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The Wretched And Divine

Dead And Broken, My Back's Against The Wall

ASHLEY'S POV

I've been beating myself up so bad ever since i used my ability on Alex. I couldn't stop myself this time, i really couldn't. Thank god Andy showed up before anything happened. I'm pretty sure Alex hates me and i know damn sure that Andy does. I was sitting with the guys before school started at our usual spot on the front field of the school, not really talking or anything. I see Andy and Alex walk up to the bench we're at hand in hand and automatically feel worse than i already did.

"Look at the happy couple!" CC chirped. Alex blushed and buried her face in Andy's chest, causing the guys to aw. But i didn't, i felt like i didn't deserve to. They both looked over at me and i could physically see them tense up.

"Ashley." Alex said blankly. I couldn't take it anymore, i felt tears well up in my eyes.

"I'm sorry..." I apologized, hanging my head before getting up and walking away.

I sat up against the cold bricks of the school and just looked off into the distance, not really paying attention to anyone or anything. I heard the bell ring and debated on whether or not i should go to class so i wouldn't have to face Andy, but decided to go anyway. I sat down in Andy and i's usual seat, not really expecting him to sit next to me. I was taken aback at first when he took that empy sit beside mine.

"I forgive you." He said before sighing. I felt my eyes go wide and a grin make it's way onto my face.

"Really?" I said, stunned. He just nodded before smiling a little.

"Really. You're my best friend, Ash. Even though you almost raped Alex, i know you couldn't stop yourself. And everyone can see how angry you are at yourself for using your ability on her." Andy explained.

"Thanks Andy. I really am sorry, i don't know what came over me. At first, i really was gonna take Lex to lunch but when we were in my bedroom something happened, i don't know." I said groaning at how stupid i can.

"Well, don't beat yourself up about it anymore. But you still need to apologize to Alex. You owe her real big. She was extremely shaken up when i told her what happened." Andy said. I sighed and nodded, unsure of how i was gonna apologize to Alex and if she'd even accept my apology. I wouldn't blame her if she didn't, though.

Class was the same as it always is. Andy and i goofed off and kept getting in trouble. It made me really happy that things were back to normal, i didn't think Andy would ever accept my apology. I just hope Alex will. As the bell rung, i got butterflies in my stomach. I have class with Alex next and Andy told me to apologize then.

"Andy, what if she doesn't accept my apology?" I said.

"You gotta try, Ash." Andy said sighing. We said our goodbyes and i slowly headed to History. I saw Alex sitting down by herself and took the seat next to her.

"Can we talk?" I asked, softly. She looked at me before nodding hesitantly.

"Listen. I'm so fucking sorry for what i did. That wasn't even my intention when i asked you to lunch earlier that day. But i don't know when you were sitting on my bed you looked so vulnerable and i tried stopping myself but i couldn't so i just kissed you. Then when you turned me down, i couldn't help but turn my eyes. I'll never forgive myself for this and i don't know what i can do to make it up to you, cause apparently i really suck at that. Fuck, you probably hate me now." I said, not breaking eye contact till i was finished. I looked back up at Alex to see that she had a sympathetic smile on her face.

"Apology accepted, Ash." She said while lightly grabbing my hand and giving it a gentle squeeze.

"R-really!?" I exclaimed, more shocked than i was when Andy forgave me. She nodded before engulfing me in one of her calming hugs. I instantly relaxed knowing the two people that meant the most to me forgave me for what i did.

At lunch, there was no sense of tension in the air. I happily sighed as i looked at Alex rest her head on Andy's shoulder before he placed a loving kiss upon her head. He offered her food but she denied it. I couldn't help but notice how none of us have ever seen her eat, and she's getting really thin. What if... No she couldn't possibly have an eating disorder. Could she? That would kill Andy. Deciding to talk to him and the guys about this after school, i took the last bite of my sandwhich as the bell rung.

Notes

Just a filler. Y'know.

Comments

@Red Phoenix77 i wrote this back when i was about 13 (im 18 now) but i assume that my thought process was that vampires weren't undead, they were very much alive. also, i was very inexperienced when writing this story so i didn't put too much thought into things. maybe i'll re-write it one day! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
9/20/17

Not entirely sure why vampires would need to worry about protection . Since they're already undead , they wouldn't have to worry about diseases , and I seriously doubt that she's gonna get pregnant .

Red Phoenix77 Red Phoenix77
8/6/17

@Katerina Michaelis of course! :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/20/16

@leeexiij Thank you very much! I already wrote that you are the author of this fanfic. :)

@Katerina Michaelis sorry for the late reply but of course! please credit me, though. :)

leeexiij leeexiij
3/16/16