubbled up inside me.

I shot up out of my seat quicker then any human could, ultimately startling Alex. My eyes glowed bright red and my hands shook violently. There was obvious fear in Alex's in face considering she's never seen me this angry before. The guys all stood up too.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I shouted, causing Alex to flinch. Her breathing was now rapid out of fright.

"I-i'm sorry... W-we regret it, Andy. I p-promise.." She stuttered.

"You kissed my best fucking friend, Alex! The one who you knew liked you, and the one who almost raped you a week into meeting you!" I yelled, disregarding Alex's apology and raising a finger accusingly.

"Hey, fuck you Andy! You didn't need to bring that up!" Ashley yelled as he took steps closer to me.

"Are you happy with yourself, Ash? You know what? I always knew you'd try and steal her away from me. But i thought that no matter how many times you made a move on her, she'd shoot you down and come back to me. Well, i guess i was wrong." I said, redirecting my glare to Alex as i said the last sentence. I cocked my fist back before punching Ash in the nose, blood instantly poured out. In that moment, his eyes went red with fury. Jake, Jinxx, and CC grabbed him and held him back as he went to lunge at me.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" Alex shouted.

"You know what they call girls who kiss their boyfriend's best friend? A whore." I spat. Alex's jaw dropped slightly at my words. I heard someone gasp but was too busy glaring at Alex to pick out who it came from.

"Are you calling me a whore?" Alex whispered, her voice shaking slightly. Tears started pouring down her face. I would have felt bad, but i was far too deep in my rage to feel any sort of remorse.

"If the shoe fits, wear it." I shrugged. Alex let out a sob before slapping me across the face. Before i could stop myself, i hit Alex back. A sickening slap echoed throughout my almost silent house. Alex's hand shot up to her cheek, which was now a bright red color. The feeling of remorse coursed through me.

Oh god, what did i do? I hit my best friend, called my girlfriend a whore, and hit her!

"Alex, i'm so-." I started.

"No! I don't wanna hear it! You promised me that you'd never hurt me! You told me you loved me!" Alex yelled, sobbing. "You lied.." She whispered. I tried to reach for her, comfort her, but was stopped by Jake who looked at me warningly. She took one last look at me before walking past the group, going towards the front door.

"Alex, wait!" I yelled, attempting to follow her. The door slammed shut before i was even out of the living room. I swung it open and ran outside onto my front porch, frantically looking for her. But she was already gone.

Notes

fuck, the drama in this chapter man. well i really hope you guys like this update!! xo

Comments

@Red Phoenix77 i wrote this back when i was about 13 (im 18 now) but i assume that my thought process was that vampires weren't undead, they were very much alive. also, i was very inexperienced when writing this story so i didn't put too much thought into things. maybe i'll re-write it one day! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
9/20/17

Not entirely sure why vampires would need to worry about protection . Since they're already undead , they wouldn't have to worry about diseases , and I seriously doubt that she's gonna get pregnant .

Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/6/17

@Katerina Michaelis of course! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/20/16

@leeexiij Thank you very much! I already wrote that you are the author of this fanfic. :)

@Katerina Michaelis sorry for the late reply but of course! please credit me, though. :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/16/16