I am In love with A sadist (sequel to I am In Love With my Teacher)
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"So uh, when did you know from the beginning?" i whisper playing with my hands.
"Uh yeah, i was afraid to tell you, maybe you would." he shrugs. "reject me."
"Reject you?" i look up confused. "No, i would never reject you."
A sigh of relieve escape his lips as he sit next to me on the car. "i should've told you but i...." Ryan drifts off giving me a small smile. "I knew his name Shane Simms, and his two daughters Juliet and Sam, i wanted to tell Juliet first but she looked and seemed very stuck up." Ryan whispers pushing his hands in his black skinny jeans. "I would really love to get to know you."
Oh dear, i have a brother. What's next? "How about you and me go out next week, go to the mall maybe go to our dad, pull his teeth out make him sweat. I am going to Cali for a few days."
"Sounds good, you and uh Andy make a good couple," he chuckles nudging me.
"I guess yeah," i mummer seeing Andy exiting the diner. "He is nuts."
"You telling me, few days ago he had a massive fit," Ryan stood straight holding up his hand. "Mr, Biersack, thank you for this."
"Sure, see you tomorrow." Ryan turn to me giving me a soft kiss.
"Bye big sis." he laugh shyly....
"How are you?" Andy whispers playing with a strand of my hair.
"I am good." i subdue the urge not to burst into tears.
"You are lying." Andy groans pulling me up. "Tell me what is wrong Samantha."
I sigh heavily shaking my head side to side. "I am okay, all these stuff coming in my life it feels like i just need a break," i grumble pushing myself from the bed. "From everyone."
"From me?" he asks softly.
i twirl around with a nod. "From everyone Andy, i just need a break."
"You going to your parents?" i shook my head. "Than where?"
"I am going to California, to see my sister."
"You leaving me Samantha," A single tear escape his eye as he pull me into his arms, i push him back shaking my hands to and fro.
"No... i am not leaving you Andy, i thought about this a lot and i need some time to think, i need to do this before Max and Conner are born. Please just...." i drift off walking to the closet.
i throw a few tops and jeans in the bag as i hear Andy sob in the door frame. "Please don't."
"For the hundredth time i am not leaving you god." i growl swinging the bag over my shoulders. i walk up to him giving him a soft kiss. "And it gives you time to figure out what you want to be; a drug dealer or a husband, you can't be both." i push him out of the way walking to the bathroom grabbing my necessities.
Ten minutes of gathering my stuff i walk to the door, Andy already waiting for me. "You are ruining me."
"No i am not." i kiss him one last time. "Bye Andy,"
well shit...
12/4/14