Too Much
Chapter Three
Andy POV
Fuck. Now what am I supose to do. I hurt the poor guy. Why must I always been so damn defensive all the time? Oh yeah cause if I'm not I get hurt. The only person in the world who has never hurt me is Jennifer and she's probally with Jack right now. You know what fuck it. I need my purple haired bitch Ima call her anyway. I walk towards the door as I pull my phone out of my tight, black, leather skinny jeans. Her number is my number 1 speed dial. I call her and she answers right away in an annoyed voice,"What the fuck do you want?" "Jen I need to talk. Right now." Hearing the panic in my voice she simply says,"Your house?" "Yeah I'm not there yet but I'll be there soon," I say as I reach my car. Alrighty then see you then.
Alex POV
Oh shit I can not believe I called him pretty! He is probally so weirded out by me. He'll never talk to me again. Fuck I am so fucking stupid! My breathing is getting heavier. Shit! To make matters worse I'm having a fucking panic attack. I get to my car and quickly get in. It's times like this when I'm happy I live a 10 minute drive away from the school. The drive home goes by so fast I'm suprised when I realize that I'm there. I get out, slame the car door, race to the front door and unlock it, and run to my room. By the time this has happened I'm in a full out panic attack. I quickly go for the razor I've hidden in my desk and pull my pants down. I cut fast and deep. I don't even care at the moment. When I finally calm down I set the razor down and look at the beautiful mess I've made. I'll feel like shit later for it , but for the moment I feel great.
Fuck. Now what am I supose to do. I hurt the poor guy. Why must I always been so damn defensive all the time? Oh yeah cause if I'm not I get hurt. The only person in the world who has never hurt me is Jennifer and she's probally with Jack right now. You know what fuck it. I need my purple haired bitch Ima call her anyway. I walk towards the door as I pull my phone out of my tight, black, leather skinny jeans. Her number is my number 1 speed dial. I call her and she answers right away in an annoyed voice,"What the fuck do you want?" "Jen I need to talk. Right now." Hearing the panic in my voice she simply says,"Your house?" "Yeah I'm not there yet but I'll be there soon," I say as I reach my car. Alrighty then see you then.
Alex POV
Oh shit I can not believe I called him pretty! He is probally so weirded out by me. He'll never talk to me again. Fuck I am so fucking stupid! My breathing is getting heavier. Shit! To make matters worse I'm having a fucking panic attack. I get to my car and quickly get in. It's times like this when I'm happy I live a 10 minute drive away from the school. The drive home goes by so fast I'm suprised when I realize that I'm there. I get out, slame the car door, race to the front door and unlock it, and run to my room. By the time this has happened I'm in a full out panic attack. I quickly go for the razor I've hidden in my desk and pull my pants down. I cut fast and deep. I don't even care at the moment. When I finally calm down I set the razor down and look at the beautiful mess I've made. I'll feel like shit later for it , but for the moment I feel great.
5/19/13