The Outcasted

*Carrying on from previous chapter* -Strays POV-

"Stray, we need to talk." Tristan said seriously walking into the bunk rooms.

"Sure... whats up?" I said scooting over so Tristan could sit next to me.

"Well... I've seen the way CC looks at you, I can see that he has taking a liking into you, I don't know if it's love yet, but I know its more than friend.... and as an overprotective...brother.... I just want you to be careful okay? I dont want to see you hurt anymore than what you have been" Tristan said looking at me directly in the eyes.

"Tristan.... Remember I'm cold...... I don't love... I'm tired of being hurt all the time so I guess I've just given up on trying...... but thankyou for looking out for me" I said hugging him

"Stray.....You can't just not love someone... you can fight it but you will only end up hurting yourself and whoever you have feelings for" Tristan said.

"I just want life to be easier you know? I'm just tired of all this... It's getting to hard" I said looking down ashamed of how I feel.

"You can't give up on me now Stray, we all love you, we can't lose you" Tristan said getting all teary, wow I think I've only seen him cry once!

I was about to respond but was interrupted by Ashley.

"WE'RE HERE!!" Ashley yelled.

I wiped the tears that had falling out of Tristans eyes.

"Come on" I said then pulling him up.

I walked out to be embraced in a massive hug from who? I dont know.

"Ok I love hugs but whoever is hugging me please let go I cant breathe" I said gasping for air. A deep voice chuckled but let go. I looked up to see it was CC.

"Guy's what are we doing today?" I asked jumping on the couch.

"I dont know...Lazy Day?" Connor mentioned.

"Yes lets do that, I call dibs on picking first movie and I pick.............. Jumanji! (R.I.P Robin Williams :'( )

Once everything was set up I curled up on the couch next to CC.

I had realised that I promised Matilda I'd text her.... dammit I'll do it now.

Stray: Hey beautiful <3
Matilda: HEYYYY
Stray: How are you princess?
Matilda: OMJ YOU CALLED ME PRINCESS! hehe I'm good how are you?
Stray: I'm good thankyou :) What are you doing?
Matilda: I'm playing dolls with mummy.
Stray: Aww well tell mummy I said hello.
Matilda: Mummy says hello
Stray: Princess I have to go now :( I promise I'll message you again soon.
Matilda: Aww okay, bye Stray <3
Stray: Bye Princess


"Who were you texting?" I heard CC ask quietly, I hadnt know I had moved so I was leaning on him, He was comfortable so I just stayed there.

"A fan I met at the meet and greet we had" I replied watching the movie.

"You just randomly give fans your number?" He asked looking at me confused and I looked back at him.

"No, Matilda, the fan I met, she was like 5 and really cute and her mums a fan of the band too so i gave her my sunnies because she said they were cool and when I said I had to go she looked really said so I exchanged numbers with her mum and yeah" I responded

"awww thats cute" He said smiling while watching the movie

I all of a sudden got a wave of tiredness so I yawned.

"You tired?" CC asked me look down at me.

"Yeah a little" I replied rubbing my eyes.

"Here" He said grabbing the blanket and putting it over us, I cuddled into his shoulder needing warmth so he put his arm around my shoulder and let me cuddle into his chest.

"Get some sleep beautiful" CC said then kissed my cheek.

I simply nodded too tired to speak.

For some reason I feel safe in CC's arms, I feel secure like nothing can hurt me..... No no no this can't be happening! I can't be having feelings for THE Christian Coma... I wont allow it!

Notes

Hello I'm so sorry my chapters are pretty shit recently I've just been really tired and shit <3