Daddy's Little Princess (Andy Biersack love story)
chapter 29
"Well boo freaking woo!" I hear someone yells, my eyes slowly flicker open seeing the room still dark. I turn to the clock seeing its just after 4, "I do not accept this, New- York, no!" Fuck dad, i am trying to sleep. No need to scream. i pull myself up from the bed flickering my eyes open and closed again. "No way in hell Juliet!" Mom? I slowly stood up opening my door, i peak into the hallway seeing the study's door cracked. "So your dream is more important than mine is that it? One opportunity you jump on it the second it lands on your lap?" What the hell are they talking about? I press my back against the wall trying to make noise. "My life is here, and you are being selfish now. So you are just thinking when your daughter is going to go to college we as well have to move! I am not going to stay in New-York, My family is here, my band is fucking here."
Oh.... Its sort of clear what they fighting about but its still a little foggy on the details. "Well fine." I hear the phone slamming hard. I gulp hard twirling to the door. I open it slowly giving a soft knock. "I woke you." Andy breathe. "I am so sorry."
"Yeah, i think the whole LA heard you dad." i joked placing my hands behind my back. "What's wrong?"
"Your mom are joining Hopeless records, in New-York and she is staying there." He sigh crashing in his seat, brushing his palm to his temple a few times.
"You're gonna make it work right dad?" i dread to think that my parents are-
"We are getting a divorce." You just completed my sentence.
"This is not just about New-York, this is about something else. Is it me?" I whimper slowly pulling my hand up to my throat, suddenly dry.
"What?" he looked up confused. "No baby, its not you. You're perfect." Perfect... i am perfect to him? Oh who am i kidding his my dad, he have to say it. "Come here."
I nod slowly walking to the edge of the desk sitting on it, Andy pushed the chair till he sat between my legs facing me. "I can't believe she can so selfish, she wants you to choose."
My eyes grew wide as i shook my head. "I am not choosing. Its unfair. I love you both, well you actually more than just my father, but i am not going to choose." Really Anna? you should really checked that with your brain before it went out of your mouth.
Andy's eyes narrowed and his brow arched as he licked his lips. "You have to choose." Ignoring what i just said.... oh?
"I am not choosing jack squad." Okay Ana, be a teenager and throw the biggest bitch fit ever. "I am going to fucking college in less than five months, i have more problems than an average teenager, got a mom, who's semi famous. Got a dad, who i am in love with but knowing that will never happen, when that happens i am assuming hell will freeze over," i push myself up walking to the door twirling around. "I have enough to worry about, choosing between my parents its not one of them."
"Ana wait." Andy breathe standing up. "I already had a fight with your mom, don't please i am begging you don't start one without finishing one. Don't be a coward like Juliet."
That threw me off guard. . "I am not a coward dad, i know how i feel. And if i want something, i get it. But you are not one of them and its fucking with my head, you wanna know how i feel," i ask with a pout. "Lemme break it down for ya shall i? Okay for six years i dreamed that i was not your daughter, not because you are a horrible father, its cause i am so in love with you. It hurt me," I took a breathe. "Physically, emotionally, mentally and not to mention its breaking me down piece by piece. But when my dream came true it literally blew up in my face, seeing i did not check the facts. Fact one; this." I point to him and than to me. "Will never happen. Fact two; I did not realize how much i wanted it till i got it, and now it slowly slipping out of my fingers. I am so frustrated, i am angry all the damn time. And now you pull this shit on me, telling me mom said i should choose between you two!" Tears bawling down my cheeks. "I am losing control, and i am afraid it will send me back to something that it will kill me. And i am sure this time that blade will not cut my wrist but it will my throat." Andy came towards me but i step back. "Leave me alone." i ran to my room locking the door.
I walk to my closet pulling out my gym bag, grabbing a few sleeping pills i popped into my mouth. I grab the shot of whiskey i stash in my bag drowning it with the pills. i slide down on the edge of my bed holding my head in my hands.
Oh.... Its sort of clear what they fighting about but its still a little foggy on the details. "Well fine." I hear the phone slamming hard. I gulp hard twirling to the door. I open it slowly giving a soft knock. "I woke you." Andy breathe. "I am so sorry."
"Yeah, i think the whole LA heard you dad." i joked placing my hands behind my back. "What's wrong?"
"Your mom are joining Hopeless records, in New-York and she is staying there." He sigh crashing in his seat, brushing his palm to his temple a few times.
"You're gonna make it work right dad?" i dread to think that my parents are-
"We are getting a divorce." You just completed my sentence.
"This is not just about New-York, this is about something else. Is it me?" I whimper slowly pulling my hand up to my throat, suddenly dry.
"What?" he looked up confused. "No baby, its not you. You're perfect." Perfect... i am perfect to him? Oh who am i kidding his my dad, he have to say it. "Come here."
I nod slowly walking to the edge of the desk sitting on it, Andy pushed the chair till he sat between my legs facing me. "I can't believe she can so selfish, she wants you to choose."
My eyes grew wide as i shook my head. "I am not choosing. Its unfair. I love you both, well you actually more than just my father, but i am not going to choose." Really Anna? you should really checked that with your brain before it went out of your mouth.
Andy's eyes narrowed and his brow arched as he licked his lips. "You have to choose." Ignoring what i just said.... oh?
"I am not choosing jack squad." Okay Ana, be a teenager and throw the biggest bitch fit ever. "I am going to fucking college in less than five months, i have more problems than an average teenager, got a mom, who's semi famous. Got a dad, who i am in love with but knowing that will never happen, when that happens i am assuming hell will freeze over," i push myself up walking to the door twirling around. "I have enough to worry about, choosing between my parents its not one of them."
"Ana wait." Andy breathe standing up. "I already had a fight with your mom, don't please i am begging you don't start one without finishing one. Don't be a coward like Juliet."
That threw me off guard. . "I am not a coward dad, i know how i feel. And if i want something, i get it. But you are not one of them and its fucking with my head, you wanna know how i feel," i ask with a pout. "Lemme break it down for ya shall i? Okay for six years i dreamed that i was not your daughter, not because you are a horrible father, its cause i am so in love with you. It hurt me," I took a breathe. "Physically, emotionally, mentally and not to mention its breaking me down piece by piece. But when my dream came true it literally blew up in my face, seeing i did not check the facts. Fact one; this." I point to him and than to me. "Will never happen. Fact two; I did not realize how much i wanted it till i got it, and now it slowly slipping out of my fingers. I am so frustrated, i am angry all the damn time. And now you pull this shit on me, telling me mom said i should choose between you two!" Tears bawling down my cheeks. "I am losing control, and i am afraid it will send me back to something that it will kill me. And i am sure this time that blade will not cut my wrist but it will my throat." Andy came towards me but i step back. "Leave me alone." i ran to my room locking the door.
I walk to my closet pulling out my gym bag, grabbing a few sleeping pills i popped into my mouth. I grab the shot of whiskey i stash in my bag drowning it with the pills. i slide down on the edge of my bed holding my head in my hands.
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2/20/17