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The Wretched And The Divine

I'm Dating the Outlaw?

The same day
Isis POV

After Ashley and CC walked out, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. I've always dreamed of dating Ashley! There's no way what they are saying is true. And Gemma! I'd never thought I would meet her in person since she lived across the sea!
"Wait.. Tell me why am I here in the first place?" I asked Gemma.
“Well you had your drink spiked,” She said, “The girl who done it was supposed to drug me too but didn’t for obvious reasons. So she gave the whole 2 doses to you.” she stood up and I noticed a bump forming around her belly. I pointed to it.
"Gah! What is that!? Where did it come from?!" I nearly shouted. "Wait wait wait... Tell me everything from the beginning."
“A baby, and CC,” I said, “Would you like me to draw you a picture?”
"Uh no thanks" I told her laughing, "I meant tell me what really happened with everything! Theres no way I could be Ashley's girlfriend! And if so, how?!"
“Well I surprised you at warped,” I said, “During BVB’s set I ran a set of sticks to CC and you were backstage stood near Matt Good and he was teasing me, then Roze ended up having to leave, so you stayed with us, you done a good deed, Kevin Lyman saw and said you could tag along with us, I joined the tour a few days before, after Ashley started flirting with me cuz I’m English. But yeah we went with them to LA, and stayed with them, we never really went back home, Well I had to for a little while but I’m back with permanent visa the baby happened after that, well before but found out after, that make sense? Here I’ll show you some pictures of what we’ve done in that time.”
"There's photos?" I asked, "show me! Well not the ones of you and CC. Although I am a tad jealous that you got to experience that." She looked at me funny for a sec.
“Yeah, “ she said, “You wouldn’t want that” She got her phone out and let me flick through our photos from Facebook. I saw photos of myself partying with everyone from Black Veil Brides, I there was a photo collage of Ashley and I makingout with matching warpaint that was apparently taken from Halloween, a photo of Gemma, Ella, and I in a limo partying before a show, and a photo of Ashley and I kissing in front of the Eiffel Tower.
"So wait.. Ashley and I are really together?" I asked, she nodded.
"And he actually loves me?!" I asked again, still in shock, I felt my eyes tear up. She nodded again.
"I can't believe I don't remember any of this!" I cried. "It looks like we had an amazing year together."
“We have,” she said, “You’ll remember in time, I read up on it while you were out, it’s only temporary.”
"But in the mean time, oh my god! I'm dating Ashley Purdy!" I allowed my fangirl come out again.
“This was your exact reaction the day after he asked you out,” Gemma said laughing with me. “You came round CC’s and barged through the door hyper as anything shouting at the top of your lungs, I was trying to sleep.”
"Oh my god!" I laughed, "not in front of Ashley, was it? That would be embarrassing.."
“No,” she said, “You left him in the car outside.”
"Thank god!" I said. Just then the doctor came in with CC and Ashley following. My heart monitor started beeping fast again. Ashley smirked at me when he noticed. My god, his face. I swear I wanted to pass out.
“It’s good to see you up and talking Isis,” said the doctor, “laughing is even better, Ashley here says you’re having a hard time remembering things?” He meant that more as a question by the tone of his voice.
“Yeah,” I said, “but Gemma’s been trying to refresh my memory with pictures and stuff.”
“That’s good,“ He said, “Anything to trigger these past few months would be helpful, I want to just check you over again, now that you’re awake see if you’re responding how you should.” I nodded as he done a small physical.
“Well everything seems ok,” He said, “I would like to keep you in a few days to keep an eye on you. But the memory loss after this type of overdose is usually temporary. But it seems like you’ll have plenty of help with triggering them. I’ll leave you all to it now.” He then left the room. I stared off into space. Without realizing it, I was staring at Ashley sitting on the side near the window next to CC, scrolling through his phone. Gemma seemed to notice and flicked my head.
“I know he’s your boyfriend and everything, but still too stalkerish.” She chuckled.
"I didn't mean to!" I looked away shyly. "Sheesh.."
“Yeah ok,” she laughed, "You love him it’s fine.”
"I.. Love him?" I asked, reassuring myself. I looked at him. He glanced at me and we made eye contact for a split second, but I quickly looked away, looking back to Gemma.
“Of course you do,” said Gemma, “He loves you just as much, it’s obvious, last night he was distraught when he thought he’d lost you, it was touch and go for a while, he was even crying, and I know you love him a lot or you wouldn’t have told him that you do.” She sat next to me on the bed and nudged me, I ended up nudging her back, and we had a little nudge war, until we realised the guys were looking at us funny. I covered my face from embarrassment with the bed sheet, seconds later Gemma joined me.
"What are we doing under here, Dory?" She asked.
"I don't know what I'm suppose to do!" I whispered.
“Whatever you want to do,” she said, “You could go back to Phoenix with your mum and dad or you could come back and live with Ashley, like before, it’s all up to you. I’m sure everyone will support you whatever you choose." Something ignited inside me causing me to panic with the thought of leaving Ashley.
Without thinking about it I pulled the sheet off of us and thought to myself "I can't leave Ashley! I love him too much to do that!"
"You ok?” Ashley asked, “You look scared.”
"I don't know.." I glanced to Gemma.
“What’s up?” She asked. I looked to Ashley made eye contact this time again. Was I remembering my feeling for him? Now when I looked at him, I felt a huge wave of what I think is what love feels like. I just wanted to go over to him and jump into his arms. It was really overwhelming. He came over and gave me a huge hug. It was like he knew what I was feeling.
"Now I feel like an idiot." I mumbled. I scooted over, so Ashley can join me on the other side of the bed, pushing Gemma off during the process.
“Push me off the bed then!” she said with a smile, then went and sat back on the sofa with CC. I laughed as I just clung onto Ashley once he sat down.
"There's the Isis I know and love." He spoke as he wrapped his arms around me again. I smiled.
"I wish it didn't take as long as it did to remember." I said feeling guilty. "I don't remember the minor details of everything, but I'm pretty sure it'll come eventually.."
“It will,” he reassured me, “We’ve got part of you back, the important part, we can make new memories together, whatever you want to do, we’ll do it.” I rested my head on his shoulder as he kissed the top of my head.

Notes

so sorry for the lateness, both of us have had hectic weekend, shes been bvb stalking, ill let her her fan girl about halloweekend for you, but im insanely jealous, and ive been trying to keep my son entertained during half term, but ended up with a grumpy toddler instead, even took him to warwick castle at halloween, he loved it lol, aprt from the quack doctor lol, well untill he cheered him up lol


in other news, who is going to the gig in highbury at the garage in march???? Who will i be seeing there, cuz i got tickets :) im going with propertyofpurdy :) and cant bloody wait!

Comments

@Katey Hall
Haha! That's for sure!

IsisChaos IsisChaos
3/5/16

Uh-oh. If I know anything about an angry Ashley, it ain't Purdy! (get the pun??)

@FallenAngel125
@PurdyGirl_Emma
@beccalilly
@FallenAngel26
@bvbangel81
@big mamma
@MajBVB


Read the chapter update!!!

IsisChaos IsisChaos
5/21/15

I-it's o-over? Already? B-but.......but what about Gemma and Cc? What about their baby? What about Isis? What about Isis and Ashley??? I'm going to cry!!

You cannot end it there! This has got to be some fucked up dream that Ashley or Isis is having. They've got to wake up and Isis has got to get better. You cannot crush my hopes of them having an adorable relationship like this! No!

This story and its prequel are both amazing by the way! I love the writing style and the multiple POV switches. Please don't end it here though

PurdyGirl_Emma PurdyGirl_Emma
2/28/15