We Don't Belong

Rose's POV:

I kept my eyes closed, trying to regain my breathing to its natural habits. It just seemed like my heart started to beat a little faster, and my breaths became a little shallower whenever I was around this man. This man that I was hopelessly in love with.

Andy's arms stayed tight around my waist, and he squeezed my hips in a comforting manor, making my heart flutter ever so slightly. The things he does to me.

After what seemed like hours, I shifted on his lap, attempting to remove myself from this awkward yet dangerous position. I didn't get far, however as Andy's arms gripped my waist, stopping me from squirming away.

"Everything alright?" He asked, looking down so he could gaze into my eyes.
I flushed under his intense gaze, "fine. I should, uh, probably go call my parents. Letting them know I'm safe, and you know, alive."

With that said, I jumped out of his arms, and leapt over to my forgotten bags. Rummaging around for my phone, a thought popped into my head. I would be staying here until tomorrow, when the bus arrived. Which means, staying under the same roof as Andy, the roof that happened to also be his own. And then, I would be stuck on a tour bus with him.

Intending to create as much distance as I could between Andy and I, I decided to call my parents outside. In truth, I didn't know why I was reacting so strongly to the kiss, maybe it was because I didm;t want to get hurt, and anything involving Andy would end in me getting hurt. Or maybe it was just that I wasn't ready. Ready to date someone basically six years older than me. Perhaps it was the idea that maybe he didn't want to date me at all, I was just a slut, or a whore, whichever word you prefer, and Andy wanted me for... that.

I need female advice, so I called Chloe.

Chloe: Heyyy sexy lady! Getting your frick on with Andy and in need of a break?

Her voice was so comforting, even though her words were somewhat demeaning. I broke either way, erupting in tears.

Chloe: Rose? Rosie sweetie? Are you okay? What happened? Do I need to kick someone's behind?

I stifled a laugh a her words. Always trying to make me laugh.

Chloe: Alright joking aside, what happened? Do you want me to come get you?
Rose: No! It's just, *sniffle* me and Andy... just kinda made out.
Chloe: Holy shit! Why did you take so long to tell me! Wait, why is that bad? Is he a terrible kisser?
Rose: No, actually he's pretty good. But, I'm just afraid of what it means. Does he like me? Is he using me for sex?
Chloe: As much as I would love to answer those questions, honey I can't. And you know I can't. The only person who can, is Andy. Talk to him. He's probably confused as fuck right now, wondering what the hell just happened. Go talk to him. Call me when you're done, alright?
Rose: Alright. Thanks Chloe, you're the best! Love you!
Chloe: Love you too Rosie. Call me!
Rose: I will!

For a couple minutes after getting off the phone, I just watched as cars went by, I didn't want to look like an entire wreck when I went inside. Taking deep, calming breaths, I opened the door again, and stepped through, letting it shut behind me.


Andy's POV:

What the fuck just happened?
One second, me and Rose were making out, and the next, she was out the door fighting off tears. I didn't want to be a creep or anything, but I couldn't help but follow her.

I was just about to walk outside when I heard sniffling and sobbing. And that honestly broke my heart, hearing such a beautiful girl like Rose sound so broken, because of me.

I didn't know what I did wrong though. We kissed, like the time on the bus, and that was that. Even still, it's not like the first time we'd been alone together, we went swimming and had the moment in the ocean, although something tell me that that didn't count.

"But, I'm just afraid of what it means. Does he like me? Is he using me for sex"

I froze as those words left her lips. How could she think that I didn't like her? And the fact that she thought I'd use her for sex just made me sick to my stomach. I would never want to hurt hr, and I needed to make sure she knew that.

"Alright. Thanks Chloe, you're the best! Love you! I will!"

Shit she was coming back in now.
I quickly made it back to the couch and gave her the warmest smile I had as she made her way back into the living room. She fiddled with her phone, and glanced shyly at her hands. How could I not like her? She was so adorable!

She hesitantly sat down beside me, but remained stiff and uncomfortable looking. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, before turning towards her and grasping her one of her hands.

Looking into her hazel eyes, I said, "Rose, is everything alright? Did I do something wrong or-"

I didn't get to finish that sentence as my lips were a bit occupied, with hers pressing against mine. It was the briefest touch of lips against lips, instantly leaving me craving more, but I had to take it slow with her, not wanting for her break down again.

I gave her a puzzled expression, and she smiled as her answer. Her breathtakingly beautiful smile. Then she took a big breath, and spoke.


Rose's POV:

Shortly after Andy started talking, I chose to let him off the hook and kiss him. I'm not going to lie, but I did it also because I missed the pressure of his lips as they moved against mine.

"Andy," I began softly, "I'm so sorry for how I reacted! I don't know what can ever me, and I feel really embarrassed about it now, but I just have to know one thing." Another deep breath, "is there anything here? Or are you just looking for, um, that." I felt my cheeks blaze under his intense gaze. I risked a glance up at him, and he did the last thing I expected him to do.

He burst out laughing.

That did not do anything to dilute the colour in my cheeks, and if anything, made them burn brighter. I felt foolish, and wanted to crawl into a hole and die.

I stood up, and was about to creep away when he grabbed my hand, and pulled me into his arms once more. Even though I was exceptionally embarrassed, there was no place I would rather be than in his arms.

"The reason I'm laughing," he began, trying to diffuse his laughing fit, "is because you are an idiot for thinking I would only want you for sex."
Oh, he doesn't want me for sex? Then is he just purposely leading me on?
"You should really stop thinking out loud," he teases as I hide my head into his arm in embarrassment.

"Hey, look at me," he tilts my head up so I'm staring directly into his crystalline pools.
"I don't want you for sex, I'm not trying to lead you on, and about having feeling for you, I would like to say that I do."

I think my heart just stopped for a moment there. I'm sorry but did he just say he has feelings for me? I must've heard wrong, or maybe I'm dead. Yup, most likely dead. I'm going with dead.

"You aren't dead."

Did I think out loud again?

"Yes, yes you did. But it's cute when you do it," he winks.

"But, do you feel anything for me?" Andy asks, hope filling his eyes.

Does he really think that I don't like him? I think he must've broken more than his ribs when he feel off of that platform.

I find myself nodding, and he sighs a sigh of relief, and smiles his wonderful smile.

"Please say it," he begs.
"I like you Andy. I've had feelings for you since the day we met," I say bravely.

He grins, and lans down and kisses me again, only this time, I'm not afraid.

Notes

Slightly confusing chapter, but a lot of shit happened

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