We know our wings are flawed.
Finding our talents
I woke to the sound of Jake dragging CC down the stairs, i was extremely hungover and looked like a zombie. i giggled quietly.
"oh hi lindsey, i didn't realise you were awake" jake laughed
"haha hi jake" i laughed.
"last night was so fun" He smirked
"It was really awesome, i guess you didnt get that drunk then since you already up and trying to get the others out of bed" i said
"I have a date with ella today so i didn't want to be as hungover as CC haha" jake said
"oh sounds awesome" i replied
"would you like something to eat" jake said
"im okay thanks jake" i smilled
Jinxx was still fast asleep on the couch and i really didnt want to wake him, he looked so cute when he was sleeping.
"ill go get dressed and ill help you clean up" i said to jake
"thank you lindsey" he laughed
i got up and looked around, the place was a mess. plastic cups and cans scattered around the floor and packets of crisps and other foods all around us. I ran upstairs and took a really quick shower, i got out washed my face and put on some fresh make up. i dried and straightened my hair and put on a clean shirt and pair of jeans.
As i walked downstairs ashley was laying on the floor, i shrugged and stepped over him. i grabbed a rubbish bag and started to put all the cups and cans into the bags, it didnt take too long as there was two of us doing it this time. i made Andy some coffee and grabbed a bar of chocolate to take up to him. i knocked on the door softly.
"Come in" he mumbled
"Andy, i brought you some coffee and a bar of chocolate, i thought you might need it" i said with a smile.
He quickly sat himself up and his smile grew
"thank you so much lindsey, you know me so well" he said stroking my cheek
"Well i am your biggest fan" i laughed
He gave me a big hug, it was so nice
"ill see you in a bit" i said heading towards the door and shutting it behind me, i went back down stairs as jinxx was still sleeping, i knelt down beside him and stroked his face until his eyes slowly opened. my smile instantly grew as i looked into his beautiful blue eyes.
"good morning" he said kissing my cheek
"morning" i giggled
"i love you so much" he whispered
"i love you too, do you want me to get you anything angel" i winked
"A glass of water would be great" i said whilst propping himself up on the couch. i grabbed him a glass of water and gave it to him.
"im just going to get my phone, ill be right back okay" i said
I started searching around the room from my phone, our room was extremely messy so it could be a while, i starting singing the chorus from saviour
"Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour, for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm"
By the time i had finished singing i had found my phone, i turned around i jumped as i saw jinxx standing at the door way, my whole body froze.
"You're really good, Lindsey" he said enthusiastically
"you think so" i said sounding surprised. oh my god, one of my idols just said im a good singer, i tried so hard to hide my happiness but by the look on my face, i wasnt doing a very good job of it.
"Come on i think you should sing for the guys and ill play guitar for you" jinxx said
"okay" i said nervously
All the guys were up now and sitting downstairs and jinxx ran downstairs, lent over the bannister at the top of the stairs to listen in on what he was saying
"Hey guys, i just overheard lindsey singing, she is really good and she has agreed to sing for you guys" Jinxx said happily. Jinxx called up downstairs,
"What are you going to sing" jinxx asked
"saviour" i replied. Jinxx grabbed a guitar and started to play, i sang..
"I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark
But now I know my wounds are sown because of who you are
I will take this burden on and become the holy one
But remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song
So hear my voice,
Remind you not to bleed
I am here
Saviour! Will be thereWhen you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour, for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm
So here I write my lullaby, to all the lonely ones
Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love
So I can take this pen and teach you how to live
But what is left unsaid, the greatest gift I give.
So hear my voice
Remind you not to bleed
I am here
Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm"
jinxx played the instrumental parts then i continued to sing
"Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm
When I hear your criesPraying for lightI will be there.
When I hear your criesPraying for lifeI will be there!!!
I will be there!I will always be there!I will be there!"
When i had finished singing they all stood up and clapped,
"Jinxx was right, you really are amazing" andy said
"thank you so much" i blushed
"i think me and you should do a song together on our new record, what do you guys think?" Andy said
"that would be awesome" jinxx, jake, CC and Ash shouted
i continued to blush as jinxx kissed my cheek
I guess i found my talent!!!
"oh hi lindsey, i didn't realise you were awake" jake laughed
"haha hi jake" i laughed.
"last night was so fun" He smirked
"It was really awesome, i guess you didnt get that drunk then since you already up and trying to get the others out of bed" i said
"I have a date with ella today so i didn't want to be as hungover as CC haha" jake said
"oh sounds awesome" i replied
"would you like something to eat" jake said
"im okay thanks jake" i smilled
Jinxx was still fast asleep on the couch and i really didnt want to wake him, he looked so cute when he was sleeping.
"ill go get dressed and ill help you clean up" i said to jake
"thank you lindsey" he laughed
i got up and looked around, the place was a mess. plastic cups and cans scattered around the floor and packets of crisps and other foods all around us. I ran upstairs and took a really quick shower, i got out washed my face and put on some fresh make up. i dried and straightened my hair and put on a clean shirt and pair of jeans.
As i walked downstairs ashley was laying on the floor, i shrugged and stepped over him. i grabbed a rubbish bag and started to put all the cups and cans into the bags, it didnt take too long as there was two of us doing it this time. i made Andy some coffee and grabbed a bar of chocolate to take up to him. i knocked on the door softly.
"Come in" he mumbled
"Andy, i brought you some coffee and a bar of chocolate, i thought you might need it" i said with a smile.
He quickly sat himself up and his smile grew
"thank you so much lindsey, you know me so well" he said stroking my cheek
"Well i am your biggest fan" i laughed
He gave me a big hug, it was so nice
"ill see you in a bit" i said heading towards the door and shutting it behind me, i went back down stairs as jinxx was still sleeping, i knelt down beside him and stroked his face until his eyes slowly opened. my smile instantly grew as i looked into his beautiful blue eyes.
"good morning" he said kissing my cheek
"morning" i giggled
"i love you so much" he whispered
"i love you too, do you want me to get you anything angel" i winked
"A glass of water would be great" i said whilst propping himself up on the couch. i grabbed him a glass of water and gave it to him.
"im just going to get my phone, ill be right back okay" i said
I started searching around the room from my phone, our room was extremely messy so it could be a while, i starting singing the chorus from saviour
"Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour, for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm"
By the time i had finished singing i had found my phone, i turned around i jumped as i saw jinxx standing at the door way, my whole body froze.
"You're really good, Lindsey" he said enthusiastically
"you think so" i said sounding surprised. oh my god, one of my idols just said im a good singer, i tried so hard to hide my happiness but by the look on my face, i wasnt doing a very good job of it.
"Come on i think you should sing for the guys and ill play guitar for you" jinxx said
"okay" i said nervously
All the guys were up now and sitting downstairs and jinxx ran downstairs, lent over the bannister at the top of the stairs to listen in on what he was saying
"Hey guys, i just overheard lindsey singing, she is really good and she has agreed to sing for you guys" Jinxx said happily. Jinxx called up downstairs,
"What are you going to sing" jinxx asked
"saviour" i replied. Jinxx grabbed a guitar and started to play, i sang..
"I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark
But now I know my wounds are sown because of who you are
I will take this burden on and become the holy one
But remember I am human and I'm bound to sing this song
So hear my voice,
Remind you not to bleed
I am here
Saviour! Will be thereWhen you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour, for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm
So here I write my lullaby, to all the lonely ones
Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love
So I can take this pen and teach you how to live
But what is left unsaid, the greatest gift I give.
So hear my voice
Remind you not to bleed
I am here
Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour for all that you do
So you live freely without their harm"
jinxx played the instrumental parts then i continued to sing
"Saviour! Will be there
When you are feeling alone, ohhh
A saviour for all that you do
So you may live freely without their harm
When I hear your criesPraying for lightI will be there.
When I hear your criesPraying for lifeI will be there!!!
I will be there!I will always be there!I will be there!"
When i had finished singing they all stood up and clapped,
"Jinxx was right, you really are amazing" andy said
"thank you so much" i blushed
"i think me and you should do a song together on our new record, what do you guys think?" Andy said
"that would be awesome" jinxx, jake, CC and Ash shouted
i continued to blush as jinxx kissed my cheek
I guess i found my talent!!!
I'm crying. :'(
10/21/14