Daddy's Little Princess (Andy Biersack love story)
Chapter forty six
"Who did you wrote that song for?" I looked up from my laptop screen to see my father with his hands in his pockets gazing at me dramatically.
I pulled of my reading glasses and shut the laptop leaning into the sofa. "For myself, for you and of course for Kellin; i broke up with him." I mumbled.
"And so did you do with me, if this is about Scout-"
I held up my hands shaking it to and fro. "It was at first." i admitted with a shrug. "But it was more about how i am in love with my father and that i can't be what you want me to do be, and that's not your daughter."
"What happened with 'i really don't care'?"
"I don't care dad," i whispered. "But what i should care about is me; i have been so blindsided by the fact that my father actually looked at me more than just a kid i did not see the bigger picture; i am a mess. A complete and utter mess. I was a virgin not three months ago, now i am having sex with two guys, i am considering to use the term slut as. I am done with Kellin cause he called out my mothers name during climax, i am done with you cause you never really loved me."
"That's not true and you know that Ana, i-" He stopped in the middle of his sentence and brushed his hair back with a heavy sigh. "You are my only one now. Your mother left cause honestly i think she was getting sick of me; and now you want to abandon me as well. What else do i have left you are gone?"
"I don't know." i scoffed. "A band, millions of fans, Scout, the hooker at the end of broad-way, how should i know. I am not a mind reader nor will i ever be, so don't ask me stupid questions i can't provide the answers to."
"Than fine, answer this for me than. Do you love me?"
"Of course i love you, you are my-"
"Not what i mean Ana, do you love me?"
I gulped hard trying to hold the tears in. "With all my heart."
"Than stay with me, be with me. and don't leave me God damn it."
"I can't do this now." shaking my head side to side. "I just cant."
"I want an answer by tomorrow night. " He twirled around and walked out of the Of Mice and Men bus. I breathed hard placing my small hands on my face covering from fear, sadness and more importantly heartache.
I pulled of my reading glasses and shut the laptop leaning into the sofa. "For myself, for you and of course for Kellin; i broke up with him." I mumbled.
"And so did you do with me, if this is about Scout-"
I held up my hands shaking it to and fro. "It was at first." i admitted with a shrug. "But it was more about how i am in love with my father and that i can't be what you want me to do be, and that's not your daughter."
"What happened with 'i really don't care'?"
"I don't care dad," i whispered. "But what i should care about is me; i have been so blindsided by the fact that my father actually looked at me more than just a kid i did not see the bigger picture; i am a mess. A complete and utter mess. I was a virgin not three months ago, now i am having sex with two guys, i am considering to use the term slut as. I am done with Kellin cause he called out my mothers name during climax, i am done with you cause you never really loved me."
"That's not true and you know that Ana, i-" He stopped in the middle of his sentence and brushed his hair back with a heavy sigh. "You are my only one now. Your mother left cause honestly i think she was getting sick of me; and now you want to abandon me as well. What else do i have left you are gone?"
"I don't know." i scoffed. "A band, millions of fans, Scout, the hooker at the end of broad-way, how should i know. I am not a mind reader nor will i ever be, so don't ask me stupid questions i can't provide the answers to."
"Than fine, answer this for me than. Do you love me?"
"Of course i love you, you are my-"
"Not what i mean Ana, do you love me?"
I gulped hard trying to hold the tears in. "With all my heart."
"Than stay with me, be with me. and don't leave me God damn it."
"I can't do this now." shaking my head side to side. "I just cant."
"I want an answer by tomorrow night. " He twirled around and walked out of the Of Mice and Men bus. I breathed hard placing my small hands on my face covering from fear, sadness and more importantly heartache.
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2/20/17