Heaven waits for no angels

Andy's P.O.V:
Smiling, I took a moment to pull up AddiLynn's seductive underwear. The black with red lace trimming arose me. It made me think of the things I've heard in bars and parties. Once your fucked, no one helps you out. But that's not true, I helped AddiLynn both times.

I'm the type of boyfriend who will buy you tampons or pads when you need them. I'll rub your stomach and cuddle with you when you get cramps. I'll sit around for hours with you and watch chick flicks all day. I'll do anything to make you happy. I'm not a sensitive or feminine guy but I will do anything to make my girl happy because to me, that's all that matters.

Hearing an expected knock on the door, I quickly helped AddiLynn down from the sink. I had to admit, I was really protective over her. I wanted to keep her safe now that she was with me. No one should have to spend their whole life living in fear like she had. Now, she was pregnant, I wasn't just protecting her, I was protecting the twins too.

Quickly moving the grapes, I began to wash my hands as a knock occurred again. Hearing a crinkling noise, I looked up to see AddiLynn unwrapping a white stick of gum and handing it to me. I smiled and gave her a kiss on the cheek. AddiLynn was without a doubt a very smart girl, I popped it in my moth and the minty flavor gave me minty breathe.

Ashley's P.O.V:
i hadn't seen Andy and AddiLynn since the tour ended three months ago and we all went back home. I'm sure they were living the stereotypical white picket fenced family life, just without the children. AddiLynn, the loving fiancé, cooking for Andy every night. Andy, the man of the house, doing the manly chores of the house. Sitting down for dinner every night, laughing and having a good time, probably picking out things for the wedding. AddiLynn going through millions of websites and magazines to find various wedding preparations. I wonder if Andy even cared, or if he was even helping make any decisions at all. Or if he was mellow about all of it like I imagine I would be, letting her pick everything to make her dream wedding, that's every little girl dreams about, come true. Only caring about about the happiness of his bride and the life they will share together.

AddiLynn, was a complete tomboy although you wouldn't know it by looking at her beauty. In the passed few months, she had proven herself worthy if being a lot more than the stereotype twenty one year old girl, she had helped is work on our cars, playing sports, and she doesn't seem to mind when a little dirt gets under her always freshly painted nails. She never really wanted to go shopping or be the center of attention, but I knew she would be excited about getting her makeup done just like any other soon to be bride would be. AddiLynn said it herself, even a total tomboy wants to be a beautiful princess on her wedding day.

I've always admired what Andy had with AddiLynn but I'll never admit it. I'd love to have his life for my own. I always adored AddiLynn, I have never met a woman so strong. I'm always amazed at the fact that she had the capability of still being here after everything she has been through.

AddiLynn reminded me of a young version of myself, we constantly have ' what if ' conversations together. I always wonder how different my life would be if my parents hadn't died when I was so young, causing me to grow up with my grandparents. AddiLynn always wondered what she would be like if her parents hadn't abandon her for alcohol and drugs.

Im a thirty year old man who has no one to plan the rest of my life with, going to a party for what I believe (according to what Jinxx has told me) is an engagement party. "Alright bro, I'll be there." I ended Andy and I's phone conversation as these thoughts kept taking over my mind.

I grabbed my keys on the coffee table next to where I was sitting watching tv, and walked out the door. Getting I my car, I couldn't help but worry if they were making a mistake and rushing into things. They only knew each other for a few months and even though I could tell they were in love, I didn't think it was the right choice. I pushed all my thoughts away and left them astray. Driving to Andy's house, I thought about how much I've been envying him.

His is house was a three story, log cabin with a beautiful flower garden that seems to be growing now that AddiLynn moved in. The grass was always green and freshly cut, and the garden of lovely variations of bright colored flowers were always watered. When I finally made my way up the mile long driveway, I noticed the cars of Jake and Jinxx behind me.

Jinxx's P.O.V:
jake had followed me up to Andy's house with his new girlfriend. Her name was Ella and that's all I know. Focusing on driving, I didn't bother trying to look behind me and get a description. Honestly, I just didn't care. When I was on the phone with Andy, he said if was very important all of us attended. I had a feeling AddiLynn finally told Andy about being pregnant and this was their way of telling everyone the news. Assuming that it would be suspicious if I didn't care, I wondered if AddiLynn even told him that I knew.

Jake's P.O.V:
Things have been surprisingly well for me since the tour ended. My parents were really excited to see me and I was greeted at the door baby my sister, Sarah. I didn't really realize how much I had missed them until I saw how much they missed me. Lately, now that I'm home to stay for awhile, I've been spending all my time with my girlfriend I've unintentionally neglected. Of course, that caused conflict with my family, who decided Ella was not good for me. Hopefully is party I was being forced to go to will get my mind off of it. "Can I being Ella? I'm not leaving her here," I asked demandingly. I knew Andy didn't like Ella, and although they've never met, AddiLynn didn't care for her either. After Andy agreed to letting her come, knowing it was the only way I would come, I got my keys and we loaded into the car.

AddiLynn's P.O.V:
Watching five grown men come into my house with such noise made me flinch. Smiling, Andy and I both greeted all the guys with open arms. My smile disappeared as I saw a girl with barely any clothing on walk into my house with a bottle of jack. I was pissed instantly, Andy really let a slut like this into our home knowing how I'd feel about it? Putting on a fake smile, I greeted her too.

How wasn't he embarrassed as all our family came in to see that? I couldn't believe that a woman, any woman, could be comfortable dressing like that, and taking pictures and having the whole world see it. Is she asking to be raped? The house filled with family and friends beginning to mingle. Ignoring this girl obviously begging for more attention than any of us wanted to give, I couldn't help but wonder how different important events in my life like this would be like if my family was around.

Even Ashley, who's parents both died long ago, still had his grandparents that raised him here. I never knew much about my family, I barely knew my own mother and step father, the only family I ever cared about was my daughter, Aubrey.

Aubrey.

Oh how I'd kill to have my little girl here. Most days I forget that she makes me a mother, though not a day goes by that I don't at least think of my beautiful daughter. I wasn't really a mother. a mother raises her child and doesn't leave her behind to. Universe of danger. She protects her young and doesn't live with the feeling of saying goodbye to a child you want to spend every minute with. Any woman can get pregnant and have a child, but it takes a real one to become the mother that child deserves. But I was protecting her right? I didn't ever have a defense against those men, and my scars proved it. If I had taken her with me, both of us would have died. I could barely take care of itself for the first two years I escaped, if I took her, she would have froze to death. What if she wasn't safe? What if she was getting raped too? I set my daughter up for my own failure, just to see her repeat it. It would be a totally different situation for her. Aubrey wouldn't have me there to cry to. Unlike my mothers who used my "lies" as sympathy and discounts all over town as if she went through it or even deserved a discount on anything. My mother already had a discount in her life, she didn't have to raise me. But of ocurse, this was only when she was tipsy, that woman was never sober.

"Darling, you ready?" Andy's deep but beautiful voice poured into my ear wrecking my evil train of thought. Feeling the tears of regret and ' what if's ' build up, I hoped he hadn't noticed. "A few more minutes Andy, your parents just got here," I smiled and Andy ran off to smoke. Watching him walk away and counting every step he takes, Ella slammed into my back. I clenched my teeth in pain, at least it wasn't my stomach. I would've killed her. "Oops sorry! Ha ha ha say! Why isn't anyone getting naked yet?" I could've lunched that bitch, I still couldn't believe she was in my house. "It's not that kind of party!!" I shouted at her and stormed outside. "ANDREW DENNIS! Why would you tell Jake he could bring that slut?!"

Andy's P.O.V:
"It was the only way he'd come baby, and we agreed everyone needed to be here" I stomped out my cigarette. "Let's go give everyone the news." I smiled. My voice seemed to soothe away her anger and we went inside.

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