The Wretched And The Divine
We May Have Sprung A Leak
The same day
Ashleys POV
My face fell as soon as CC told me Gemma knew, I knew how before he told me. I should have deleted that stupid file.
“Are you ok?” Isis asked me looking worried. I shook my head.
“Gemma knows,” I replied, “she fainted during an argument, she’s in hospital.”
“Did CC finally pluck up the courage to tell her?” she asked, I shook my head, “How then? Jake or Jinxx?” I shook my head again.
“You know how we were talking about doing a sex tape?” I said, she nodded, “Well I’d set a camera up that night. But I didn’t delete the footage, it was on the usb drive I gave CC.”
“Why didnt you delete it afterwards??” she looked at me disgusted as she rose her voice.
“I don’t know.” I said quietly, “It didn’t occur to me that anyone would see it.”
“So you kept it for yourself? You didnt even bother to tell me?”
“No,” I said, “I just forgot which stick it was on, now I know though.”
“And yet you still never told me? I never said it was okay to begin with!”
“I’m sorry ok!” I said, my voice slightly raised, “I don’t know what I was thinking.”
“Thats bullshit..” she stormed off into our room, slamming the door behind her. I slumped on the couch. I’d messed everything up. Not only with CC and Gemma but with me and Isis too. Why the fuck did I have to keep that file? It was already stupid of me to have even filmed the thing as it was. If CC hadn’t have interrupted us I would have asked Isis then. I sighed and kicked the coffee table in front of me. Stupid idiot. I needed to see Gemma and talk to her, I also couldn’t do that without Isis there too, and she wasn’t talking to me now. Suddenly I hear footsteps running down the hall.
“Shit shit shit! Im going to fucking kill her!” Isis yelled as she threw her iPad at me. When I looked at it, I saw that it was a tumblr post of our video.
“Fuck!” was all I could say. I noticed my and Isis phone notifications were going off. Isis pulled out her phone and read through a few of the things that the fans were saying.
“Wow..” She said sarcastically, “I wonder how we could have prevented this..” she glared at me.
“I’ve said I’m sorry ok?” I said, “What else can I do?”
“Just get it taken down!” she snapped.
“How?” I asked, “Also too many people have seen it, how long ago did she post it?”
“It says an hour ago.” she said, “But I dont know. Figure something out. You started it, you better finish it.” I grabbed my cell and rang CC.
“Did you know she leaked the video?” I asked after he picked up.
“Yes,” he said, “I saw her trying to take it down.”
“Too late it’s all over twitter,” I said, “She needs to take it down, and soon.”
“Ok I’ll tell her,” he said, “She’s getting discharged soon, she’s fine, meet us at mine in a while.” With that he hung up.
“She’ll be out soon,” I said to isis, “she’ll take it down, she was trying to take it down before the argument apparently, we need to meet them at CC’s” I saw the worried look on her face before she spoke.
“Fine.” she mumbled.
“Don’t be like that,” I said to her, “You knew she wouldn’t take it well. We just need to let her let off some steam, after all we’re all as much to blame.” She looked away mumbling something. “What was that?” I asked.
“Mostly you, I said” she responded, “No wonder why you never intervened whenever CC and I would argue about this!”
“Fine!” I said, “Yes i feel really guilty, even more so now that she found the video, I wish I’d deleted it, but what’s done is done. Now can we just go sort this whole mess out?” I grabbed my keys and headed out to my car and waited for Isis to follow. She quietly came in and shut the door as i started the engine and rode off in silence.
Isis POV
The drive to CCs apartment felt like it was super long. Which was a good thing in my case. I didn't know what to expect from Gemma. I don't even know how I was going to act around her. One thing I do know is I wanted to punch her for leaking that fucking video. We pulled into the driveway and made our way inside the cold atmosphere. Gemma was sat on the sofa as CC let us in, only glancing our way to glare at the three of us.
“What do you have to say for yourselves?” she asked coldly.
“I… I dont even know what to say.. you weren't even suppose to find out like the way you did. Im so sorry..” I said shaking. Im not even sure why I was shaking. I was feeling so scared, mad, and worried at once.
“Well I did,” she said, “This has to be your fault, as the whole bloody thing was your idea in the first place! If you hadn’t have told CC about that stupid dream the idea wouldn’t have even been brought up!”
“I dropped it though! I knew how you felt about it so I decided against it. Had I been sober, It wouldn't have happen.” I said, “But if anything the 'Threesome' idea wasn't mine.” I glared at Ashley who was avoiding eye contact.
“Doesn’t matter,” she said, “the seed was planted and it happened.”
“...and then you did the mature thing by uploading it online?” I scoffed.
“Well if there wasn’t anything to upload then I wouldn’t have.” she replied, “Who’s idea was it to film your little sexcapde? And I wasn’t going to upload it, CC made me jump just as I was about to delete the post.”
“I love how I'm the one being mostly blamed when Ashley was the smart one to film it and CC was the idiot who joined.” I said.
“You didn’t seem to object to either of them.” She was raising her voice now.
“Calm down,” said CC to Gemma.
“I will not calm down!” she said forcefully.
“Gemma please.” I heard CC pleading with her.
"It's not my fault!" I said getting annoyed.
“I’m blaming all of you,” she replied, “You’re the only one that’s responding.”
"That's cause he can't own up for what he did." I said glaring at Ashley again. "He's even stayed quiet during the other times when we would argue about this."
“Ok I’m sorry!” said Ashley with his hands up, “Look I didn’t mean for any of this to happen, but like you said it did and now we all have to deal with it, you wanna have a go at us, fine we deserve it.” I sat there thinking to myself and chuckled.
"What's so funny?" Gemma asked me.
"All of this 'started because of my dream'." I said using my quotation fingers, "It just cracks me up how because of that dream we discovered CC's hidden attraction he had for me from the beginning." I grinned at that thought. "And then he decided to act on that."
“Like I said,” said Gemma, “You’re all to blame in this.”
"But then again, maybe you should keep your man in check next time before you leave. I can't help that I'm in his thoughts when you're not around." I said thinking out loud.
“You know what?” she said, “Fuck you!”
"Too bad your boyfriend already did.." I sneered. She went for me but CC held her back. I chuckled, "and now you get to act divine, being protected by the one who betrayed her. How annoying. I'm over this." I turned around to walk out the door.
“I don’t pretend to be divine,” she replied, “At least my mistakes don’t ruin lives!”
I turned to face her. "It doesn't ruin them, it makes it more fun."
“Whatever!” she scoffed, “How is breaking someone's heart fun?”
"It's safer than ruining someone's career like you might have done when you posted that video!" I said.
“I said that was an accident!” she shouted
"The intention was still there!" I shouted back as I got closer to her.
“As was yours to steal my boyfriend!”
"I can't help it sometimes." I smiled. Although I knew that wasn't the case, I couldn't help but to humor that thought.
“You know what? I’m done!” she screamed, “have him! I don’t fucking care anymore!”
"Well that's not fun." I said feeling a tad guilty but not showing it. She turned back to me, came over and slapped me.
“This should not be any fun at all!” She shouted in my face. I slowly turned my head to face to her with a dark glare.
"Get out of my face or else..." I growled
"Or else what?" She got closer to me. "What are you going to do about it? Sleep with another band member? Maybe Jake and ruin another relationship like the wretched band whore you are?"
I shoved her back down on the sofa that was conveniently behind her as I lunged towards her about to punch her face when suddenly CC grabbed my arm with one hand making me wince at the pain of my unhealed arm being grasped tightly and swung me away from Gemma. He swung me so hard, he made me lose balance and slide across the tile floor causing me to grunt in pain as my back hit against the wall a bit hard. I sat there in shock by CC. Next thing I knew, Ashley flew at him and punched him square in the face, leaving CC holding his nose.
“Don’t ever touch her!” He growled.
“Well Isis needs to leave Gemma alone!” said CC, his voice muffled by his hands over his face.
“Why?” I asked, “She deserves it.” CC looked at Gemma, she nodded.
“Gemma’s pregnant.” He said. I stood up not even knowing what to do or say. I can't even be happy for my bestfriend having a baby without feeling like shit. She was back at home, carrying CC's baby and in the meantime, we were over here ruining each other's life. I felt so angry and I wasn't even sure at who. The only thing I needed to do is leave.
"Congrats.." I mumbled as I walked out the door and Ashley followed soon after.
Ashleys POV
My face fell as soon as CC told me Gemma knew, I knew how before he told me. I should have deleted that stupid file.
“Are you ok?” Isis asked me looking worried. I shook my head.
“Gemma knows,” I replied, “she fainted during an argument, she’s in hospital.”
“Did CC finally pluck up the courage to tell her?” she asked, I shook my head, “How then? Jake or Jinxx?” I shook my head again.
“You know how we were talking about doing a sex tape?” I said, she nodded, “Well I’d set a camera up that night. But I didn’t delete the footage, it was on the usb drive I gave CC.”
“Why didnt you delete it afterwards??” she looked at me disgusted as she rose her voice.
“I don’t know.” I said quietly, “It didn’t occur to me that anyone would see it.”
“So you kept it for yourself? You didnt even bother to tell me?”
“No,” I said, “I just forgot which stick it was on, now I know though.”
“And yet you still never told me? I never said it was okay to begin with!”
“I’m sorry ok!” I said, my voice slightly raised, “I don’t know what I was thinking.”
“Thats bullshit..” she stormed off into our room, slamming the door behind her. I slumped on the couch. I’d messed everything up. Not only with CC and Gemma but with me and Isis too. Why the fuck did I have to keep that file? It was already stupid of me to have even filmed the thing as it was. If CC hadn’t have interrupted us I would have asked Isis then. I sighed and kicked the coffee table in front of me. Stupid idiot. I needed to see Gemma and talk to her, I also couldn’t do that without Isis there too, and she wasn’t talking to me now. Suddenly I hear footsteps running down the hall.
“Shit shit shit! Im going to fucking kill her!” Isis yelled as she threw her iPad at me. When I looked at it, I saw that it was a tumblr post of our video.
“Fuck!” was all I could say. I noticed my and Isis phone notifications were going off. Isis pulled out her phone and read through a few of the things that the fans were saying.
“Wow..” She said sarcastically, “I wonder how we could have prevented this..” she glared at me.
“I’ve said I’m sorry ok?” I said, “What else can I do?”
“Just get it taken down!” she snapped.
“How?” I asked, “Also too many people have seen it, how long ago did she post it?”
“It says an hour ago.” she said, “But I dont know. Figure something out. You started it, you better finish it.” I grabbed my cell and rang CC.
“Did you know she leaked the video?” I asked after he picked up.
“Yes,” he said, “I saw her trying to take it down.”
“Too late it’s all over twitter,” I said, “She needs to take it down, and soon.”
“Ok I’ll tell her,” he said, “She’s getting discharged soon, she’s fine, meet us at mine in a while.” With that he hung up.
“She’ll be out soon,” I said to isis, “she’ll take it down, she was trying to take it down before the argument apparently, we need to meet them at CC’s” I saw the worried look on her face before she spoke.
“Fine.” she mumbled.
“Don’t be like that,” I said to her, “You knew she wouldn’t take it well. We just need to let her let off some steam, after all we’re all as much to blame.” She looked away mumbling something. “What was that?” I asked.
“Mostly you, I said” she responded, “No wonder why you never intervened whenever CC and I would argue about this!”
“Fine!” I said, “Yes i feel really guilty, even more so now that she found the video, I wish I’d deleted it, but what’s done is done. Now can we just go sort this whole mess out?” I grabbed my keys and headed out to my car and waited for Isis to follow. She quietly came in and shut the door as i started the engine and rode off in silence.
Isis POV
The drive to CCs apartment felt like it was super long. Which was a good thing in my case. I didn't know what to expect from Gemma. I don't even know how I was going to act around her. One thing I do know is I wanted to punch her for leaking that fucking video. We pulled into the driveway and made our way inside the cold atmosphere. Gemma was sat on the sofa as CC let us in, only glancing our way to glare at the three of us.
“What do you have to say for yourselves?” she asked coldly.
“I… I dont even know what to say.. you weren't even suppose to find out like the way you did. Im so sorry..” I said shaking. Im not even sure why I was shaking. I was feeling so scared, mad, and worried at once.
“Well I did,” she said, “This has to be your fault, as the whole bloody thing was your idea in the first place! If you hadn’t have told CC about that stupid dream the idea wouldn’t have even been brought up!”
“I dropped it though! I knew how you felt about it so I decided against it. Had I been sober, It wouldn't have happen.” I said, “But if anything the 'Threesome' idea wasn't mine.” I glared at Ashley who was avoiding eye contact.
“Doesn’t matter,” she said, “the seed was planted and it happened.”
“...and then you did the mature thing by uploading it online?” I scoffed.
“Well if there wasn’t anything to upload then I wouldn’t have.” she replied, “Who’s idea was it to film your little sexcapde? And I wasn’t going to upload it, CC made me jump just as I was about to delete the post.”
“I love how I'm the one being mostly blamed when Ashley was the smart one to film it and CC was the idiot who joined.” I said.
“You didn’t seem to object to either of them.” She was raising her voice now.
“Calm down,” said CC to Gemma.
“I will not calm down!” she said forcefully.
“Gemma please.” I heard CC pleading with her.
"It's not my fault!" I said getting annoyed.
“I’m blaming all of you,” she replied, “You’re the only one that’s responding.”
"That's cause he can't own up for what he did." I said glaring at Ashley again. "He's even stayed quiet during the other times when we would argue about this."
“Ok I’m sorry!” said Ashley with his hands up, “Look I didn’t mean for any of this to happen, but like you said it did and now we all have to deal with it, you wanna have a go at us, fine we deserve it.” I sat there thinking to myself and chuckled.
"What's so funny?" Gemma asked me.
"All of this 'started because of my dream'." I said using my quotation fingers, "It just cracks me up how because of that dream we discovered CC's hidden attraction he had for me from the beginning." I grinned at that thought. "And then he decided to act on that."
“Like I said,” said Gemma, “You’re all to blame in this.”
"But then again, maybe you should keep your man in check next time before you leave. I can't help that I'm in his thoughts when you're not around." I said thinking out loud.
“You know what?” she said, “Fuck you!”
"Too bad your boyfriend already did.." I sneered. She went for me but CC held her back. I chuckled, "and now you get to act divine, being protected by the one who betrayed her. How annoying. I'm over this." I turned around to walk out the door.
“I don’t pretend to be divine,” she replied, “At least my mistakes don’t ruin lives!”
I turned to face her. "It doesn't ruin them, it makes it more fun."
“Whatever!” she scoffed, “How is breaking someone's heart fun?”
"It's safer than ruining someone's career like you might have done when you posted that video!" I said.
“I said that was an accident!” she shouted
"The intention was still there!" I shouted back as I got closer to her.
“As was yours to steal my boyfriend!”
"I can't help it sometimes." I smiled. Although I knew that wasn't the case, I couldn't help but to humor that thought.
“You know what? I’m done!” she screamed, “have him! I don’t fucking care anymore!”
"Well that's not fun." I said feeling a tad guilty but not showing it. She turned back to me, came over and slapped me.
“This should not be any fun at all!” She shouted in my face. I slowly turned my head to face to her with a dark glare.
"Get out of my face or else..." I growled
"Or else what?" She got closer to me. "What are you going to do about it? Sleep with another band member? Maybe Jake and ruin another relationship like the wretched band whore you are?"
I shoved her back down on the sofa that was conveniently behind her as I lunged towards her about to punch her face when suddenly CC grabbed my arm with one hand making me wince at the pain of my unhealed arm being grasped tightly and swung me away from Gemma. He swung me so hard, he made me lose balance and slide across the tile floor causing me to grunt in pain as my back hit against the wall a bit hard. I sat there in shock by CC. Next thing I knew, Ashley flew at him and punched him square in the face, leaving CC holding his nose.
“Don’t ever touch her!” He growled.
“Well Isis needs to leave Gemma alone!” said CC, his voice muffled by his hands over his face.
“Why?” I asked, “She deserves it.” CC looked at Gemma, she nodded.
“Gemma’s pregnant.” He said. I stood up not even knowing what to do or say. I can't even be happy for my bestfriend having a baby without feeling like shit. She was back at home, carrying CC's baby and in the meantime, we were over here ruining each other's life. I felt so angry and I wasn't even sure at who. The only thing I needed to do is leave.
"Congrats.." I mumbled as I walked out the door and Ashley followed soon after.
Notes
So yeah, don't blame me for lateness last week lol i had a busy day we went to the national space center in Leicester, it was really good, my son loved it, if you're ever around that area in England, go see it its awesome!!! I was sleepy after and fell asleep lol
but yeah We've confronted Ashley and Isis drama drama drama and can you believe Isis went to hit a pregnant woman! how very dare she lol.
Shout outs for the comments we've had so far:
FallenAngel125
SexyAngle
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@Katey Hall
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