My Eternal Bleeding Heart

He was amazing. I love him so much. I tried to show it and by his reactions I was good at it. I cuddled and asked if he ment what he though. he didn't know I can read minds. he was frozen in fear. crying I some how said "do you and all the guys really love me and want me here?"
Without hesitation he said yes rolled on me and kissed me deeply through my tears. he licked my face clean to make me laugh. hey now kitty calm yourself. "Kitty?"
"my kittens did that..."
"oh I see" that smile was almost scary...uh oh...
"and doggie wasn't fitting you have Crow." Meow "here kitty baby"
"hey I like that oe better!!! ok ok ok my Batman chill!!! he beamed and carried us out to the couch. Crow never left my side when I walked in bam climbed up to my shoulder left e alone to pee and would walk around the house to make sure it was safe then would curl at my shoulder till I was asleep then went to my feet closest to the window and door t protect me. Basically Crow was mine. Andy and my boys were jelly. of a cat. ha I gave lots of attention to Crow but still one day I made him a batman out fit and said go save Andy. Andy was lost in thought and couldn't write a full song...I sang really loud "NA NA NA NA NA NA NA!!!!! " BAM Crow jumped on Andy's lap. Andy died the guys ran in and did too and I was hugged by all and then "kitty" piled I remembered something screamed and ran t the grveyerd not knowing they ran after. some moron planted dasies she hated them her mom ws mean and loved them I tore em out root and all and planted the merrigolds that were at the front any tossed my red roses at her. happy birthday baby girl I thought guess I sadit out loud the guys gasped awed threw flowers and hugged me. CC was the best hugger for what I like and I want over and did just that till I was done crying. he picked me up and carried me to my room laid me down and picked out stuff from my closet came over blindfolded me, ugh, and undressed me his touch was sp gentle. my breaths came out as sighs from all the tears and he hugged me I boob hugged back and felt his smile. lill buddy was back as well he softly kissed everywhere and went to grab the clothes. I took off my bra and wished I could see his face he kissed me deeply and roughly and teased my till I begged for more the blindfold was off by now and he deviously smiled. then the door was locked all clothes were on the floor and I got what I so desperately wanted from him the first moment we met. You really think I didn't know he was gonna respond first to the horse thing. All the stuff did was to make him jealous. he smiled and hugged me. guess I said it too. I was so embarressed and ran to the bathroom he caught me before could get all the way to the door hot tears snuck down my face. he kissed them away and thanked me for what I had done.
has anyone ever told you that sex in the shower, during a bath and while trying to get dry, to the bed then in the bed? well it is. hehehe
"I was on top when he said your gonna sing for me"
"nope not enough monster in my system"
there isn't any in there" he tickled my me I gasped exactly my point then he threw on boxers and carried me out, naked! I didn't help myself either all the guys who were here that night were back I didn't know it and shouted "WHY IS IT THAT YOU PUT ON BOXERS WHILE YOU CARRY ME OUT OVER YOUR SHOULDER NAKED! he switched to bridal style and beamed, MAKING IT SO YOU CAN WATCH MY BOOBS BOUNCE WITH EACH STEP ISN'T ANY BETTER I AM NAKED WHILE YOUR LILL GUY IS COVERED!!! he looked pissed. I realized what said and said well screamed! "YOU DAMN WELL KNOW THAT NOT EVEN REMOTELY TRUE!!! DON'T YOU DARE GLARE AT ME YOUNG MAN OR YOU WILL NEVER HAVE SEX AGAIN AND YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO TOUCH ME OR EAT MY FOOD OR HEAR ME SING OR TALK TO YOU EVER AGA-" he kissed me crying was killing him and I thurt me to see hi this way "I am so sorry baby I didn't mean to make you mad" Im nake and the doors open im going to be mad hun" I got crushed and set down for all the guys to see. I tried to run but they were all horny single men I was caught like a fly in a web of men. Ashley finally recognized me. " Angela?"
"About damn time sweet-cheeks" I said in "her" voice he looked like he was in heaven and I was his prize. picked me up and threw me around and spun me into a hug. mmmm all I could think. "wait Crying Leapored Angela?" head shak I was tackled by all I weaseled my way out and they all screamed "passed!!!" arms in the air eyes closed. I took the opportunity to run and nearly had it was in my room Ronnie rushed in but I was stronger pushed him in locked them out but didn't make it to the bathroom. Craig, drummer Slash, TJ, Montey, Ronnie, Chris, CC, Ashley, Jinxx, Jackey, Austin, Danny, and Jeffree, huh? was there. fear ran threw me. this reminded me of a bad, bad, bad day. I wanted to run I needed to...no they liked me loved me even they would be good, nice even. relax. I felt my shoulders fall and breath go, guess I was holding it. breath woman breath. Jinxx will help, Andy..."Batman!!!"

Notes

I was bored. comment please