I am In love with A sadist (sequel to I am In Love With my Teacher)
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"so how do you really explain?" Kellin asks with a huge grin. "I mean come on Sam, you knew from the jump and did not run, now he wants to kill you because you are having his child? You chose a wrong teacher to fuck with."
I burst from laughter nodding instantly at his statement. "It is true yes, but i am not going to kill this child, it was my messed up fault, why should i blame this child for my mistakes, i do not want to be crappy mother."
"Nah," he chuckles throwing a fries at me. "You will be an awesome mother."
Maybe i will... depends on my well living if i survive this war. "So how is college?"
"Good, i miss you guys. I miss Danny i have not heard from her in over two weeks, wonder what's wrong."
"Same here, but i had not have the chance to call her. I am busy as well."
"Yes being a sadist wife, who would of thought."
A slight pout came on my mouth as i grab his hand tight. "I love you."
"I know you do, but you gotta start standing up."
"I have been doing that and its tiring Kellin, i mean Andy is a manipulated ass, who can do some pretty fucked up stuff if you cross him."
"true, but like you did last night messing up the house now that is a bit much. Tone it down a bit girl."
I giggle and nod. "I promise."
The day with Kellin was truly amazing, i missed hanging out with him and just talking. I decided against it and rather called Alex- i mean Mr. Gaskarth than going back home to my parents, i am still afraid they will punish me for what i have done, i am still eighteen. I ran away, became a high class hooker for one night, married a sadist who was my Biology teacher and not to mention i am pregnant. My life is so messed up right now. I feel like i am living a nightmare, not a sweet dream and stuff... And the person i am now afraid the most is Andy. Not for trying to kill me but actually leave me. He was my first and i need him to be my last.
"So you in?" Mr. Gaskarth whispers.
"I am in, Thank you for this opportunity." i mummer sipping on my coffee.
"great i will email you the forms. have a good day Sam."
"You too. Bye," i press the red button placing my phone back into my bag. It is about 4 in the afternoon and i did not want to go home for some reason, i have not heard from Andy making me more nervous... "Sam."
Oh god. "Mr. Ferguson." i stood up swaying my bag over my shoulder. "Good to see you sir." The man who hates the thought of well.... me. Does he hate me?
"I could not say the same, i heard the news."
What news? me being pregnant? me being a douche bag damaging our apartment like a person on drugs or me being married? there is so much more. "About?" Yes play stupid, play the role that destiny have set out for you, being stupid.
"Do you have a minute, i would really like to have a word."
I sigh heavily crashing back on the bench."Of course." i nod motioning him to the empty seat next to me.
He took his place turning his body towards me. "Was i right?"
"About the parasite?" i snap irritably pulling my legs under my butt, my arms protecting my unborn child. I feel obligated to protect this alien, its mine no one can touch it.
"Yes, i am not going to say i told you so Sam, but it was your choice to walk down that road, and i am sorry about that. Did he threaten you?"
I burst from laughter and nod. "Yeah, you can say that."
"Andrew is different when he is around you, but it just seem you bring the bad more than the good out of him, you understand?" No not really i am in a phase. first phase; denial. "You are in love with a person who cannot be tamed."
Oh yes, he is a heated animal... a giraffe with a lion's personality. That did not make sense. But what am i than? the little springbok wanting to be devoured by the predator? "I love him, i really do but if he is not going to change than i will have to raise my expectations a little bit higher, i am not going change myself for the better of him, no way in hell."
"Why don't you just leave him?"
"One," i held out my finger. "he will kill me." i held out a second. "Two? Andy has a soft side and i have seen it, i have embraced it." i held out the third finger. "last but not least i am pregnant."
Jeremy's eyes grew wide as his mouth pops open in shock. "how?"
Uh how? "Uh... you have sex?" i inquire with my brow arch.
"Yes i know, but he is not good-"
"Maybe he is when he hold his little girl or boy in his arms. I hated apples but when i held in my hand it felt like heaven." Oh god did i just compare my alien to an apple?
"I have no idea what you are saying." He mummers confused.
"yes," i point to him. "but i do. I know you don't like me. Or whatever but i am not leaving Andy, but...." i took a deep breath. "If he hurts this little alien, i am going to kill him with my bare hands and than i will just throw his body in the lake. problem solved. No one is going to hurt me or this baby not even my husband. I? i will make sure of that."
"I never said i hate you Sam, you are just so smart and talented, why settle for something so low when you can be a so damn high."
"I wish i was high now," i chuckle removing a strand of my hair. "Its a joke," i spat out as his eyes narrow. "Just a joke," jeez light up will ya. i stood up grabbing once again my bag. "I made my choice, you just have to make your yours, Andy is not perfect neither am i. and neither are you. We all make mistakes but its not worth being angry or sad about it. Have a good day Jeremy."
I really am maturing.... i scoff and begin to laugh. "Nah."
Tired, need sleep. i unlock the door feeling the warmth..... uh.... is the devil not here? the smell of sweet red wine and chili fill my nostrils as i close the door behind me. Laughter came from the living room as i throw my bag on the floor. "Hello dear." A woman came strolling with me, short with blonde hair, who this?
"Sup." i mummer with 'who are you smile' which is the same smile as a normal smile and a sarcastic smile.
"I am really glad to finally meet you Sam." Me to woman i have never met as well... a warm smile spreads across her face as she embrace me in a tight hug. "Andy said you are beautiful." Really did he also say he is going to kill me and my unborn child?
"Mum?"The woman twirl around with her arm around my waist. "Hey you are home." Andy whispers.
I turn my head to the woman holding me firmly. Mom? satan has a mother?! "I am." i seethed.
"Sam this is my mum, Amy." Also an Amy? does this Amy also kill my relatives? Like the other Amy who is your sister?
"Oh so nice to meet you Mrs. Biersack." She kisses my cheek walking into the kitchen.
"Where were you?" he softly says with those devil eyes.
"I went to hell, than went for coffee than i hate pie." i snap with a grin pushing him out of the way, i got yet again embrace in two strong arms.
"Sam!" Okay who is these people? who is this man who looks like a body builder, please do not tell me this is Andy's fa- "I am Chris, Andy's dad." Bingo fucking bango. Three shots for me... how can i forget i am pregnant.
"Nice to meet you sir." i whisper as he lets go of me. "I am just going to freshen up. Be right with you." With a small smile i twirl around walking directly to our bedroom... i wonder who cleaned the house after i went ape shit on it last night. Huh...
I remove my black jacket strolling to the bathroom. "Are you a girl or a boy? Make me pee if you are a girl," i mummer eyeing my belly in front of the mirror.
"its too early to tell." i look up seeing Amy with a small smile. "I saw it in your face when you walked in, baggy eyes, well baggy everything. I also noticed the pickles and peanut butter ." she giggles. "When i was pregnant with Andy all i do was eat pie and drink apple juice."
"You.... not... mad?" i gulp.
"I am a little bit disappointed that my son did not introduced us to you sooner, but oh well," she shrugs. "That's Andy always keeping his personal life private." yes like the playroom, me, killing me, the baby... oh yeah so private.
"Mom?" Amy turn around eyeing her son. "May i have a word with Sam."
She nods and walks out. i quickly march to the bathroom door wanting to shut it but he slide his foot to it so i won't slam it in that face of his. "Samantha," he warns.
I step back as he flings the door open walking in like a 'boss' douche bag. "I do not want to get drowned." i state holding up my hand. "I rather you throw me from the balcony at least i have a view when i die."
"Can we pretend that we are okay for just tonight,"
"Oh yeah," i scoff. "Because you are so good at being someone else. What shall we be tonight good sir? not the dominant and the submissive." I should stop now, but i just can't.
"Take that sarcasm and shove it up your ass. Stop talking and listen to me, My parents might be in the other room but i will throw you over my lap and spank you." what the fuck. "We can talk tonight. Figure everything out, but now. You are my wife and you will obey me. Got that."
"yes sir." i seethed.
"i will give you fifteen minutes, if you are not out by that time i will kill you." With that he turns around and walked out....
Give me a threat here, maybe another there... good to be a Biersack.
I burst from laughter nodding instantly at his statement. "It is true yes, but i am not going to kill this child, it was my messed up fault, why should i blame this child for my mistakes, i do not want to be crappy mother."
"Nah," he chuckles throwing a fries at me. "You will be an awesome mother."
Maybe i will... depends on my well living if i survive this war. "So how is college?"
"Good, i miss you guys. I miss Danny i have not heard from her in over two weeks, wonder what's wrong."
"Same here, but i had not have the chance to call her. I am busy as well."
"Yes being a sadist wife, who would of thought."
A slight pout came on my mouth as i grab his hand tight. "I love you."
"I know you do, but you gotta start standing up."
"I have been doing that and its tiring Kellin, i mean Andy is a manipulated ass, who can do some pretty fucked up stuff if you cross him."
"true, but like you did last night messing up the house now that is a bit much. Tone it down a bit girl."
I giggle and nod. "I promise."
The day with Kellin was truly amazing, i missed hanging out with him and just talking. I decided against it and rather called Alex- i mean Mr. Gaskarth than going back home to my parents, i am still afraid they will punish me for what i have done, i am still eighteen. I ran away, became a high class hooker for one night, married a sadist who was my Biology teacher and not to mention i am pregnant. My life is so messed up right now. I feel like i am living a nightmare, not a sweet dream and stuff... And the person i am now afraid the most is Andy. Not for trying to kill me but actually leave me. He was my first and i need him to be my last.
"So you in?" Mr. Gaskarth whispers.
"I am in, Thank you for this opportunity." i mummer sipping on my coffee.
"great i will email you the forms. have a good day Sam."
"You too. Bye," i press the red button placing my phone back into my bag. It is about 4 in the afternoon and i did not want to go home for some reason, i have not heard from Andy making me more nervous... "Sam."
Oh god. "Mr. Ferguson." i stood up swaying my bag over my shoulder. "Good to see you sir." The man who hates the thought of well.... me. Does he hate me?
"I could not say the same, i heard the news."
What news? me being pregnant? me being a douche bag damaging our apartment like a person on drugs or me being married? there is so much more. "About?" Yes play stupid, play the role that destiny have set out for you, being stupid.
"Do you have a minute, i would really like to have a word."
I sigh heavily crashing back on the bench."Of course." i nod motioning him to the empty seat next to me.
He took his place turning his body towards me. "Was i right?"
"About the parasite?" i snap irritably pulling my legs under my butt, my arms protecting my unborn child. I feel obligated to protect this alien, its mine no one can touch it.
"Yes, i am not going to say i told you so Sam, but it was your choice to walk down that road, and i am sorry about that. Did he threaten you?"
I burst from laughter and nod. "Yeah, you can say that."
"Andrew is different when he is around you, but it just seem you bring the bad more than the good out of him, you understand?" No not really i am in a phase. first phase; denial. "You are in love with a person who cannot be tamed."
Oh yes, he is a heated animal... a giraffe with a lion's personality. That did not make sense. But what am i than? the little springbok wanting to be devoured by the predator? "I love him, i really do but if he is not going to change than i will have to raise my expectations a little bit higher, i am not going change myself for the better of him, no way in hell."
"Why don't you just leave him?"
"One," i held out my finger. "he will kill me." i held out a second. "Two? Andy has a soft side and i have seen it, i have embraced it." i held out the third finger. "last but not least i am pregnant."
Jeremy's eyes grew wide as his mouth pops open in shock. "how?"
Uh how? "Uh... you have sex?" i inquire with my brow arch.
"Yes i know, but he is not good-"
"Maybe he is when he hold his little girl or boy in his arms. I hated apples but when i held in my hand it felt like heaven." Oh god did i just compare my alien to an apple?
"I have no idea what you are saying." He mummers confused.
"yes," i point to him. "but i do. I know you don't like me. Or whatever but i am not leaving Andy, but...." i took a deep breath. "If he hurts this little alien, i am going to kill him with my bare hands and than i will just throw his body in the lake. problem solved. No one is going to hurt me or this baby not even my husband. I? i will make sure of that."
"I never said i hate you Sam, you are just so smart and talented, why settle for something so low when you can be a so damn high."
"I wish i was high now," i chuckle removing a strand of my hair. "Its a joke," i spat out as his eyes narrow. "Just a joke," jeez light up will ya. i stood up grabbing once again my bag. "I made my choice, you just have to make your yours, Andy is not perfect neither am i. and neither are you. We all make mistakes but its not worth being angry or sad about it. Have a good day Jeremy."
I really am maturing.... i scoff and begin to laugh. "Nah."
Tired, need sleep. i unlock the door feeling the warmth..... uh.... is the devil not here? the smell of sweet red wine and chili fill my nostrils as i close the door behind me. Laughter came from the living room as i throw my bag on the floor. "Hello dear." A woman came strolling with me, short with blonde hair, who this?
"Sup." i mummer with 'who are you smile' which is the same smile as a normal smile and a sarcastic smile.
"I am really glad to finally meet you Sam." Me to woman i have never met as well... a warm smile spreads across her face as she embrace me in a tight hug. "Andy said you are beautiful." Really did he also say he is going to kill me and my unborn child?
"Mum?"The woman twirl around with her arm around my waist. "Hey you are home." Andy whispers.
I turn my head to the woman holding me firmly. Mom? satan has a mother?! "I am." i seethed.
"Sam this is my mum, Amy." Also an Amy? does this Amy also kill my relatives? Like the other Amy who is your sister?
"Oh so nice to meet you Mrs. Biersack." She kisses my cheek walking into the kitchen.
"Where were you?" he softly says with those devil eyes.
"I went to hell, than went for coffee than i hate pie." i snap with a grin pushing him out of the way, i got yet again embrace in two strong arms.
"Sam!" Okay who is these people? who is this man who looks like a body builder, please do not tell me this is Andy's fa- "I am Chris, Andy's dad." Bingo fucking bango. Three shots for me... how can i forget i am pregnant.
"Nice to meet you sir." i whisper as he lets go of me. "I am just going to freshen up. Be right with you." With a small smile i twirl around walking directly to our bedroom... i wonder who cleaned the house after i went ape shit on it last night. Huh...
I remove my black jacket strolling to the bathroom. "Are you a girl or a boy? Make me pee if you are a girl," i mummer eyeing my belly in front of the mirror.
"its too early to tell." i look up seeing Amy with a small smile. "I saw it in your face when you walked in, baggy eyes, well baggy everything. I also noticed the pickles and peanut butter ." she giggles. "When i was pregnant with Andy all i do was eat pie and drink apple juice."
"You.... not... mad?" i gulp.
"I am a little bit disappointed that my son did not introduced us to you sooner, but oh well," she shrugs. "That's Andy always keeping his personal life private." yes like the playroom, me, killing me, the baby... oh yeah so private.
"Mom?" Amy turn around eyeing her son. "May i have a word with Sam."
She nods and walks out. i quickly march to the bathroom door wanting to shut it but he slide his foot to it so i won't slam it in that face of his. "Samantha," he warns.
I step back as he flings the door open walking in like a 'boss' douche bag. "I do not want to get drowned." i state holding up my hand. "I rather you throw me from the balcony at least i have a view when i die."
"Can we pretend that we are okay for just tonight,"
"Oh yeah," i scoff. "Because you are so good at being someone else. What shall we be tonight good sir? not the dominant and the submissive." I should stop now, but i just can't.
"Take that sarcasm and shove it up your ass. Stop talking and listen to me, My parents might be in the other room but i will throw you over my lap and spank you." what the fuck. "We can talk tonight. Figure everything out, but now. You are my wife and you will obey me. Got that."
"yes sir." i seethed.
"i will give you fifteen minutes, if you are not out by that time i will kill you." With that he turns around and walked out....
Give me a threat here, maybe another there... good to be a Biersack.
Notes
First shouts to the second book!!!
Lies and mistakes
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I was innocent once....
ItsAllDoneForYou
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PerfectlyImperfect
MrsDenial666
Frikin UNICORNS
Janelle
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BurningOn
Hope Screamer
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12/4/14