We Don't Belong
chapter 46
Rose's POV:
Tonight, we are staying in a hotel. I'm actually more excited than I'm willing to admit, but after a whole summer of sharing a bathroom with five guys, and being cramped into a tiny bunk with my boyfriend, I'm more than ready for a decent hotel room. Hopefully accompanied with a queen sized bed.
The summer has gone be incredibly quickly, faster than anyone anticipated. And I must say, I am happy with how it played out. I met my favourite band, started dating my dream crush and my favourite singer, went on Warped tour, met crazed fans and bands. It was a dream come true. And I really don't want it to end.
Tonight, I also decided that I'm ready to take the next step with Andy, the man I love and trust more than anyone else in the world. We haven't actually had the whole, 'sex' talk yet, but Andy had promised me on several accounts that we don't have to do anything until I feel that I'm ready. That statement alone warms my heart, but also worries me, I know that he's more experienced than I am, but is it just me that we're waiting on?
That brings up anpther topic that we have yet to discuss, next year. This upcoming autumn, I begin university. And not just any university, my dream school, Juliard. I haven't talked to Andy about it yet, considering my acceptance letter came just last week. Juliard is a arts school, and they start officially begin the school year in mid October, which means I have more time to think over everything in my life. I want yo accept so badly, and I think I might, but what about Andy and I?
We already live in two different cities, both in the same stare at least, but it's still a drive aways. He's also in his twenties, and I'm barely eighteen. My parents will most defiantly not approve, and I'm pretty sure my brother will have a heart attack.
But I want us to work so badly. so badly that I may give up my future just so I can stay in the present.
the guys are on stage, and I'm cheering them on silently in the wings. Okay so maybe not silently. But it doesn't help that every time they perform, my inner fangirl comes out from hibernation and screams along with all of the other hormone crazed teens. It's in my nature, I started a fan, I'll end as a fan. only this time, Andy occasionally winks at me, or sometimes pulls me on stage with him. Making my knees weak and my wart flutter.
Move truly is the love of my life. And I wouldn't change a thing about him.
Notes
So everyone, I've got some news.
Im sad to say that We Don't Belong will be ending shortly, in A couple chapters to be exact. However, part 2 will be up very soon!
So I'm starting a poll of what you guys think the next book will be called.
hint: it's a BVB song from BVB IV
may the guessing begin!
P.s smut will be in the next chapter for sure ;)
This is so awesome! XD
3/6/15