Heaven waits for no angels

AddiLynn's P.O.V

*One week later*

Andy's seven month tour was finally coming to its end. Thankfully, I was only around for the last three months. The boys were getting ready for the last party of the tour season, they called it the big final. Because I was hurt, I've never been to one of these parties that the boys go to all the time. I really wanted to go to this one, so much so that it caused Andy and I to have our first fight. I went back to my place for the first time since I had been raped and sent to the hospital.

*Three hours earlier*

"You might not know this, but I go out of my way everyday to make sure that you're okay!!!" Andy shouted at me. "Christ sake Andy!" I shouted back watching Andy kick a pile of sheet music. "It's the last and only party I can go to! Just let me go with you!" I roared back at his furious and suddenly vile heart.

He sighed, rubbed his temples, and started to speak. "I promised I'd keep you safe, to protect you. There is a lot of people, a lot of drinking and drugs, and mostly one night stands. I just don't want to put you in the danger of the pigs like that!" Andy then kicked over the basket of laundry I had just folded. I was fed up, tired, heartbroken, tears streaming down my face, I was losing this battle because of my passed. Once again, my passed ruined everything.

"If you want to love me now, then you gotta learn to love my passed, too. Because the struggles I went through yesterday, made me who I am today. " I protested surprisingly calm. I started to walk away from him. "Where are you going?!"

Wouldn't he want to know. "I guess not a party. " I thought.

I notice everything, I mean everything. I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to, I notice when the way someone tallking to me starts changing, I notice the little things people do and the little things they used to do, I notice when things change, and are no longer the same. I notice every single little detail, I just don't say anything.

"It's okay," I started, " to walk out of someone's life when you feel like you don't belong." I walked out of the room, stoping at the doorway, I turned around, "I love you Andy" I walked out.

*Present*

Was I over reacting? Maybe. I hate when people point out my flaws. (my passed) Do they think I don't notice them already? Because I do, every, single, one.

Startled, I jumped at the knocking at my door. I opened my door to see Andy. "Please, talk to me." He begged, "What would you like me to say?" I said coldly, trying to fight back tears. "Anything, that you hate me, that you never wanna see me again, just not silence." He replied brokenly, I watched as he wiped away a tear from fallen from his eye. I never thought I'd see this man cry. Before I could reply, he did it for me, "This fight was stupid. It was stupid and unimportant," he paused, wiping away tears, "you'll never cry because of me again."

"Me either." I whispered back. Then, remembering to stand my ground, I asked again, "Can I go with you tonight?" He paused, then agreed, "Yes AddiLynn, just be careful, please. I can't lose you." He put his hand on my cheek.

"AddiLynn, I can't promise you a perfect relationshipwithout arguments over our differences and trust issues. But what I can promise is that as long as you're trying, I'm staying. "

I fell into his arms and cried a river, both apologizing, we stayed like this for the next two hours until it was time to get ready for the party.

"You almost done in there? Party starts soon." I heard Andy hustle me from my bedroom. Wearing my black cocktail dress, black lipstick, and natural wavy hair, I stepped out of the bathroom and into the bedroom.

Andy's face lit up with delight, his beautiful blue eyes planted on me. "Wow, you're truly gorgeous Addi." He flattered me. I blushed and he chuckled, "Lets go."

Notes

A fight this early in the relationship?! :0 let me know what you guys think! Give me a comment to wake up too, goodnight!
-xxxLizzy