I am In Love With -A-killer
Chapter eight: A sign of faith
Three weeks later
Two days and we will move to LA. I am nervous yet so exciting. I went from band geek to the girl who married her Biology teacher. I must be the luckiest girl in the world but truth be told i am the most idiotic person in the world. To ditch college and raise two kids, to be a wife to a man who knows no boundaries.
My babies; Maxine Andrea and Conner Samuel Biersack is my life, yet these three weeks have been tough for I and Andy, i am actually surprised that he is still here. If i can count both of us had at least five hours of sleep these past few weeks. Its hard being a parent, the crying the throwing up and most importantly the strain it has on I and my husbands marriage.
I loved him, i still love him, though i curse him in my sleep, so nearly one are love and hate, the two most powerful and devastating emotions that control my thoughts. On the other hand i can't live without him but also i feel i can suffocate him in his sleep. Yet again i am not strong enough to kill the man i can't live without.
I and Andy had not had sex in a while, and the kids is not letting us either. But... i could go for a mindless fuck about now. And so does he. What i need now is six aspects of love.
Sheet ripping, sweat dripping, loud screaming, legs trembling, hair pulling and my favorite ass smacking. "Sam?" i instantly look up letting go of my lip. "Baby are you okay?"
My insides tighten as i nod slowly. "Fine." i whisper out of breath. I still remember how he grabbed my ass making me grind into him as i kiss him. I have to admit and so does the world, Andy Biersack is one hot piece of man.
He walks over to me rapping his arms around my neck, biting softly on my lip "If you bite my lip or neck, you better start talking your fucking clothes off," i whisper. "Just saying."
"You miss me don't you?" Andy purrs licking his lips instead of mine.
"Parts of you." i admit feeling my breast getting heavier and heavier.
"What do you want me to do with you Samantha," trailing his long finger down my red blouse.
"You really want to know?" He nods slowly. "Undress me with you teeth, find me with your tongue, press against my thighs, push me on the floor, drag your lips across my hips, taste my curves, bite me and talk very, very dirty." I am not sure why i said that, i am always shy when it comes to the bedroom, but living without sex is like living without pie, two of things that i can't live without.
"Not here," he breaths as i feel his erection pushing out, wanting to break free out of those black trousers. "Not now."
"We have to make time Andy, please." i plead kissing the shell of his ear. "Take me here."
"No." he groans pushing me away. "I have turned you bad Samantha."
"You just magnified it, and i just embraced it." i whimper.
Andy leans in with a heavy sigh. "I swear to God, i won't stop until you are shaking."
"What are you two doing in here?" Andy turned around as i just lower my head.
"Just talking." Andy states pushing his hair back, "lets go."
I am not even sure why i am here. For one this is really weird, seeing Jake, or as i used to call him Mr. Pitts invited i, Andy and the kids to a BBQ seeing its the fourth of July, meaning sparks flying. I am honestly not in the mood i have been hiding most of the time either in the kitchen helping out his girlfriend Ella or in the bathroom or better yet in the room where i am now checking on Max and Conner. But yet again here i go.
"I still can't believe this," Ella laughs sipping on a glass of wine as we sat outside in Jake's backyard. It is I, Ella, Andy, Jake, Ashley and Lauren. Lauren is Ashley's chick. I missed my sister, if she was here maybe it would be amazing but now? Am i and Andy the only married couple here?
"Me neither." I laugh pressing the fork in the steak.
"How is the sex?"
Almost choking on it i look up to see Ashley who ask that question. "Its is not sex that gives the pleasure but the lover." I respond with a tight smile. I need to be an adult, even though i hate it so much. "I could not agree more." Ella saluted
A few minutes of small talk later i, Ella and Lauren went into the kitchen. "Okay now they are out of the way, Sam come on. Tell me i am dying to know." Did i just made two friends?
"Uh, well." I shrug. "Awesome but i and Andrew did not had you know intercourse in a while."
"Is he kinky in the bedroom? he looks kinky." Lauren mummers with a huge grin.
"Lets just say he does not use the feather," i smirk sipping on my juice, "he takes the whole chicken."
The girls burst from laughter and so did i. "Now i want a chicken," Ella groans placing a straw berry in her mouth.
"You know," i breath leaning on the counter, "Ever since i and Andy came together i always thought 'man i hope i don't mess this up' because being the person i am that's how i do, i mess things up. But you know what i never thought? i never thought 'i hope this doesn't mess me up, buts its to late, i am already like him."
"Two kids yeah..." Not what i was referring to.
"Anticipation makes the hard-on-longer." I burst from laughter as Ella utter those words.
I feel Andy's arms around me as he kiss my cheek. "Jake said its okay Ella." he mummers.
"Awesome!" she yells.
"What is okay?" i ask confused.
"We are taking Max and Conner for the night so you can have a little private time." She wiggle her eyes brows.
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OMGGG THIS STORY IS JUST SO AMAZING !!! GREAT JOB *_*
10/1/18