My fists smacked onto the door and I prayed to God he was in. The door opened and CC stared at me.
"Jinxx, what's wrong?"
"A-Ashley."
He nodded and stood aside for me. "I'll make you something to eat."
I nodded. "T-Thanks."
He shut the door and went through to his kitchen. "You want something, drink wise?"
"N-No thanks."
"Come on, we can chat in here."
I nodded and followed him. I sat down at the table and hugged my chest.
"Did you know about him and Andy?"
CC's shoulders stiffened. "Jake and I both did. We wanted to tell you but Andy threatened to kick us out of the band."
I sighed. "How long did you know for?"
"About five months."
My heart lurched. I thought he had only started the affair three months ago.
"CC how long have they been doing it for?"
"I think nearly a year."
I sobbed. A year? We hadn't even been married that long. I thought back to our wedding day. I remember the looks Andy and Ashley had given each other and the way they had both disappeared for about an hour. Oh God.
"CC?"
"Yea?"
"Did they sleep together on our wedding day?"
He put a plate of food in front of me. "I think so."
I felt my heart splitting in two and sobbed harder. He sat next to me and hugged me. "It's alright, Jinxx."
"HE FUCKING LIED TO ME! HOW THE FUCK IS THAT OK?"
CC flinched back. "I'm sorry."
I sobbed into his shoulder. "I can't believe I trusted that fucking whore."
CC sighed. "Try and eat. I'll run you a bath."
I nodded and picked at my food. I wiped my tears. A whole fucking year. Even on our wedding day. I managed to get half of the food down me before I pushed the plate away. CC wrapped his arms around me and I turned around, sobbing into his chest. He held me close before helping me stand up and taking me to his bathroom. He stripped me and I just sobbed. I walked towards the bath and he helped me in, sitting on the toilet. I ran my fingers over my scars. He didn't trust me. He smiled at me and I curled up. CC sighed and came over before washing my hair. I just say there, staring at the taps. I didn't care anympre. He rinsed the shampoo out and started conditioning it. He rinsed it out and kissed my temple.
"Wash, Jinxx."
I nodded and he handed me a sponge. I smiled weakly and washed. I threw the sponge into the sink and leant back. I thought about it and opened my eyes. I saw the bleach and reached for it. CC smacked my hand. I swore.
"Don't you dare."
"Why do you even care?"
His lips pushed against mine. "Because I love you Jinxx."
I stared at him in shock. "W-What?"
"I have for ages. When I decided to tell you, you and Ashley came out as a couple."
I looked down. "Jinxx, please, don’t do anything stupid."
I nodded. He frowned.
"I mean it."
I looked up at him.
"For me?"
I sighed. "Fine."
He smiled. "Thank you."
I heard my phone ringing and I looked over. I could see Ashley's caller id and I looked away, tears welling up again. CC rejected the call and turned my phone off.
"Thank you."
He nodded and walked out the room. I sat, swirling my hands around the water. I closed my eyes and sat nearer the taps, feeling the warmer water there. I heard CC walk back in. I didn't open my eyes. I suddently felt CC behind me, his arms wrapped around my waist. I sat up.
"C-CC."
"Shush, Jinxx."
His hand slid down from my waist and he slowly stroked me. "C-CC."
"Like that?"
I nodded and leant back into his body, moaning.
"M-More."
He kissed my neck, still stroking me.
"C, fuck me."
He smiled and picked me up before throwing me onto his bed. I shivered with anticipation and smiled up at him. He spread my legs and slid inside me.