All I Need Is Your Love

I haven't seen Ashley in two days so Andy is driving me home. Andy's been the only one to stay with me the last few days I've been in the hospital. Yeah Jinxx and them have visited me but they weren't there day and night like Andy was. He was there for all of my weird dreams about Ashley cheating on me with Britney. He was there the moment my daughter was born. I don't think Ashley wants much to do with her. I don't even think he wants anything to do with me.
"Azalea boo you ready to go home?" I asked her in a baby voice. She gave me her cute little small smile. Andy took her for awhile so I can grab her diaper bag. "Andy where has Ashley been?" He looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. "We don't know. There's whisky bottles all over your guy's room but Ashley isn't there. We've been calling him but he ignores every call." I looked down. I seriously don't get what's up with him. "Oh I guess we should get her home." Andy pulled me into a hug. "Ana, I'm so sorry" I didn't say anything back I just walked out to the car. Andy put Azalea in the back of the car and we drove home. "Welcome home Azalea and Ana!" Everyone shouted. I looked around to see if Ashley was welcoming me home but he wasn't. I grabbed Azalea in her carseat and carried her upstairs to her nursery. The nursery I was the one who put most of it together. I layed her down and sat in the rocking chair and just started crying. Why does he have to do this now? If he didn't want to be with me, he didn't have to marry me. He could have just told me. I would have understand. I left the nursery quietly amd went across the hall to what was mine and Ashley's room. Andy meant it when he said there was whisky bottles all over the place. I grabbed some clothes and a cover and went back to Azalea's room.

I froze and dropped everything. Ashley was standing there, drunk in his daughter's room. "Ashley you're drunk get out of here." I said with a bitter tone. He looked up at me. "Damn girl can't I just see my daughter. Gosh you nag a lot" tears began to form in my eyes again. All I do anymore is cry. I don't cry in front of Azalea though but I do know that I am crying on the inside. "Ashley, leave now! You're drunk and my daughter is in this room" I grabbed him by his arm and dragged him out of the room. "Oh now she's just your daughter? What happened to when she was our daughter?" "Ashley you left me in the hospital alone! You just left! Nobody has heard from you in the last couple of days! You couldn't even pull yourself together to come and visit me and Azalea!" He stared at me. I turned around and walked back to Azalea. She was crying from the yelling. "Shh it will all be okay my Azalea. Mommy will never let anything happen to you. I promise you that." I sung her a nursery rhyme and she fell back asleep. Ashley walked back in the room. "Ashley get out for the last time your drunk" I said calmly and quietly not to wake the baby up. "Ana we need to talk" I got up and left the room. "I mean outside the house" ugh he could of just said let's go for a walk. "Andy can you keep an eye on Azalea?" He looked up and saw that I was beyond mad. "Yeah sure thing." I walked outside.
"What the hell do you want Ashley? I'm beyond mad at you. You just left like we meant nothing to you. Ashley be honest, did you only marry me because I was having your kid?" He didn't even look at me. "Exactly my point" I stormed back inside the house. I went straight to Azalea's room. Andy was in there holding her. He's been more of a father then Ashley. I closed the door and Andy looked up. "Ana, you look like you're about to cry." I looked up at him and walked to him sitting on the ground next to him. "Andy I don't know what to do. Ashley doesn't want to be married to me. He doesn't love me. He only married me cause I'm had his child." He sighed. "Ana I honestly thought he did. He acted like you were the love of his life. I think he did love you but only for awhile till the feelings subsided" I began cry. "I knew he only wanted to marry me cause I was pregnant. This is all a horrible nightmare."
"I'm not sure if he does love you or not. I just don't know. I'm tired of seeing you hurt like this. I want you to be happy." Did I make the wrong decision with marrying Ashley? Andy stood up and walked to Azalea's crib."Ana can I tell you something?" I looked up at him as he layed Azalea down. He sat next to me on the floor. "What is it?" He wrapped his arms around me. "Ana I loved you from the moment I met you but you chose Ashley. I never understood why you did. I just always thought he had something I didn't. I saw that he made you happy and I just wanted you to be happy"
"Andy." I began being cut off by Andy. "I wanted you to known that but I've known Ashley for years and he's never done anything like this. I just don't want him hurting you anymore."
"He's not going to hurt me anymore."
"He will if you allow him to. I'll kick his ass if he hurts you anymore." Andy pulled me closer to him. "Andy, I think I don't want to be with him anymore"
"Ana you have to think this through first"
"I am thinking it through. He clearly loves me enough to leave me and Azalea at the hospital. I'll be right back. I need something to eat. Do you want anything?"
"No Ana I'm good" I stood up and walked out of the room. A bunch of moans were escaping from mine and Ashley's room. I slowly walked to the door opening it silently. "Ashley! What the flying hell? We're married! We have a child together! You clearly don't care about either one of us!" I yelled as Ashley jumped up and started putting his clothes on. My eyes widened to the sight of Britney naked in out bed. "Ashley that's it. I'm done. I don't want to be married to you. You can stop playing these stupid games and admit you don't love me cause clearly you love me enough to ditch me at a hospital and cheat on me."
"Ana it's not exactly what you think it is." I began to get even more angry. "Ashley it's exactly what it looks like! Don't come up with some stupid excuse! I want a freaking divorce. Marrying you was a stupid mistake!"
Andy rushed through the doors pulling me away from Ashley. I just wanted to punch him in the face for using me like he did. I hate him. How could he do this to me and his daughter. We've only been married about a week and I already want a divorce. Andy pulled me away into his room and I fell to the ground crying. "An- Andy he cheated" he sat down next to me. "Ana, loves I'm so sorry. I wish I could rewind time and ask you to be mine so none of this could of happened." Ashley barged into the doors. "Andy get away from my wife!" Andy only looked at him. "Andy get away."
"Why? She doesn't want to be married to you. You hurt her for the last time. You cheated on her, while you just had a daughter with her not to long ago. She actually believed you could love her. She accepted the fact that you had slept with a lot of girls in the past. She accepted the fact that you would barhop. She loved you after all the things you have done in your past and this is how you repay her? By cheating on her. Any guy should feel lucky to have such an accepting wife, to have someone whose just simply beautiful and outstanding as her." I was crying even harder. "Andy, if she wants a divorce she can have one. I don't care anymore. It's not worth the fight."
"Dude if you really loved her, you would never stop fighting to have her." With those words Ashley left the room. "Andy, I want to go cuddle my daughter" I whispered. He helped me up and we walked to my daughter's room. "Azalea boo I love you" I love her so much. She's my one true love. I picked her up and Andy was sitting I. The rocking chair. "Andy I'm going to sit on you."
"Go ahead Ana" I sat on him and he put his arms around me. "My daughter has a horrible father, I don't know how I'm going to tell her when she's older that her father isn't the best man."
"You will know when the time is right."
"Andy you've been more of a father to her then Ashley has. I think he's only held her maybe once or twice" Andy looked at me. I could see the love in his eyes.

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