I am In Love With -A-killer
Chapter twenty seven: Time for a wedding?
Morning broke or so it felt like, my body was sprawled over the bed and the sheets? How did the sheets end up in the middle of the bathroom doorway? Huh. I slowly pull myself up walking to the mirror. "Oh wow, you look like crap." I say to myself with laughter. "So... so crap." I lean in removing lipstick kiss on my cheek. Licking my lips i step back. "I am getting married... again. Well to the same guy." I whisper biting the inside of my cheek.
The quote came in my head as last night flooded back to me. A single tear came down my cheek as i recite what i thought. "I hate the way you talk to me and the you cut you hair. I hate they you drive me car; i hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much that it makes me sick. It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate the way you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little, not even at all." My reflection broke into to tears as i wipe them away once more. "You can do it."
"You can." I turn my head seeing my mother and father in the door way. "And i will be there to catch you, even if you don't fall." There i burst into sobs running to my mommy and to my daddy. "Shh, angel we are here no and this time we are not going anywhere." My dad whispers caressing my set of now brown hair. I dyed it back last night? I don't even know how? Or who did it.
I step back sniffing like a baby in need of his bottle. " Dad would you please make the happiest girl int he world and walk me down the aisle."
"I would love to my-"
Screaming cut my father of as my sister and best friend came running it. "We have so much to do!" Danny yells placing the red bag on the bag, assuming that is my wedding dress? I have no idea.
"Oh hush girls." Amy stood dead in her tracks and her eyes began to water. "This must be-"
"Yeah." i nod instantly.
"I am so glad you changed your mind." Amy hug both of my mom and dad and pulled them outside. Danny closed the door and locked it. "I am going to fuck you up so bad you are going to push that queen out of her throne in England."
"Okay, no." i laugh grabbing the chair. "Hey what happen last night?"
Danny turn to my sister and my sister to her. "Nothing...." Both say with narrowed eyes. "nothing at all."
"I know you are lying but whatever," i state."You gonna fuck me up now or what?"
Andy's point of view
"You getting married! again." Ashley chuckles patting me on the shoulder as i gaze at my reflection, i straiten my bow tie seeing every detail is perfect; my ferrecci tail-black tuxedo sitting just right on my body, a small smirk came on my face as i pop the collar right. My hair gelled back as i place my hands in my pockets. "I am ready."
Samantha's point of view
My hair was pinned back into high bun with white bobby pins sticking out, i clip the white veil on my hair and sighed: How did he know? How did Andy know i wanted a Vera Wang wedding dress? The silk strapless ball gown ground floor fitting me like a glove' the black upper chest piece flowing down the white. I brush my fringe back placing my hands behind my back. "I am ready."
I came out of the bathroom seeing my best friend and sister with huge smiles gazing at their reflection. I did not even chose the the damn bridesmaid dresses. But sure enough they looked amazing in their red low cut v-neck dress that hang just under their ankles, and no not heels but black combat boots. A slight chuckle escape my lips as they turned around. "Love it."
A gasp escape my best friends mouth as my sister burst into tears. "You...you... no!" she sobs running up to me hugging me tight. "Oh my god i am ruining my make up."
"You are, that's why i am not crying." I state.
"Oh honey," i look the door way seeing my mother and Amy with huge smiles, My daughter came in with Kellin, wearing a dress just like mine, expect with combat boots.
"You look amazing Max." She held out her small hands to me as she played with my fingers. "You gonna stay with grams for a while okay, and when me and daddy come back we are moving to the ocean, seeing you are mommy's girl you will love the ocean.
"We should get going." I nod and walked out of the apartment.
My lungs gave out as i stood in front of the two huge wooden doors, this was so much easier in Mexico, no people eyeing us. Nothing it was just i and Andy, but now? It is gonna feel like the eye of Soran will be on me. "You look beautiful baby girl."
"i can do this right? i am afraid i will trip. Or worse!" i bellow softly. "Laugh." There i actually began to laugh. "Oh god."
"Do what you do best. Be yourself." The doors open as Juliet walked first than my maid of honer Danny. I peek through the cracks seeing Andy and three men, Ashley, Danny and wow. Erin? No way. "One step after another, and remember keep your eye on on the prize."
"yes sir." I hear the bells chime and the door opens once again, this time everyone stood. "Why is everyone standing?" i ask my father with a tight smile.
"Cause here comes the bride." He chuckles as i took one step after another. "You got it baby girl, one step, and another."
"I am doing good right dad?" i turn to him with a sadden expression.
"You are doing it amazing." i nod with a satisfying smile. I turn my head to see Andy with a small smile and there it seemed like everyone vanished and it was only him and me on the beach in Mexico. One last step my father stood between us. He place Andy's hands on mine as he cup both of hands softly he bend down and kissed it. He step back as i turn to my husband and he to me.
"You look breathtaking." Andy whispers.
"Thank you. So do you."
"We are gathered here to day, to witness this man and this woman-" yet again i zoned out seeing all the people in their seats. Alex? huh. Taylor, Kellin, Chris, my family, my uncles, Andy's friend. Austin... Christian, Jeremy. oh dear Jeremy. Jake. Amber. The rest was just a blur.
"You have prepared your own vows?" This time i was ready. "The rings." Danny and Ashley step foot forward handing the priest the rings. He placed it on the bible and mummer some mambo jumbo doing weird stuff with his hands and hand. "Samantha."
Oh right. " The feeling hit me the moment we made eye contact in class. It was immediate and powerful- far deeper and inexplicably beyond calculation of time and place. You don't describe a feeling like that. You also can't replicate it or force it. You just let it flow in and around you. You go whatever it takes you. Andrew you are my lover, my teacher, you are my model, and my accomplice, and you are my true counterpart. I will love you, hold you and honor you, i will respect you, encourage you and cherish you in health and sickness, through sorrow and success, for all the days of my life." Tears were drowning me and so it did Andy seeing i have never seen him cry so dramatically and with motion.
"Andrew." The priest say.
"Samantha, i love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in another person. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look in your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I never felt this before, and i like who i am because of it. There is not another soul on the planet who's ever made half the person i am when i am with you. I am forever changed cause of who you are and what you've meant to me. When i say i love you, its not because i want you, or because i can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And i understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You are one hell of a woman. You're the one. And you are mine. Only mine."
Oh dear god.... I could not breathe. My tears are choking me. "Repeat after me. With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
Andrew slip another ring on my finger as he look up to me. "With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
I did the same sliding the ring in with tears in my eyes. "With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
"Andrew Dennis will you take Samantha as your wife and companion?"
"Three letters, one word. yes."
"Samantha Jane will you take Andrew as your husband and companion."
"One word, three letters. "yes."
"In the power invested in me and the state of Seattle, You may kiss your bride." A small smile came on his face as he press his lips to mine softly.
"Mine."
"Yours."
The quote came in my head as last night flooded back to me. A single tear came down my cheek as i recite what i thought. "I hate the way you talk to me and the you cut you hair. I hate they you drive me car; i hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much that it makes me sick. It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate the way you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly i hate the way i don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little, not even at all." My reflection broke into to tears as i wipe them away once more. "You can do it."
"You can." I turn my head seeing my mother and father in the door way. "And i will be there to catch you, even if you don't fall." There i burst into sobs running to my mommy and to my daddy. "Shh, angel we are here no and this time we are not going anywhere." My dad whispers caressing my set of now brown hair. I dyed it back last night? I don't even know how? Or who did it.
I step back sniffing like a baby in need of his bottle. " Dad would you please make the happiest girl int he world and walk me down the aisle."
"I would love to my-"
Screaming cut my father of as my sister and best friend came running it. "We have so much to do!" Danny yells placing the red bag on the bag, assuming that is my wedding dress? I have no idea.
"Oh hush girls." Amy stood dead in her tracks and her eyes began to water. "This must be-"
"Yeah." i nod instantly.
"I am so glad you changed your mind." Amy hug both of my mom and dad and pulled them outside. Danny closed the door and locked it. "I am going to fuck you up so bad you are going to push that queen out of her throne in England."
"Okay, no." i laugh grabbing the chair. "Hey what happen last night?"
Danny turn to my sister and my sister to her. "Nothing...." Both say with narrowed eyes. "nothing at all."
"I know you are lying but whatever," i state."You gonna fuck me up now or what?"
Andy's point of view
"You getting married! again." Ashley chuckles patting me on the shoulder as i gaze at my reflection, i straiten my bow tie seeing every detail is perfect; my ferrecci tail-black tuxedo sitting just right on my body, a small smirk came on my face as i pop the collar right. My hair gelled back as i place my hands in my pockets. "I am ready."
Samantha's point of view
My hair was pinned back into high bun with white bobby pins sticking out, i clip the white veil on my hair and sighed: How did he know? How did Andy know i wanted a Vera Wang wedding dress? The silk strapless ball gown ground floor fitting me like a glove' the black upper chest piece flowing down the white. I brush my fringe back placing my hands behind my back. "I am ready."
I came out of the bathroom seeing my best friend and sister with huge smiles gazing at their reflection. I did not even chose the the damn bridesmaid dresses. But sure enough they looked amazing in their red low cut v-neck dress that hang just under their ankles, and no not heels but black combat boots. A slight chuckle escape my lips as they turned around. "Love it."
A gasp escape my best friends mouth as my sister burst into tears. "You...you... no!" she sobs running up to me hugging me tight. "Oh my god i am ruining my make up."
"You are, that's why i am not crying." I state.
"Oh honey," i look the door way seeing my mother and Amy with huge smiles, My daughter came in with Kellin, wearing a dress just like mine, expect with combat boots.
"You look amazing Max." She held out her small hands to me as she played with my fingers. "You gonna stay with grams for a while okay, and when me and daddy come back we are moving to the ocean, seeing you are mommy's girl you will love the ocean.
"We should get going." I nod and walked out of the apartment.
My lungs gave out as i stood in front of the two huge wooden doors, this was so much easier in Mexico, no people eyeing us. Nothing it was just i and Andy, but now? It is gonna feel like the eye of Soran will be on me. "You look beautiful baby girl."
"i can do this right? i am afraid i will trip. Or worse!" i bellow softly. "Laugh." There i actually began to laugh. "Oh god."
"Do what you do best. Be yourself." The doors open as Juliet walked first than my maid of honer Danny. I peek through the cracks seeing Andy and three men, Ashley, Danny and wow. Erin? No way. "One step after another, and remember keep your eye on on the prize."
"yes sir." I hear the bells chime and the door opens once again, this time everyone stood. "Why is everyone standing?" i ask my father with a tight smile.
"Cause here comes the bride." He chuckles as i took one step after another. "You got it baby girl, one step, and another."
"I am doing good right dad?" i turn to him with a sadden expression.
"You are doing it amazing." i nod with a satisfying smile. I turn my head to see Andy with a small smile and there it seemed like everyone vanished and it was only him and me on the beach in Mexico. One last step my father stood between us. He place Andy's hands on mine as he cup both of hands softly he bend down and kissed it. He step back as i turn to my husband and he to me.
"You look breathtaking." Andy whispers.
"Thank you. So do you."
"We are gathered here to day, to witness this man and this woman-" yet again i zoned out seeing all the people in their seats. Alex? huh. Taylor, Kellin, Chris, my family, my uncles, Andy's friend. Austin... Christian, Jeremy. oh dear Jeremy. Jake. Amber. The rest was just a blur.
"You have prepared your own vows?" This time i was ready. "The rings." Danny and Ashley step foot forward handing the priest the rings. He placed it on the bible and mummer some mambo jumbo doing weird stuff with his hands and hand. "Samantha."
Oh right. " The feeling hit me the moment we made eye contact in class. It was immediate and powerful- far deeper and inexplicably beyond calculation of time and place. You don't describe a feeling like that. You also can't replicate it or force it. You just let it flow in and around you. You go whatever it takes you. Andrew you are my lover, my teacher, you are my model, and my accomplice, and you are my true counterpart. I will love you, hold you and honor you, i will respect you, encourage you and cherish you in health and sickness, through sorrow and success, for all the days of my life." Tears were drowning me and so it did Andy seeing i have never seen him cry so dramatically and with motion.
"Andrew." The priest say.
"Samantha, i love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in another person. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look in your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I never felt this before, and i like who i am because of it. There is not another soul on the planet who's ever made half the person i am when i am with you. I am forever changed cause of who you are and what you've meant to me. When i say i love you, its not because i want you, or because i can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And i understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You are one hell of a woman. You're the one. And you are mine. Only mine."
Oh dear god.... I could not breathe. My tears are choking me. "Repeat after me. With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
Andrew slip another ring on my finger as he look up to me. "With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
I did the same sliding the ring in with tears in my eyes. "With this ring i vow in front of God that i will love you and care for you till the day i took my last breathe."
"Andrew Dennis will you take Samantha as your wife and companion?"
"Three letters, one word. yes."
"Samantha Jane will you take Andrew as your husband and companion."
"One word, three letters. "yes."
"In the power invested in me and the state of Seattle, You may kiss your bride." A small smile came on his face as he press his lips to mine softly.
"Mine."
"Yours."
Notes
Hey guys so i actually typed my fingers to the bone. I worked really hard on this chapter and its a fucking long chapter so i hope you like it and i would love some feedback and what you think off please. I would love to hear from ya.
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10/1/18