What is love? It is a deep, tender, ineffable of affection and solicitude towards a person. I am in deeply tenderly and affectionately in love with my father. I mean everything he does sends a spark through my body.

Also: a feeling on intense desire towards a person whom one is disposed to make a pair: the emotion of sex and romance.

I knew as much about love as a pig knows about St. Valentines day. but as they say 'love burst out.. All over our bodies, like sweat. And I am afraid he Andy. My dad. Will see it.

"Anna are you awake?" I hear my mother call behind the red door.

"Almost!" I respond back with a soft rustle.

Yet another smile to please the rents.

I shamble out of my room through the hallway and down the stairs. My mother and father were sitting at the cobalt counter talking and laughing. "Morning."

"Slept well Princess?" Andy asks planting a wet kiss on my forehead that send me into a downward spiral yet again.

"I slept good dad." I respond with a soft smile and a heavy heart. "Mom," I turn to Juliet. "When are you going on your Wild Child world tour?"

She tugs her blonde hair behind her ear handing my dad a cup of coffee. "In a week. I still think you should go with."

A giggle escape my lips as I shook my head slowly. "Mom you know I would love to but finals is coming up."

"Its spring break Anastasia." She says with her brow arch. "Should I beg?"

"Please don't," I laugh grabbing the cup from my father hand. "I promised Gary I will spend all of my time with him."

"How is he doing by the way?" Andy inquires with a small smile that did not reach those sparkling blue eyes.

I supinate my head slowly. "The break up is uh you know going-" I am not sure how to say this. "-you know how breaks ups go dad."

"Yes he do." What does that mean mom?

"I smell pancakes!" A beam formed on my lips knowing who that is. "Oh and bacon."

"Hello uncle Christian." I mummer feeling a wet kiss on my cheek. "Coming home from a late night now in need of some refreshments?"

"Smart ass." CC sneer.

"That I am," I grimace pushing my black hair out of my countenance. "Dad would you mind dropping me off at Gary's?"

"Sure princess." He nods slowly. "CC we have to be at the studio by noon okay?"

"Sure." He smiles kissing Juliet on the cheek. "Mm you add syrup Jules?"

"Let me just get my jacket okay?"

"Okay." I whisper biting the inside of my check.

Andy's jaw bone clinched as CC lean into me with a huge grin. "Gonna bang?"

"No!" I bawl with laughter. "My friend enjoys dicks more than chicks."

"Anastasia." My dad's stern voice came through. "Language."

"Dad, come on." I snicker. "Its not a curse word."

"Stop being a dick." CC suggested with his arm around my neck. Right Ana?"

Both I and my mother burst from laughter. "Agree to disagree uncle CC."

Andy just gave me a look and walk down the hallway to the walk in coat closet. "What's got up in his ass?" CC asks with his brow arch.

"On part liquor one part old I guess." I answer before my mother could.

"Ready?" My dad ask pushing his arms into the leather's jackets sleeve.

"I am." I turn to CC giving him a soft kiss on the temple. He removes his grip from my neck as I jog around this counter to kiss my mom goodbye. "Love you."

"Love you to princess." She smiles continuing reading through her people magazine.

I honestly hate being around my father; it always give me the advantage to touch him or even just to look at him. Its creeping me out. "Anna?"

"Yes?" I buckled up pushing my feet up so my head can rest on my bare knees. Today is a bit hot so I decided to wear my black shorts and ripped black veil brides tank top.

"Don't you think this outfit you are wearing is," he stop dead in the middle of his sentence examining me as I sit awkwardly just gazing at him. He lick his lips as a revaluation came over him relaying he just checked out his daughter. For once I did not mind. "A bit to revealing?"

"Dad,you're joking right?"

"Do I look like I am joking Anastasia?"

I shrug biting my bottom lip. "You never look like you are joking," I look up into his blue eyes with a small smile. "I am just going to Gary's house. I mean come on his gay the man saw me naked and he did not even get a boner for heaven shake!" I should've checked that sentence with my brain before I let it out my big mouth.

Andy's eyes grew wide as mine narrowed. "You really should of thought that through Anna." My dads demanding voice came through that always leave me a bit wet down below.

"So..sorry. But he is not going to do anything. Gary has been my best friends since kindergarten, he barely can see straight led alone be straight."

My fathers face softens as his head nod slowly as an 'okay fine I will drop it'. "Glad to hear that. No one touches my princess." Not even you dad?

"Of course." I whisper reaching for the green button. I press it as Falling In Reverse 'alone' came on. I love this song. Kind of reminds me of well me.

My dad finally pulled the keys into the ignition and drove off. "The Kierang awards is coming up. You wanna be my date?"

"Love to." I respond instantly with a grin. "But you never let me go those kind of stuff. Led alone warped tour or your concerts, why the sudden change of heart?" Why dad?

Andy's finger tap softly on the steering wheel, his blue eyes not on my blues but on the road. "I don't like saying this but you are growing up. And if you want to go out and meet people I am not stopping you, but I will be there to kick someone's teeth in."

"Wait!" I laugh turning my entire body towards my hot father. "Is this what I think it is. I can date!?" Can I date you? Please say yes I can date you?

"Yes," he sighs. "But.."

"Why is there always a but?" I inquire with a small grunt.

"But I want to meet him, his family his friends and his friends friend's I am not sending you out with a boy who I don't know. He should be-"

"Like you?" Why did I just say that?

Andy turn to me and a small smirk came on his face. He turn back to the road. "I wish."

"What?"

"What?" He ask back. "I said nothing."

Uh yeah you did!!! "Okay. He should be?"

"He should respect you. And more importantly me."

"Can I go out with a band member?"

The car instantly stop sending me forward. I look up seeing we are in the middle of the high way. Cars racing by honking and people yelling. "Anastasia Juliet Biersack what the fuck did you just ask?"

Uh... "Can I go out with Ball Fender? He is a guy in my class." I laugh with so much nerves spreading through my body.

"Anna you haven't seen me mad yet; like pissed. So if you want to' please go out with a band member any one your choice and I will lock you in your room till you die!"

My eyes grew wide and so did my mouth. "Okay. Jeez."

He took once again a heavy sigh grabbing the packet of cigarettes in his leather jacket pocket. He place it between those god like lips lighting the smoke with his skull lighter. Breathing in the white smoke he starts the car again as he exhale the smoke out of his perfect nostrils. I gulp feeling my lips have become dry and the hair on my body rose. "Now. Should I come pick you up later?"

"No." I seethed gritting on my teeth turning my body to the window. Don't look at him Anna, you will explode.

"Don't be mad please," an electric shock wave crash through my body as I feel his hand on my bare leg rubbing it up and down to my thigh and yet again down to my knee. "I am just trying to-" He turn to me and quickly removes his hand from my leg. He saw my face expression. But which one. The sudden of lust or the aggravated scared emotion? "We are here."

I quickly remove the seat belt opening the door with so much might. For a moment I thought it was made from stone. "I will be home at eight."

Without saying goodbye I jog up to the door way of the Jackson's family house; my hand formed into a small fist knocking a few amount of times. I turn my head slowly seeing my dad still gazing through the open window.

The door opens and there stood my best friend. "Oh no." He breaths; his red locks scattered around his neck.

"Nice to see you too. I need beer."

"Well sugar why you still in the door way. Come in." I fall through the door way quickly catching my breath. Gary lift up his muscular arm waiving to my dad. A second of saluting to the man I am in love with he closed the door. "Something happened or is my spidey senses wrong?"

"You can say that."

"Luckily I am home alone so I can scream when you tell me your father made a move on you." He says dryly jumping off the step that leads to the living room. I cross my arms hugging my body tight as he turns around.

"Something like that."

"Oh my god!" He screech. "Tells!"

I lick my lips and nod starting from where the band member incident accrued.

Notes

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