I am In love with A sadist (sequel to I am In Love With my Teacher)
12
Days has gone by, three days and nothing, i have been put on some kind of drip so my kidney could be cleared up. This is so boring.... but at least i have entertainment. The Small screen on my laptop shows a handsome face. "Ah Dan Howell, how many times i have licked your face." i breath watching the 'I talk to myself' video of him.
"Mrs. Biersack." i look up seeing my doctor with a small smile. "We have some great news."
"Who died?" i ask confused.
His brow arch but he quickly shook off what he was thinking. "We have a compatible doner." he smiles opening his white file. "I believe this is a miracle, God is on your side." Maybe he is, i mean he did let Andy warm up to the idea that he will be a dad.
"So who is saving my life?" i mummer slamming the laptop shut. "Should i buy them a present, maybe some taco's?"
"It is your husband Mrs. Biersack."
"You said what now?" No... i rather die.
"Both you and your husband has the same blood type, its very rare. Just last month the same happen."
"So you are saying he is going to be like literally in me?"
He shrugs shaking his head side to side. "A part of him will be in you,"
"He is going to be my life raft?"
"You can say that yes, we will prepare the operation." he nods and walks out. Uh.... And the though of me divorcing Andy was out of the whole damn picture. This is weird.
"How are you feeling?" Chris asks sitting crossed leg on the edge of my bed, "I wish i could get you high now. Like really high."
I giggle agreeing on that statement. "You can say that again, they are giving me pills that does not harm the baby, and now this?"
"Sam?" Both i and Chris turn our head seeing Alex Gaskarth. Oh dear why am i smiling? "I can come back later?"
"You wan't some juice," Chris stood up and smiled. "I am going to get you some juice." he twirls around and walk to the door. "Mr. Gaskarth."
"hello Chris." Being the weird guy my friend is he just eyed the teacher with a gag expression quickly escaping the room. "How you feeling?" he whispers walking up to me.
"I am good," i whisper as he kisses my temple. "But been better."
"I made you peanut butter pie, but i left it home, will bring it buy tomorrow which is a pretty big day."
"You remembered?" i breathe.
"Everything you say i remember Sam, and how could i not forget your birthday, it is just a shame you have to spend it," he waves arms to and fro, "In a damn hospital, hey maybe i can break you out and we can go to sea world, watch some penguins." he says like a small little boy ready to be naughty, His definition of being naughty is this, Andy's are bondage and nipple clamps.
"That sounds like an idea, but i have to stay connected this darn thing," i groan tugging on the 'water look alike' liquid hanging from my arm.
"But when you get out we can go right?"
"Deal." i laugh grabbing his hand. "Thank you for being awesome."
He looked in my eyes leaning in but he quickly tugs his hand away from me standing up. "I have to go, see you tomorrow okay?"
"Uh.... okay." what just happen here? am i still dead or did he just tried to kiss me? and did i almost allow it? Slut! Ugh.
"When i wake up i want pie and some cartoons waiting for me." i grumble as i start to became dizzy. "And maybe some ice cream."
"You will do great in there," Amy Andy's mother whispers caressing my hair out of my face. "Andy is still sleeping from the surgery, when you wake up he will be next to you."
My hand brush her face. "You look like a yummy brownie,"
"Its working, lets get a move on." I hear the doctor says. My eyes got heavier and heavier as the white ceiling became darker and darker. The last word that escape my mouth was a name, "Andy."
"Come on we will be late for class!" Danny laughs dragging me into the biology class room.
I crash next to my best friend eyeing my outfit, my hair brown like the way it was, my nerdy glasses on and i am wearing baggy pants and an over sized black shirt. "Weird dream." i whisper to myself.
"Morning class." I look up from my clothes seeing him, my husband in a black three piece suit. "And welcome to Biology."
"Andy." i breath.
My best friend turned to me confused. "just because he saved you from that football does not mean you can pronounce his name in class Sam, Its Mr. Biersack." Huh?
"Seeing you are all freshman's how about something easy to start the lesson-" Freshman? God i am so confused right now. I turn to my sister who's hair was still long and being a bit overweight.
Am i dead? like dead. They say heaven replays all your greatest hits when your life flash before you eyes, am i on my way to the huge golden gate of heaven?
"Sam? did you hear what i just said?' i turn my head seeing Andy with different clothes on, his hair slid back; wearing black skinny jeans a guns and roses shirt. "You really should stop laughing in class." He sighs.
I look down yet again to my body seeing i am wearing a black and white shirt red baggy pants. Wait the only time i wore this pants was a few years ago when i was a sophomore. The only time i got into trouble, well minus the senior year scandal. "I am sorry." I did not say that, i just laughed in his face.
"I am glad, sometimes your head is somewhere far away and than you just burst from laughter, what was so funny?" What was so funny? Oh yes i was thinking about him, the man in front of me kissing me and touching my breast.
"I don't remember."
"You make that face when you lie." Andy chuckles. "And when you think really hard trying to fight with yourself in you head your eye brow arch and the bottom lip get pushed out."
before i could respond i was in the hallway full of spaghetti by my locker. "Uh, gross." i mummer.
"Sam?" I slowly turn my head seeing Andy once again.
"And-"crap. "Mr. Biersack."
"Something happen in the cafeteria?" Right, i remember this. This was the start of something amazing, yet so horrifying.
"Nothing soap can fix."
"You okay Sam?" In this moment, yes, But when it happen the first time. No.
I can step back and not say 'Its not everyday your food get clothes.' statement. i can still remember that clear as day. "I am okay."
"Get cleaned up." he whispers removing a strand of pasta from my hair. "See you in Biology." he turns around and walked away. He should of said my hair was hungry as well....
"I love you." i turn my head seeing Andy once again in a tux. Oh the spring formal. "I love you. I love you." He said it three times.
I close my eyes once again and open them, the sound of the ocean fulling my ears. "Three letters, one word. Yes."
"In the state of Mexico i now pronounce you husband and wife, Andy you may kiss your wife." His lips touched mine and i swore i heard someone say my name.
"Sam, baby. Sammy wake up."
My eyes open and i see only one face with a small smile. "Hey princess."
"I had the most awesome dream ever." i slurred feeling like water escaping my mouth.
Andy chuckles removing the wet 'spit' oh its spit around my mouth. "What did you dream about?"
"Twilight."
"Huh?"
"Its like i was in a twilight zone, reliving all my memories, mostly just about you." i grumble feeling sleepy.
"I am glad i am in your dreams and when you wake up." he whispers kissing the tip of my nose. "You have my half in you now, no we are sealed like faith it self."
You have no idea. "Shh," i grumble pushing my hand to his mouth. "You talk to much." The next thing my eyes closed again. So sleepy. The next dream was the weirdest, me swimming in a blue berry pie. Weirdest high ever.
"Mrs. Biersack." i look up seeing my doctor with a small smile. "We have some great news."
"Who died?" i ask confused.
His brow arch but he quickly shook off what he was thinking. "We have a compatible doner." he smiles opening his white file. "I believe this is a miracle, God is on your side." Maybe he is, i mean he did let Andy warm up to the idea that he will be a dad.
"So who is saving my life?" i mummer slamming the laptop shut. "Should i buy them a present, maybe some taco's?"
"It is your husband Mrs. Biersack."
"You said what now?" No... i rather die.
"Both you and your husband has the same blood type, its very rare. Just last month the same happen."
"So you are saying he is going to be like literally in me?"
He shrugs shaking his head side to side. "A part of him will be in you,"
"He is going to be my life raft?"
"You can say that yes, we will prepare the operation." he nods and walks out. Uh.... And the though of me divorcing Andy was out of the whole damn picture. This is weird.
"How are you feeling?" Chris asks sitting crossed leg on the edge of my bed, "I wish i could get you high now. Like really high."
I giggle agreeing on that statement. "You can say that again, they are giving me pills that does not harm the baby, and now this?"
"Sam?" Both i and Chris turn our head seeing Alex Gaskarth. Oh dear why am i smiling? "I can come back later?"
"You wan't some juice," Chris stood up and smiled. "I am going to get you some juice." he twirls around and walk to the door. "Mr. Gaskarth."
"hello Chris." Being the weird guy my friend is he just eyed the teacher with a gag expression quickly escaping the room. "How you feeling?" he whispers walking up to me.
"I am good," i whisper as he kisses my temple. "But been better."
"I made you peanut butter pie, but i left it home, will bring it buy tomorrow which is a pretty big day."
"You remembered?" i breathe.
"Everything you say i remember Sam, and how could i not forget your birthday, it is just a shame you have to spend it," he waves arms to and fro, "In a damn hospital, hey maybe i can break you out and we can go to sea world, watch some penguins." he says like a small little boy ready to be naughty, His definition of being naughty is this, Andy's are bondage and nipple clamps.
"That sounds like an idea, but i have to stay connected this darn thing," i groan tugging on the 'water look alike' liquid hanging from my arm.
"But when you get out we can go right?"
"Deal." i laugh grabbing his hand. "Thank you for being awesome."
He looked in my eyes leaning in but he quickly tugs his hand away from me standing up. "I have to go, see you tomorrow okay?"
"Uh.... okay." what just happen here? am i still dead or did he just tried to kiss me? and did i almost allow it? Slut! Ugh.
"When i wake up i want pie and some cartoons waiting for me." i grumble as i start to became dizzy. "And maybe some ice cream."
"You will do great in there," Amy Andy's mother whispers caressing my hair out of my face. "Andy is still sleeping from the surgery, when you wake up he will be next to you."
My hand brush her face. "You look like a yummy brownie,"
"Its working, lets get a move on." I hear the doctor says. My eyes got heavier and heavier as the white ceiling became darker and darker. The last word that escape my mouth was a name, "Andy."
"Come on we will be late for class!" Danny laughs dragging me into the biology class room.
I crash next to my best friend eyeing my outfit, my hair brown like the way it was, my nerdy glasses on and i am wearing baggy pants and an over sized black shirt. "Weird dream." i whisper to myself.
"Morning class." I look up from my clothes seeing him, my husband in a black three piece suit. "And welcome to Biology."
"Andy." i breath.
My best friend turned to me confused. "just because he saved you from that football does not mean you can pronounce his name in class Sam, Its Mr. Biersack." Huh?
"Seeing you are all freshman's how about something easy to start the lesson-" Freshman? God i am so confused right now. I turn to my sister who's hair was still long and being a bit overweight.
Am i dead? like dead. They say heaven replays all your greatest hits when your life flash before you eyes, am i on my way to the huge golden gate of heaven?
"Sam? did you hear what i just said?' i turn my head seeing Andy with different clothes on, his hair slid back; wearing black skinny jeans a guns and roses shirt. "You really should stop laughing in class." He sighs.
I look down yet again to my body seeing i am wearing a black and white shirt red baggy pants. Wait the only time i wore this pants was a few years ago when i was a sophomore. The only time i got into trouble, well minus the senior year scandal. "I am sorry." I did not say that, i just laughed in his face.
"I am glad, sometimes your head is somewhere far away and than you just burst from laughter, what was so funny?" What was so funny? Oh yes i was thinking about him, the man in front of me kissing me and touching my breast.
"I don't remember."
"You make that face when you lie." Andy chuckles. "And when you think really hard trying to fight with yourself in you head your eye brow arch and the bottom lip get pushed out."
before i could respond i was in the hallway full of spaghetti by my locker. "Uh, gross." i mummer.
"Sam?" I slowly turn my head seeing Andy once again.
"And-"crap. "Mr. Biersack."
"Something happen in the cafeteria?" Right, i remember this. This was the start of something amazing, yet so horrifying.
"Nothing soap can fix."
"You okay Sam?" In this moment, yes, But when it happen the first time. No.
I can step back and not say 'Its not everyday your food get clothes.' statement. i can still remember that clear as day. "I am okay."
"Get cleaned up." he whispers removing a strand of pasta from my hair. "See you in Biology." he turns around and walked away. He should of said my hair was hungry as well....
"I love you." i turn my head seeing Andy once again in a tux. Oh the spring formal. "I love you. I love you." He said it three times.
I close my eyes once again and open them, the sound of the ocean fulling my ears. "Three letters, one word. Yes."
"In the state of Mexico i now pronounce you husband and wife, Andy you may kiss your wife." His lips touched mine and i swore i heard someone say my name.
"Sam, baby. Sammy wake up."
My eyes open and i see only one face with a small smile. "Hey princess."
"I had the most awesome dream ever." i slurred feeling like water escaping my mouth.
Andy chuckles removing the wet 'spit' oh its spit around my mouth. "What did you dream about?"
"Twilight."
"Huh?"
"Its like i was in a twilight zone, reliving all my memories, mostly just about you." i grumble feeling sleepy.
"I am glad i am in your dreams and when you wake up." he whispers kissing the tip of my nose. "You have my half in you now, no we are sealed like faith it self."
You have no idea. "Shh," i grumble pushing my hand to his mouth. "You talk to much." The next thing my eyes closed again. So sleepy. The next dream was the weirdest, me swimming in a blue berry pie. Weirdest high ever.
well shit...
12/4/14