Heaven waits for no angels

AddiLynn's P.O.V

The next morning, I woke up way before Andy did. Replaying last nights scene over and over again in my head, everything felt so right for once. Andy, continuing to toss and turn, cuddled up to me and used my chest as a pillow. I looked at him and started to play with his hair. He was so peaceful, do wonderful. Still thinking about the night before, that's when I realized.

We didn't use a condom.

Heart racing, and full of panic, I couldn't believe we forgot. When people said about losing themselves in the heat of moment, I just thought it was a figure of speech. But now, I had lived it.

Trying to calm myself down, I waited for Andy to wake up. Heart beating faster, and tears building up I my eyes like a water damn about to break, I bit my lip hard, not wanting to cry. It wasn't that big of a deal, right?

Andy tossed and turned again, cuddling back up to me closer, "I love you" he mumbled half asleep. "Andy...hey." I began, trying to keep my cool. He had to know and if he didn't realize already ( and I knew he didn't) he soon would. "Hmm?" He mumbled back to me. I sighed.

All my life I had lived by a simple rule, twenty seconds of insane courage. Go.

"Andy." I said again, "we forgot to use a condom."

Andy's P.O.V

My heart literally stopped, I shot up still groggy from my slumber. Did we really forget a condom? Fuck. We did. "Oh my god, AddiLynn I'm so sorry!" I began to panic. Would she even trust me know? Did she think I was just using her like the others? Would she trust me still?

"Hey Andy, it's okay."
I felt the sigh of relief fall out of me, but I still felt terrible. "I..I just realized we didn't, and thought I should tell you. Heat of the moment I guess." She giggled a little, but it wasn't happy or funny. It was an awkward giggle, meant to reassure me.

"But you can get pregnant." I said ashamed of myself. I was jumping way ahead in time but I didn't care. How would we raise a child? "You're jumping to conclusions Andy. Do you love me?" Silly question, of course I did. "Yes AddiLynn, I do." I answered truthfully. "Then we'll be okay, even if that happens." She said back.

Minutes later, she broke silence, "Andy...if I did get pregnant, would you stay?" She questioned sweetly. I couldn't believe she would ask me that, and at first I was really offended. But then I remembered who she was and what she has went through. She's used to people using her, leaving her a huge problem to fix herself, then leaving, just like that.

*Flash back*

"And he raped me, smiled, and walked away." She sobbed.

*End of flashback*

"Of course not!" I said, it was the honest truth. And so was this,

"I'd want you to be the mother of my child."

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