Heaven's Calling
A Moment of Uncertainty
CC's Point of View My eyes flickered open and I whimpered in pain because of my hips. I looked around and saw Andy asleep in the chair next to my bed. His hands were enclosed around my own. He looked upset and I felt guilty for what I had done. I remembered why I had done it and tears sprouted again. God I felt guilty at myself and angry at him. I pulled my hands out from his and turned my head from him.
"CC?"
I ignored him, even though his voice sent shivers down my spine.
"CC, please, talk to me."
"Shut up. Leave me alone."
"CC, baby."
"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!"
I heard the small choking sound he made before he cried and I felt guilty. But then again, he had ripped my heart out, torn it into pieces then chucked them into my face. I started crying myself. I wiped them away.
"Stop it, CC. Just stop it. He hurt you. Just get over him." As I spoke to myself, I started feeling stronger. "I guess I'm leaving this band."
The door opened and my head shot round. I glowered at Ashley and he hesitated before walking over to my bed.
"Hey."
"You really expect a conversation."
"I just wanted to tell you something."
"What?"
"I'm not just in love with Andy."
"What? You're engaged as well or something? Well I do not care."
Ashley flinched at the tone in my voice. "No."
"Then what?"
He leant over and kissed me.
"I'm in love with both you and Andy, CC."
I stared at him in total shock. "Y-You-"
He kissed me again and I kissed him back.
"Ashley..."
"I'm sorry, CC. Truly."
I nodded. "Can you get Andy? I think all three of us need to talk."
He nodded, smiled and walked out to find Andy. Thoughts rushed around my head and I couldn't focus. What the hell was I going to do?
"CC?"
I ignored him, even though his voice sent shivers down my spine.
"CC, please, talk to me."
"Shut up. Leave me alone."
"CC, baby."
"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!"
I heard the small choking sound he made before he cried and I felt guilty. But then again, he had ripped my heart out, torn it into pieces then chucked them into my face. I started crying myself. I wiped them away.
"Stop it, CC. Just stop it. He hurt you. Just get over him." As I spoke to myself, I started feeling stronger. "I guess I'm leaving this band."
The door opened and my head shot round. I glowered at Ashley and he hesitated before walking over to my bed.
"Hey."
"You really expect a conversation."
"I just wanted to tell you something."
"What?"
"I'm not just in love with Andy."
"What? You're engaged as well or something? Well I do not care."
Ashley flinched at the tone in my voice. "No."
"Then what?"
He leant over and kissed me.
"I'm in love with both you and Andy, CC."
I stared at him in total shock. "Y-You-"
He kissed me again and I kissed him back.
"Ashley..."
"I'm sorry, CC. Truly."
I nodded. "Can you get Andy? I think all three of us need to talk."
He nodded, smiled and walked out to find Andy. Thoughts rushed around my head and I couldn't focus. What the hell was I going to do?
shit...everytime i want to comment something i'm scared to write a little spoiler or something like that... e.e
12/6/13