Black Veil Brides: C.C.
Chapter Ten
MICHELLE'S POV-------
We returned from the hospital and I went back to my room with Sammi and CC. Jinxx went back his room to chill and talk. When I got inside, I went over to the bed and plopped down on it. CC came over and wrapped his arms around me. I turned to face him and kissed him.
Then he said," Happy one month babe."
I smiled and kissed him again.
"I was gonna save this till later, but plans for tonight have been reconsidered, since it involves alcohol. That was Ashley's plan." CC said, and he got up and went to his room. Sammi went into the other room so she wouldn't disturb me and CC.
He came back a few minutes later. I stood up, but it wasn't just CC who came inside, it was everyone else too. Sammi came back out and stood next to Jinxx.
CC walked over to me and took my hands in his. He smiled at me. He got down on one knee and said," Michelle, will you marry me?" I smiled at him.
"YES!!!" I yelled and I kissed him. He broke away and put the ring on my finger, then we continued to kiss. I jumped up and CC caught me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him some more. He spun me around and set me down. I looked at everyone. They looked happy. I was engaged!? It was crazy to think about. Everyone congratulated us. I just couldn't stay away from CC. He was going to be an amazing father and husband.
The next day, we were driving towards the venue for the first show. We arrived and went inside. There were so many fans. Sammi didn't come because she wasn't feeling up to it, and I understood. I sat and watched the guys fool around while they were doing their makeup. I looked down at my finger, still amazed that I was engaged. CC and I were going to get married in nine months, after the baby came, and before the tour was over so we could announce our marriage to the fans. Tonight, CC was announcing our engagement, and the pregnancy.
I was going to stand on the side stage this time. In five minutes, it was time for the guys to go onstage. I kissed CC and wished him luck. He ran to the drums, and everyone else ran out after him. Andy once again took his sweet time. Once he was onstage, they started playing Fallen Angels. After that, CC went to the microphone, Andy handed it to him.
"I have a big surprise for all you awesome motherfuckers tonight." CC said, and everyone cheered. "Michelle, come over here," CC said, and I walked over. "This beautiful woman right here is engaged to me, and she's pregnant. I couldnt be happier than I am right now, with her by my side. I love you Michelle. And for all you motherfuckers who don't like it, can kiss my ass." CC was just about to kiss me, when we both got punched. I was hit in the stomach, CC was hit in the chest. I fell over clutching my stomach. I worried if the baby was okay. CC helped me up. He was fine, but I wasn't. He could continue the show. I was escorted to the couch backstage and sat down. I didn't feel good. Jon was sitting next to me. I didn't want to go to the hospital just yet. I didn't want to pull CC out of the show again.
When they finished, CC ran over to me, picked me up and carried me to the bus. Everyone else followed and we were rushed to the hospital. We arrived. I felt like I was letting everyone down with all this. I was admitted and the doctor took an ultra sound. I braced myself for the worst.
"Miss Fields, the reports came back. I'm sorry to say that you have lost the baby." the doctor said. I looked at CC. I felt tears running down my face. I let CC down. He wanted this child and I lost it.
"CC.." I said," I've let you down. I lost the baby. I don't eve-"
"You let me down? Babe, the thought of you letting me down, it's just... ridiculous. I love you no matter what happens. I couldn't possibly let the thought of you letting me down control me. I love you. I know, the thought of you being a mother at eighteen because of a drunken night scares you, and it scares me too that you're scared. What if one day you just decide to give up? What would happen then? I would be by myself with a child who had no mother growing up. I can't stand the thought of that." CC said. I was crying more now. He hugged me and helped me out of the bed. We left and I kept thinking about what the next day would be like, doing an interview with Bryan Stars next to Andy and CC.
We returned from the hospital and I went back to my room with Sammi and CC. Jinxx went back his room to chill and talk. When I got inside, I went over to the bed and plopped down on it. CC came over and wrapped his arms around me. I turned to face him and kissed him.
Then he said," Happy one month babe."
I smiled and kissed him again.
"I was gonna save this till later, but plans for tonight have been reconsidered, since it involves alcohol. That was Ashley's plan." CC said, and he got up and went to his room. Sammi went into the other room so she wouldn't disturb me and CC.
He came back a few minutes later. I stood up, but it wasn't just CC who came inside, it was everyone else too. Sammi came back out and stood next to Jinxx.
CC walked over to me and took my hands in his. He smiled at me. He got down on one knee and said," Michelle, will you marry me?" I smiled at him.
"YES!!!" I yelled and I kissed him. He broke away and put the ring on my finger, then we continued to kiss. I jumped up and CC caught me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him some more. He spun me around and set me down. I looked at everyone. They looked happy. I was engaged!? It was crazy to think about. Everyone congratulated us. I just couldn't stay away from CC. He was going to be an amazing father and husband.
The next day, we were driving towards the venue for the first show. We arrived and went inside. There were so many fans. Sammi didn't come because she wasn't feeling up to it, and I understood. I sat and watched the guys fool around while they were doing their makeup. I looked down at my finger, still amazed that I was engaged. CC and I were going to get married in nine months, after the baby came, and before the tour was over so we could announce our marriage to the fans. Tonight, CC was announcing our engagement, and the pregnancy.
I was going to stand on the side stage this time. In five minutes, it was time for the guys to go onstage. I kissed CC and wished him luck. He ran to the drums, and everyone else ran out after him. Andy once again took his sweet time. Once he was onstage, they started playing Fallen Angels. After that, CC went to the microphone, Andy handed it to him.
"I have a big surprise for all you awesome motherfuckers tonight." CC said, and everyone cheered. "Michelle, come over here," CC said, and I walked over. "This beautiful woman right here is engaged to me, and she's pregnant. I couldnt be happier than I am right now, with her by my side. I love you Michelle. And for all you motherfuckers who don't like it, can kiss my ass." CC was just about to kiss me, when we both got punched. I was hit in the stomach, CC was hit in the chest. I fell over clutching my stomach. I worried if the baby was okay. CC helped me up. He was fine, but I wasn't. He could continue the show. I was escorted to the couch backstage and sat down. I didn't feel good. Jon was sitting next to me. I didn't want to go to the hospital just yet. I didn't want to pull CC out of the show again.
When they finished, CC ran over to me, picked me up and carried me to the bus. Everyone else followed and we were rushed to the hospital. We arrived. I felt like I was letting everyone down with all this. I was admitted and the doctor took an ultra sound. I braced myself for the worst.
"Miss Fields, the reports came back. I'm sorry to say that you have lost the baby." the doctor said. I looked at CC. I felt tears running down my face. I let CC down. He wanted this child and I lost it.
"CC.." I said," I've let you down. I lost the baby. I don't eve-"
"You let me down? Babe, the thought of you letting me down, it's just... ridiculous. I love you no matter what happens. I couldn't possibly let the thought of you letting me down control me. I love you. I know, the thought of you being a mother at eighteen because of a drunken night scares you, and it scares me too that you're scared. What if one day you just decide to give up? What would happen then? I would be by myself with a child who had no mother growing up. I can't stand the thought of that." CC said. I was crying more now. He hugged me and helped me out of the bed. We left and I kept thinking about what the next day would be like, doing an interview with Bryan Stars next to Andy and CC.
6/7/13