Heaven's Calling

Chapter Two of Heaven's Calling - A Hidden Secret

CC nearly discovers Andy's secret.

CC's Point of View

I watched Andy run a brush through his hair one last time.
'What time does Silent Hill finish?'
'7.50. Two hours long.'
'So when will you be back?'
'About 8.30.'
Andy pressed his lips against mine and I kissed him back.
'I love you and I will be back at around 8.30. I promise.'
I nodded and he left his apartment. I sighed, curled up on the sofa and fell asleep.

Lips were pushing against mine and I moaned, parting my lips. Andy's tongue slid neatly and quickly into my mouth. There was a sort of urgency to the kiss that I found attractive. His tongue explored my mouth and I wrapped my arms around his neck. His hand slid up and down my back, under my top. He suddenly pulled away. I was left alone.

I opened my eyes to Andy shouting.
'What's happening?'
He looked furious. 'Someone tried to rape you.'
'W-What?' I sat up. 'Are you sure?'
'Someone was undressing you as I walked in.'
I looked around shocked.
'I kissed them back. I-I thought it was you.'
'It's OK, c, it's OK.'
Andy hugged me and I started crying against his shoulder.
'Hush, baby, everything's going to be fine.'
I felt Andy pick my up and I shivered as the cold air hit my near naked body. Andy sat me down on the chair in his room and set about making the bed. I watched his hands shaking but I couldn't seem to move. He finished making the bed and then stripped his top and jeans off. I was already in my underwear thanks to whoever had tried to rape me. I watched Andy as he sat down, rubbing his thighs. He was no longer angry, but anxious. He licked his lips and stood up. He walked over to me and knelt down next to the chair. He was starting to scare me.
'Blue Eyes? Are you alright?'
'Yes. I just can't believe what I saw when I got home. I thought at first you were cheating on me -'
I kissed him, cutting him off. 'Listen to me, Andy. I love you, and although we do have our rough patches, I would never and could never cheat on you, not even if my life depended on it.'
'I know. I just couldn't comprehend what I was seeing.'
I kissed him again and his tongue slid into my mouth. I pulled away, remembering what happened earlier. The look in Andy's eyes made me feel guilty but I couldn't help it. I stood up, walked past him and slid under the covers on my side of the bed. The lights went out and I felt Andy slip in beside me.

I woke up to an alarm blaring. I cracked my eyes open and saw Andy getting dressed. He cursed and turned the alarm off. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. Andy's lips pushed against mine and I froze. He pulled back quickly.
'I'm sorry. I forgot.'
I nodded and stood up, glancing at the clock. 3a.m. It was hard touring. Andy passed me a coffee and I smiled. It was too early for me.
'I'm going to give you my apartment keys and leave first. Wait twenty minutes and then leave, alright?'
I turned.
'No.' I wrapped my arms around his waist. 'I want to tell the guys, Andy.'
He pulled away from me. 'I'm not ready to come out, CC.'
'Andy, you know the guys will support us. Please. I hate not being able to hold you and kiss you around them.'
'Maybe on the actual tour, but not today, alright?'
I sighed and nodded.
'Fine.'
Andy finished his coffee and picked up his bag, grabbing his car keys.
'I'll see you there, C.'
The door slammed. I got dressed and finished my coffee. Andy had left his apartment keys on his dressing table. I grabbed them and picked up my own bag. I knocked a notebook off of Andy's bedside table. I sighed and bent to pick it up.
'CC? What are you doing?'
I froze and glanced up.
'Andy?'
'I forgot my notebook.'
He snatched it from me and left again. I heard the door go and I sat on the bed. There was something in that notebook that he did not want me to see. I waited ten minutes and then left.