All I Need Is Your Love

Well now I'm home by myself. It's the first time they left me here by myself. I'm kinda scared of how the day will go. My phone began to go off it was Cc.
"Once I get back wanna go see a move?(:"
I replied "Sure(:"
I haven't even used this phone since Jinxx has given it to me. I haven't been on facebook in awhile so I guess I might as well check it. Hmm 5 messages. Who would want to talk to me in the first place? Two messages from Steve Murphy. Ugh I don't want to talk to that piece of shit. I read his first message. "You're a fucking whore and will never get anywhere in life. Why don't you just go work on 4th street already? Everybody already knows you slept with everyone at your school." Tears began to form in the back of my eyes. I began to read the second one. "Your mother's funeral is on the 30th. I don't expect to be seeing you there." That's a couple of days from now. I looked at my other messages. One from Britney. "You're lucky you got a way. I wasn't done with you yet. You're such a stupid whore. Go kill yourself already. Nobody wants you here anyways." Oh Britney you should already know that I know people don't want me around. Now time to read Justin's message. "Really? taking off after we had just got started? You're so pathetic no wonder why nobody loves you. Nobody will ever love you. You're unlovable." I had tears streaming down my face. Their right. Nobody loves me. They don't want me here. I've been nothing but trouble. The last message was from some random guy. "I saw you on fourth street last night. I asked how much and you said free. Girl nobody wants you even if you are working the corner for free. Just disappear already. Nobody would miss you." That's it I'm done with this stupid life. I can't take it anymore. I dropped my phone on the ground and ran to my bathroom.
(Self harm coming up please skip if triggered easily)
I rummage through my draws looking for my razors. I couldn't find them but I remembered where I kept them. I rushed over there. I pulled out a pink box I kept under my bed. I pulled out a small pouch that contained my blades. I walk back inside my bathroom and I lock the door. I looked at my old friend the razor. One cut lead to two. Two lead to four and Four onto eight and so on. I began to cut deeper and deeper. Blood started dripping. I began cutting on my legs deeper then what I did on my wrist. I had blood running down my leg. I soon collapsed and passed out.
-Ashley's pov-
After practice we went home and Jinxx said he would cook dinner. The only light on in the house was Ana's room. I wanted to tell her something. Something that means a lot to me. I knock on her door but I got no answer. That's odd she always answers me. I opened her door and found her phone on the ground. I picked it up hoping it would give me a clue to where she was. Her facebook messages were I open. I read all of them I began to freak out. I looked over to her bathroom door and blood began to seep out under the door. "Andy! call 911!" I shouted as loud as possible. The guys ran up stairs into Ana's room as I busted down her bathroom door. There was blood everywhere. I checked to see of she had a pulse. There was barely one there. I put pressure on her cuts. "Ana please stay with me. please I'm begging you" I cried out. Soon the medics were here and took her away. I followed behind the ambulance. They took her into the emergency room. The doctors wouldn't let me see her. We all sat in the waiting room to hear news. A doctor walked out "Ashley Purdy?" I jumped up and walked over to him. "Is she okay?"
"She lost a lot of blood and were looking for donors-" "check my blood type" I interupted. I need Ana to live. The doctor took me the back. "We need A positive blood" The doctor took a sample. "Isn't that a common blood type though?" "Yes but people don't donate like they used to. I'll be back with the results" The doctor got up and left the room only to return shortly. "Ashley, we're sorry but your blood type doesn't match hers." I got up and stormed out of the office. "You guys please go check what blood type you are" I begged the guys. The doctor did all of there blood testing. "Jinxx, Cc and Jake you guys don't match. Andy you're the only one who does." "Okay I'll donate my blood to her" I sighed in relief when Andy matched her blood type. "alright let's go Mr. Biersack"
-Andy's pov-
The doctor said I was the only one who matched her blood type. Ashley began calming down when I said I would give her my blood. The doctor had me follow him into Ana's room. I wanted to cry but I knew I had to stay strong for her. it's just seeing her hooked up to all of these machines kills me. The nurse hooked me up to a machine and took my blood.
-Ashley's pov-
Andy came back to the waiting room looking like he just saw a ghost. "Did you see her?" He nodded yes. After that he began ignoring everyone. I sat there in silence till the doctor entered. "Ashley" he paused "She wants to see you." I jumped up and ran to her room. "Ashley" I heard a weak voice "I'm here babe" she gave a small smile. Did I just call her babe? "Why did you guys save me? I'm just messing everything up for you." I was shocked when she said that. "Ana you mean the world to me. It would kill me if I lost you." She smiled up at me. I scooted a chair closer up to her and I grabbed her hand. "Ana please don't scare me like this again"
"I won't" I kissed her cheek. She went to sleep. The doctor entered the room. "She'll be able to leave tomorrow. For now we just need to make sure her body accepts Andy's blood." He left and the other guys walked in. Jinxx was nearly in tears. Andy was being a big baby in the corner. The room was silent the rest of the night.
-The next day-
"Ana wake up you get to go home" I said waking her up with a dorky smile on my face. "Jeez won't let me sleep any longer?"
"You were asleep the whole night. Come on I got a surprise for you." I kept rushing her to get up and out of the hospital bed.
Finally we were home again. "Okay Ash what's my surprise?" "you'll see" I covered her eyes and helped her walk up stairs to my room. "Let me open the door" I opened the door and the cutest little puppy came running out and started jumping on Ana.
-Ana's pov-
"Oh my gosh Ashley! She's so cute. What's her name?" I said looking up with a smile on my face. "Her name is Shelbey" "Thats a cute name Ash. I love her already" Andy came up stairs. "Oh whose the cute puppy." Andy said as Shelbey ran to him. "Can I play fetch with Shelbey?" "Go ahead Andy" I said smiling. Andy took off with Shelbey. Ashley pulled me to him and kissed me as we started backing up into his room. "Ana I want you I've wanted you since I first met you." "Ash-" he continued kissing me. Little did he know I wanted to be with him. We fall over on to the bed and Ashley climbs on top tracing my curves with his fingers. I break the kiss so I can take his shirt off. Oh my... he's so gorgeous. I run my hand down his chest. I began to kiss him and I rolled over so I was on top. He begins taking my shirt off and I resumed kissing him once my shirt was flung somewhere in the room. I want him. I want Ashley. I felt his hands slide up my back going to unhook my bra. Once he got it off he flipped me so I was being the recessive one. He took my bra and used it to tie my hands up. Soon enough he was taking my pants off then his. He started kissing down my neck till found my sweet spot. A little moan escapes my lips. Ashley chuckled and bit my sweet spot causing me to let out a louder moan. Ashley took my spongebob underwear off and flung it across the room. He started kissing me deep and passionately. He put one finger
in me then soon went to two. He took off his boxers and started teasing me at my entrance. "Oh come on Ashley" I said between breaths. He entered slowly and then started picking up spead. At first it hurt. I didn't expect him to be as big as he was. I began to moan louder and louder. Ashleyy grunting was get louder and louder. We both climaxed at the same. A knock came from the door. "Hey next time can you guy be a little quieter" it was Jake. Ashley laughed. "you were great babe" I smiled up at him still trying to catch my breath. We both got dress and went to join everybody for dinner. Jinxx and Andy weren't talking which is odd since their both always telling some kind of story. After dinner me and Ashley went up to my room to watch 'Nightmare Before Christmas'. "I love this movie" I say cuddling up to Ashley. He pulls me in closer. "Ana" he pauses "Will you be my girlfriend?" I looked up at him smiling. "Of course I will." I kissed him.

Notes

Well I don't know but feedback always welcome.