You broke me but got me back up *COMPLETED*

Andy and I are officially a couple! I just love him more than anything in the world! Well, not really. My baby takes first place. Ash and CC are always around me for no reason. I mean, it's like they just adore my belly. I'm 5 months now. It's soooo sloooooooooow.

"Babe? Are you here?" Andy asked.

Oh, I forgot to say, I moved in with Andy and the guys. We thought it would be the best. I mean, Jess and mom already take enough space for 2 and a baby would make the house too crowded, don't you think? I mean, 4 of us in a small house. And now there'll be 7 of us in a huge mansion. That's a huge difference! A small house and a huge mansion! Like, HUGE!

"Yeah, I'm in here," I said in the bathroom.

"Are you ok? Is something wrong?" Andy asked all worried.

He has been such a sweetheart and such a caring person.

"Y-Yeah... um, ready to go check out the baby?" I asked.

He nodded and we went downstairs where the guys were watching some weird movie. I'm glad it's not batman.

"Guys, we're leaving...." I said quietly.

"And I am going with you!" CC said and got up.

"Why?"

"Because I wanna meet that little baby! Maybe he or she is beautiful, ugly or-"

"STOP RIGHT THERE! Don't call my baby ugly, CC!" I whispered, faking being hurt.

"sorry, just joking..." he hugged me tightly and I thought I was going to become so.... I was going to become liquid.

"Ok, come on, we're gonna be late," Andy said grabbing his keys.

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"Mrs. Harris! Welcome! Are you ready for your ultrasound?" the doctor asked me. I was shaking as hell. Andy held my hand and whispered in my ear: "You'll be fine... I promise."

I laid down and the doctor did what she had to do. CC was sitting there all happy as he held the picture of my first ultrasound. I can't deny that I was very excited to see the baby too.

As my doc started to look at the screen and move that little thingy on my stomach she had a very serious face that turned.... sad or something like that.

She let out a heavy sigh and just looked again.

"Is something wrong?" Andy asked.

I was also asking myself the same thing.

"Um... we.... we have a problem miss Harris," she started. "Your.... um.... your baby..."

"What? What's wrong with my baby?!" I asked, a bit yelling but not too loud.



















"Your baby died."





Wait, WHAT?! My baby WHAT?!

"WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT?! You're lying! MY baby can't be DEAD! NO! Andy, tell me this is NOT true!"

Panick. Panick. PANICK. PANICK!

"Babe, calm down... what are you saying, doc?" Andy asked.

She sighed and said: "I'm really sorry... I really am. But, you lost your child, miss Harris. I'm s-"
"Stop saying you're sorry!" I yelled.


I just lost a child! H-How can this happen! I-I can't believe I lost my first child! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!










~2 months later~








It's been 2 months.... I haven't got out of the house. I was lying in the room. Eating just chocolate. No healthy meals. No happy meals. No nothing. Just chocolate. I lost my feeling of everything. I had no love left in me. I was broken. Broken. More than when Andy left me.


"Kaycee? Babe, come on, let me help you! Eat something... please... just for me?" Andy asked, sitting next to me on his bed.

I opened my mouth weakly, with my eyes tired of crying.

He fed me with anything he could make. He was feeding me with some weird tasting soup which I apparently didn't like.

"Good girl... come on, eat all of this and then you can do whatever you want. I swear," he whispered in my ear, playing with it

"What if I just want to lay down on this bed with you and be silent until I have enough of it?" I quietly said as I ate that soup slowly and weakly.

"I wouldn't mind that," Andy put away my soup and we laid down, me resting on his chest. His heart was beating in such a nice rhythm and I didn't want to pull away. As I just stared into him my hands kept discovering his chest and arms. I ran my fingers up and it looked like I was checking out something new. Maybe a huge guitar which I deeply love!

I crawled closer and he ran his fingers through my hair, kissing my fore head.

"I love you.... you know that, right?" he asked.

I smiled and answered: "Of course.... and I love you too babe..."

"What do you think about... adding another person to this house? Maybe a... baby?" he asked.

I did move on in this past two months but still I had some scars of it. But I didn't hate Andy for bringing that up.

I softly punched his chest and smiled: "Maybe... but I don't want to do it right now, Andy... maybe some day...."

"Some day would be when?" he asked, teasing me a little.

"Babe.... that some day would maybe be today, tomorrow, next week, next month or possibly next year."

"But you know that I love you and I'll love you always."

I blushed and said: "Always."




We kept kidding each other like that for hours, until I fell asleep in his embrace. He didn't leave. He slept right there with me.
















Maybe we will have another person in the house. Maybe we will.

Notes

So here's the chapter! But school is being such a bitch to me.


Ok...

What do you think about the baby?
Is Kaycee really going to let Andy become a father to her "next" child?
What about Noah and Juliet?

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