Onyx's Point of View

I wanted, no needed to get out of there as soon as possible. But at the same time Callie was smiling and giggling for the first time since... since ever!! I didn't want to stop that but I couldn't stay much longer, I have already been here long enough.

I love Jinxx too much to be in the same room knowing that he was happily married. I could almost break down into tears again, right in front of him. To say it was painful is a huge understatement. It felt like being hit by a truck time and time again...

Once we got home I gave an excuse so that I could sit in my room alone to think. I sat for about twenty five minutes thinking about the past six years.

~Flashback~

"I don't want to leave you. I love you." I said to my boyfriend for six and a half months. I love him to pieces but I need to go to England so I can go to a college that can give me the skill set in illustrating graphic novels.

"I don't want you to leave me either, I love you too much." Jinxx replied hugging me close. I sob into his chest. "Do you have to leave?" he continues, tears spilling from his eyes.

"I have to go, even though I don't want to leave you ever, remember I love you and I want you to move on okay baby?" I said hugging him and leaving a kiss on his cheek and walking away without looking back tears streaming. Why did I have to pick England there are plenty of colleges round here that could give me that. But I chose England and I was going.

~End of Flashback~

I burst into tears and then screamed at the top of my lungs. Why did I have to leave? I walked over to the mirror and stared at my reflection then with all my hate and anger. I threw myself at it and smashed it into tiny pieces blood pouring from my left shoulder from where the shards of glass got stuck.

"JOANA!" I screamed half in pain, half screaming for help. My head started spinning and everything started turning black. The last thing I felt was me falling to the floor and my head hitting the wooden flooring.

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